It seems that every time I am with him, Zhuang Mingyue can recall those things that I have forgotten but can still remember.

At that time...how did she relieve these pains in her heart?

That is to hurt yourself and use physical pain to resist inner sorrow.

Even if you are self-harm, you will not feel anything, you will only have greater pleasure.

Zhuang Mingyue found scissors from the kitchen and cut a wound on her little arm. The first time she didn't bleed, but her heart hurt even more!

When I started the second time, I was bleeding...

The blood beads that emerged dripped into the pool, were stained with water, and flowed into the sewer.

Zhuang Mingyue's mouth also bent.

In the dark room, she smiled like a miserable female ghost.

The third time...

Because...physical pain reduces mental pain.

Watching the blood slowly dripping down, Zhuang Mingyue was satisfied with self-abuse and was released with the blood flowing out.

Zhan Yan saw her self-harm. When he was discovered, he did not have the worry and sadness of looking at her. Instead, he picked up the knife, grabbed her hand, and cut a wound hard in the same position.

The bones can be seen deep.

Later, she fainted due to excessive blood loss.

When she woke up, she was already locked up.

He said: She was crazy.

Actually, she wasn't crazy, she knew very well what she was doing.

She wanted to tell him that she was just sick and that it might take a long time to slowly heal herself.

"What are you doing?"

Suddenly, a cold sound rang in the living room without turning on the lights. In the second, the banquet turned on the lights.

The dazzling white light made her squint her eyes.

Zhan Yan strode and took away the scissors from her hand.

Zhuang Mingyue looked at him with a very faint look. This time he saw Zhan Yan's emotions that were both worried and angry.

He grabbed her hand and stared at her with dangerous eyes. The next second, it seemed that even if he burst into anger at any time, "You just want to die?"

Zhuang Mingyue smiled and shed tears, "I just want to make me feel less painful here." She pointed to her heart.

"I don't know what to do anymore! Show the banquet!"

"I have always taken good medicine and slept well..."

"But I... feel really uncomfortable."

"I even wanted to dig out my whole heart, wondering if it would make me feel better."

"Does I look like a lunatic now? Actually, I don't. I know exactly what I'm doing, but I can't control it."

"I'm not crazy about Zhanyan, I'm just sick and don't know how to get better by myself."

This sentence seemed to be said to him in his previous life.

Zhan Yan's heart trembled violently.

Zhuang Mingyue was suddenly hugged into an embrace. The emotion that had no place to vent in her heart was still in the same position, and she bit her shoulder.

After a while, Zhuang Mingyue felt that she suddenly became quiet.

He was holding scissors dripping with blood in his hand.

It’s not just Zhuang Mingyue who is crazy.

Zhanyan first performed a simple wound treatment for Zhuang Mingyue. The wound was very shallow, and the scissors were disinfected every day, so there was no need to break the tetanus.

"You're in a better mood now?"

The skirt on Zhuang Mingyue was covered with blood. Because of excessive blood loss, her face was pale to the naked eye, and she lowered her head and did not speak.

Zhanyan pulled her hanging hair down behind her ears, "I'll make breakfast for you, what do you want to eat."

"You go."

"Then let's cook noodles." The only thing that Zhanyan is good at cooking is cooking noodles.

They were also very calm, as if nothing had happened.

At the banquet, he cooked a bowl of shredded vegetables and pork noodles. He served it to the table and turned around and took another small bowl for her.

The banquet picked up some noodles, went to her bowl, poured some soup, and some soup flowed down the edge of the bowl and sprinkled on the table, "Come here to have a meal."

Zhuang Mingyue stopped and took back her feet on the stairs. She was soon pulled back to her position by the man. A pair of chopsticks were stuffed into her hand, but she was thrown in front of him, and the bowls and chopsticks were smashed, and the soup noodles were all sprinkled on the ground. "You can't see that I became like this because of you?"

"As long as you stay away from me, I will not think of those pains, nor will I hurt myself."

"You go! I beg you!"

Zhan Yan was not angry, but patiently cleaned up. His hand that picked up the fragments also cut his fingers. When he looked up at her, Zhuang Mingyue took a step back in fear, as if Zhan Yan was doing to her.

"I'll leave after eating."

Zhan Yan pushed his bowl in front of her. After sweeping the garbage, he left, went to the door and smoked a cigarette.

Six o'clock in the morning.

The air was mixed with the smell of floral fragrance and soil.

Xu Zekai leaned on the bed, looked at the woman beside him picking up the clothes on the ground, and went to the bathroom silently. At this time, a call made him withdraw his gaze.

Xu Zekai picked up and answered, "What? Something happened to Xiao Mingyue?"

It is only when something happened to her that he would receive a call from this man.

A strange curve appeared on Xu Zekai's beautiful and charming face. He got out of bed and picked up his bathrobe and put it on. He stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window and wanted to smoke a cigarette, but then he remembered that he had been thrown away by that woman.

"Speak of what, I'm very busy."

"Help me find the best psychologist."

Xu Zekai grabbed his hair a few times and looked at the bright sunshine and said, "Even if you look for a good psychotherapist, the patient is unwilling to receive treatment, it will be useless."

"The treatment process is when the patient expresses the pain in his heart, and then the psychotherapist provides guidance and explanation. This is a very long process, good or bad, all depends on Xiao Mingyue herself, but I want to have a banquet... You know... She became like this, everything arises because of you. If she wants her to recover from the disease, it is better to help her and Jiang Yushu. Maybe she will be cured without medicine, and the heart disease will naturally be cured."

As soon as he finished speaking, the other end of the words was hung up.

Extremely angry?

Xu Zekai smiled happily. It seemed that he really fell through this time.

Something interesting!

Pei Xinlan heard his phone call in the bathroom, hesitated for a while and put on her clothes and walked out. Seeing that she was about to leave, Xu Zekai stepped forward and pulled her, hugged her from behind, smelled the smell on her body, which contained the smell she liked, hooked up her hair, put it between her nose and smelled it, "Sister-in-law... If you need it in the future, you can come to me at any time."

"Don't go too far, there will be no next time."

"You are the elder brother who sent you to my bed with his own hands. My sister-in-law forgot?"

"Shut up! He won't do that."

"What's the point of being a big brother? How can you be satisfied with being disabled in bed?"

"Ha, it seems that outsiders are right. You are just a bed bug. If you touch it, it will make people feel disgusted."
Chapter completed!