Chapter 235 Past Life
As time passes by after rebirth, sometimes I really feel that everything in my previous life is like a dream, illusory, far away, and so unreal.
Even some memories have gradually become blurred and I can't remember them clearly.
But when I think back to those dark tortures, those bullying and indifference, and even the heart-wrenching unwillingness before death, everything seems to be vivid in my mind, and my heart trembles when I recall it.
Shen Qingyun played with the pearl attentively, and the blue-red light seemed to have a power to soothe people's hearts, making her heart gradually calm down again.
If that's the case, let's try it.
Immediately, she held the pearls in her hands and placed them on her body, closed her eyes and fell into a deep sleep.
After a long period of darkness, some broken pictures flashed in her mind.
When she was a child, she was walking in the fields carrying a broken bamboo basket full of pigweed. The summer sun was very hot. She was covered with sweat and her hair was wet on her cheeks. The way back was good. Far away, she was walking through the forest and accidentally discovered a tree of jujubes. Her mouthful was filled with saliva after eating it.
She took a step forward, but stepped directly off the carriage. In front of her was the towering gate of the Duke's Mansion. She was timid and did not dare to step forward. Han Rou hugged her and cried. Shen Sisi was wearing a goose yellow dress. He smiled and pulled her into the mansion to meet the old lady. The pavilions and pavilions in the mansion confused her eyes. When she raised her head, she saw the old lady's eyes filled with disgust.
She was very uneasy, scared, and surprised at the same time. She couldn't believe that she would be able to live in this richly decorated palace in the future.
"Sister Qingyun." She heard someone calling her, and when she turned around, she saw a young man as clear as jade, with a warm and gentle smile on his face. He was the handsome young man she had never seen when she was a child, which made her heart beat. Endless.
But in the next second, his face turned full of sarcasm and contempt: "Shen Qingyun, you can do nothing better than Sisi. How dare you mention the dowry? Is that your thing? That is Sisi's. Sisi. It’s all because of your return that Sisi and I can’t be together. If you want to atone for your sins, you will stay in this yard forever!”
Jiang Miaodan jumped out from behind him with a smile: "A country woman, is she worthy of being my sister-in-law?" After saying that, knowing that she was here, a basin of cold water was poured from her head, and the cramping pain in her abdomen made her almost faint. past.
When she was in a trance from the pain, she found herself kneeling in front of Mrs. Jiang Hou. Mrs. Jiang Hou looked down at her: "Look at what you look like, mama, teach her."
The nanny on the side smiled like she was quenching poison, and walked up to her with a saucer: "Mrs. Prince, please take it."
She took the tea cup in confusion, but it was empty. The little maid on the side came over with a kettle, and poured the hot tea into the cup. She was so hot that her palms blistered, but she didn't dare to drop it. In the end, she couldn't bear it anymore. I spilled tea all over myself.
"Oh madam, this is the best Tieguanyin, and it has been wasted by you." Grandma howled angrily, and she was punished for five days without water and only dried steamed buns for food.
It was an extremely cold winter day. Later, Pearl slipped in, took off her underwear and squeezed out the water. Her face was pale from the cold: "Miss, I'm going to be searched, don't dislike it."
Her throat was so dry that it seemed to be burning, but the next second, water was everywhere. Countless water poured in from her mouth, nose, and ears overwhelmingly, robbing the air in her chest. She tried her best to open her eyes wide. Jiang Lin held Shen Sisi in his arms and looked at her indifferently.
Pearl...Pearl...she wanted to shout, but she couldn't. In the distance, she saw the crying Pearl being dragged down, and the pot-bellied housekeeper slapped her in the face. He pulled open her clothes and pulled her down to have sex with her.
"No!" Shen Qingyun shouted heartbreakingly.
"Miss, miss!"
Feeling the shaking of her body, Shen Qingyun opened her eyes. Pearl's face was magnified in front of her eyes. Her face was full of anxiety: "Miss, what's wrong? I had a nightmare and was affected by it?"
Shen Qingyun looked at Pearl carefully. Her round face, big and lively eyes, and smooth hair were not at all the haggard look she had in her previous life, and her eyes suddenly turned red.
"It was a nightmare. It's okay. I woke up from the dream." She whispered and touched Pearl's head.
Pearl breathed a long sigh of relief, but seeing that Shen Qingyun's face still looked a little bad, she still felt uneasy: "Miss, I'll get you some honey water to drink. Do you want to eat anything? If you eat something, you won't be able to drink it." So scared.”
Shen Qingyun smiled: "Are you hungry?"
Pearl pursed her lips, but thinking that she could make the young lady happy, she nodded exaggeratedly: "I'm not hungry, even if I'm greedy, I want to eat a lot of snacks."
Shen Qingyun pinched her cheek: "Okay, I will take you out for a nice meal tomorrow."
Pearl laughed heartily and started to order her meal politely: "Miss, I want to eat sweet-scented osmanthus cake, donkey rolling, crispy duck... oh, miss, I'm already hungry."
The laughter of the two people spread through the slightly opened window, and the two figures outside stopped coming forward.
He stood outside the house and listened for a long time, until Pearl said that he would help Shen Qingyun to sleep, and then he was ready to leave.
Hanshuang said coldly: "Master Yin, Miss is fine. Please leave quickly. If you try to force your way into Miss's boudoir again next time, I won't show any mercy."
Facing Hanshuang's cold eyes, Yin Tingyue was not angry. He just said softly: "I took the liberty. Don't tell her I'm coming. Okay, I will leave Kyoto in the next two days."
Hanshuang thought for a while, felt a little embarrassed, but nodded.
After all, Shen Qingyun had told her and Han Qing in advance that the person in front of him was Han Yu. Just now he heard the young lady's shout and approached anxiously. There was no malicious intention.
"Thank you, I don't want her to worry anymore." Yin Tingyue said softly and left here in a flash.
Hanshuang looked at the silent night sky, sighed, and then disappeared into the darkness again.
Yin Tingyue did not leave immediately, but went to the rockery in the garden. The terrain here was very high and he could see a corner of Shen Qingyun's house from a distance.
Thinking of Shen Qingyun's shout just now, he frowned tightly. Although the young lady had nightmares in the past, she had never had such a big reaction like today.
Could it be that memory bead?
He was extremely upset. He originally thought that the memory bead was beautiful and strange, so he wanted to give it to her. If he had known that, he would have crushed the bead when he found it.
He was immersed in his own thoughts, but in the distance, a figure froze.
It's Yicui. She always goes out late at night recently, hoping to see the back of last time to make sure that she is really not deceived.
When she saw the person on the rockery, she was stunned. She would never mistake that familiar figure that was engraved in her heart!
Chapter completed!