Even though Han Rou didn't say it thoroughly, Chen Qingyun also understood what she meant.

At this moment, she suddenly felt a little confused.

Is this a good or bad choice?

A cool breeze blew, the curtains beside the bed bulged and fell, and the red concentric tassels hanging on the side swayed slightly.

"Mom, but can you just reduce the dosage like this?" Chen Qingyun lowered her head and frowned: "If your body is not good, how can you get pregnant? General Xiao must not know what you think. If he knows, he will not agree."

"Qingyun, don't tell him, okay?" Han Rou's voice was very light, mixed with a hint of bitterness.

Her eyes fell on a corner of the quilt, but her mind seemed to have drifted away. In a trance, she thought of many things and the people who had walked along the way. In the end, only Xiao Jue's warm and powerful smile remained in her mind.

Chen Qingyun didn't answer the conversation, she didn't know whether she should help conceal this matter.

Han Rou sighed again, and she seemed to have been sighing frequently recently.

"Qingyun, actually, my mother asked Doctor Liu." She held Chen Qingyun's arm and looked at her seriously: "Doctor Liu has told me that this is a bit risky. I can't grow old like ordinary people. Since that's the case, why bother to be greedy for those years?"

Chen Qingyun looked at her, and she was completely struggling in her heart.

At this time of his previous life, Han Rou had already died in the Duke of Shen in a miserable state.

To return to her life, she certainly hopes that her mother can take care of her body and live the better. However, she has no way to completely deny her mother's choice.

After a while, she pointed out the pain of this matter: "Mom, have you ever thought about what to do if you insist on not treating and treating your body well and you still don't get pregnant in the end? Didn't this make General Xiao even more sad? "

Han Rou's heart was filled with torture and repeated hesitation.

During several sleepless nights, she was asking herself, do you really want to choose this?

"Qingyun, in fact, I originally thought that you were going to leave the filial period a few days ago, and wanted to return to Beijing early, but it was at that time that I was cold first, and then I was exhausted for a long time, so I delayed my departure. During that time, I always had nightmares, dreaming that I was still in the Duke's Mansion, and you didn't have a good life when you married into the Marquis' Mansion. I wanted to help you, but I was helpless and died of illness alone."

Chen Qingyun's hand was unconsciously tightened a little, and his heart trembled. He forced himself to stop it and did not interrupt Han Rou's words.

She then slowly said, "When I was pessimistic, I was thinking, what should you do if I just went like this? At that time, I thought, fortunately, there was a prince who could accompany you. So I thought of Xiao Jue again, he was so stupid and guarding me, and I couldn't see him alone for the rest of his life."

"If you can have a child, Xiao Jue will have a sustenance in the future. If the child can grow up safely, it will be more help and thoughts for you."

She opened her mouth and had a lot to say, but finally fell silent again.

In fact, she had thought of telling Xiao Jue to discuss with him. But unfortunately, during that period, the Dayue Kingdom and the surrounding small countries frequently provoked each other. He and General Han stayed in the military camp almost every day, and had time to see her. She was so busy that she could not speak and distracted him.

Later, after she learned from Xiao Jue that Si Moli was about to inherit the throne, her idea of ​​having a child became much stronger.

If Qingyun was about to enter the palace, she had no support behind her and was only based on love, how could she feel at ease?

There is also Xiao Jue, who had already secretly tested it. Even if she died early, Xiao Jue would not want to marry again.

In his words, "I just want to be with you, Rou'er, I just want to be with you. It's better if you say I'm naive, but there's no room for negotiation on this matter."

She also confirmed with Dr. Liu about reducing the dosage.

Although it will delay the life of getting better and affect her life span, she is willing to accept it.

Chen Qingyun knew that when Han Rou was stubborn, she was really stubborn.

She stopped comforting her, but said: "Mom, if you really want to get pregnant and have a baby, I can let Lian Rufeng come and take a look and help you take care of your body in this regard. But I think this should not be hidden from General Xiao. Take a step back and say, I think if one day in the future, General Xiao will know that your child is what you exchanged for your life, and he will definitely be very painful in his heart."

Han Rou's heart trembled and she nodded blankly.

Chen Qingyun was afraid that she would be too worried, so she kept by her side, occasionally saying interesting things to divert her attention.

On Dr. Liu's side, she also ordered the person to be released first.

The two of them waited for Xiao Jue to return to his house together, and then it was just evening.

He rushed back in a hurry while he was trying to ask about the situation and would go back to the barracks later. I guess something urgent happened.

"Qingyun, I heard you asked Dr. Liu to go back, why?"

As soon as the person stepped into the room, a loud voice came.

Chen Qingyun stood up after hearing this: "General Xiao, you are back, your mother is waiting for you."

When Xiao Jue heard her words, his eyebrows and eyes became gentler.

He walked to the bed in two steps, sat on the edge of the bed, looked at Han Rou's face, and smiled sincerely: "Qingyun is here, look at you, you look better, there are some things today, but fortunately Qingyun is with you."

Han Rou smiled at him and reached out to caress a piece of dust on his shoulder: "If the army is busy, don't rush to come back."

"How can that be done? Don't worry, I won't delay the main business." Xiao Jue said, turning his head to ask Chen Qingyun: "Qingyun, have you told your mother about Dr. Liu?"

Chen Qingyun nodded: "Mom knows something. I think you should tell me about it. I will go out first and I will come over tomorrow."

Xiao Jue was stunned. Could it be that what Dr. Liu said was true?

He suppressed his anxiety and nodded at Chen Qingyun: "You are very tired today, so take a break soon."

Chen Qingyun did not stop anymore, leaving the space in the house for the two of them.

As soon as she left, Xiao Jue's expression was very serious, but he was also aggrieved: "Rou'er, what's going on?"

When Han Rou thought of the words Chen Qingyun persuaded in the afternoon, she still told all the plans she had in her heart for so long and told her truthfully that she asked Dr. Liu to help hide them.

"No, no, I will never agree!" After hearing her words, Xiao Jue stood up.

He walked back and forth between the bed two times, restraining his inner tumbling emotions, then sat down again and said solemnly: "Rou'er, no matter what, I don't want you to use your body to bet."

Almost instantly, many possibilities flashed through his mind.

The only thing that can be confirmed is that he absolutely cannot accept the loss of Han Rou.

"Rou'er, I don't want any descendants. I just want you to stay with me for a longer time, even if I have one more day. If you are really worried about this, we can adopt a child, what do you think?"
Chapter completed!