Chapter 68: Love the Heart

Author: A native of Guanghan Palace

Chapter 68: Love the Heart

I was not careful that she would say this for a moment, and said at a loss: "Sister, you."

"Actually, I often wonder why I like him so much. It was obviously a foolish person, but I still couldn't tell others that I was silly, but I kept my mind away from everything. At that time, if my mother had to force me to get married, I was afraid that I would have the heart to die. However, over the past few years, I have faced the Buddha every day and asked myself if I shouldn't have hurt my mother's heart. I used to be young, and I always thought that I loved you and had nothing to do with you, but later he traveled around, made achievements, and got married and had children. Every time I heard this, I realized that I was really stupid and could not do what I could do."

"Now I understand it very well. In the palace, we are only one line away from death. I feel that it is not easy to live. In the past twenty years, I have missed too many. I have loved someone, and I really love me. What else can I not be satisfied with in this way? Marriage is not dominated by the emotions of children. Now I am willing, you don't need to worry."

After hearing this, I sighed very much that the changes in the palace are unforgettable for each of us, but they have personal insights. Sister Lingxi is more indifferent to the first and second. Perhaps I don’t agree with many of her understandings, but I am undoubtedly happy to see her like this. Sister Lingxi is the daughter of Queen Mother Zhen. She will face life strongly and will not always be a weak person who needs others’ care.

With relief, even the passing spring breeze was filled with the fragrance of flowers. I couldn't help but joke, "When the husband of the Zhu family arrived, the prince of Qinghe would definitely block the door, I'm afraid my sister wouldn't be able to see anyone for the time being."

Lingxi was older after all, so she only looked at me and said, "You are afraid you won't see me either. They are all from Xu Po's family, so it's time to embroider the dowry."

"Sister," I'm not really shy, but why is it that even her?

"What's the matter? You are seventeen years old this year, and the filial piety period for being a concubine is about to end. Can't you mention it? Let me tell you the truth. There are already several people who have chosen the queen mother. She will definitely be harmonious first. Don't be shy, tell me your feelings as soon as possible, and at least you can choose one or two."

I felt speechless. Is it because of the nature of a woman? I am as calm as Lingxi. After choosing my husband's family, I can make a match for my sister with interesting points. If someone told me this more than a year ago, I wouldn't believe it if I beat me to death.

But the so-called nature cannot be suppressed, so

"Who are they?"

Lingxi looked at me, covered her mouth and smiled, and lit a little tea with her fingertips with her extremely elegant eyes, and wrote a word on the coffee table.

The coffee table is made of yellow sandalwood for many years, but what we drink today is Wuyishan black tea. In contrast to the two colors, even if I sit opposite me, I can clearly recognize it. It is the word "Zhen".

At that moment, I couldn't see how my face was burning. But I could clearly hear my heart "flying" and beating rapidly and powerfully. It was a feeling that I couldn't understand, which quickly faded, and made me stammer: "What does this mean?" I lost all my usual caution.

I guess I was very funny in Lingxi's eyes at this moment. She pursed her lips and said, "What I meant is not important, what matters is yours." After a pause, he said, "Ping'er came back to report his work a few days ago. Now he is not as good as before, so it is naturally difficult to enter the palace. I don't know what he thought, but he actually asked me to come to this place. I just asked you something about your feelings."

I finally got some clues. Seeing that the Empress Dowager was considering my belongings in this way, he was the Empress Dowager's only nephew. After becoming an official, he had his own power and naturally could know some news. However, I felt that my voice was not good, "What do I mean, is it important?"

Lingxi was stunned and then said, "Zi Pei, you are the emperor's princess, the most noble daughter in the world."

I sighed and said, "What is missing in the palace is freedom and independence. What's more, I am a concubine."

Perhaps, because of the spirit and my good deeds, the Queen Mother would treat me kindly in my marriage. But this care was limited, and it was not contrary to her own interests. Zhen Zhiping was too important to the entire Zhen family. Will the Queen Mother find a wife with a reputation and no help for her nephew?

In the face of the powerful imperial power, Lingxi, as the queen mother's daughter, could be imprisoned and abandoned.

What's more, Zhen Zhiping, and what's more, me.

Lingxi's mind changed and understood the reason. But she still insisted: "Huaishu, there are only a few important decisions in this life. Why don't you ask yourself what you think? Let go of the constraints of the outside world first."

I shook my head and said, "Is it better to live without asking for anything, but I can't do it?" At least I won't feel heartbroken if I don't understand.

Lingxi Yuran, if she knew the answer to this question, how could she delay her five years of youth?

Before it could be done, the teacup was already cold.

After that, I was depressed for several days, but the judgment I made rationally was emotionally unacceptable. I asked myself over and over again, "Will you regret this?"

It's ridiculous. I convinced Sister Lingxi, but did not convince myself.

The Liumian in April is like my chaotic sorrow, and it is getting more and more. In a blink of an eye, Xiao Peiying is also about to leave the palace.

She is really a legend. Who would have thought that she had such great luck when she left her hometown and got to the queen mother's eyes, first being the county monarch and then being the princess. But from her several contacts, I really feel that her current life is not based on luck.

Because of her future, she had already scared her brother and sister-in-law who were far away from her hometown. Because the ancestor of the Xiao family was still there, she came to the capital with shamelessness to take her stepmother back to the Xiao family, forcing the princess and sisters to recognize her relatives. The old lady of the Xiao family was originally partial, and of course she hoped that her grandchildren would shake hands and make peace. Of course, she was also greedy for the glory of the wife clan of the Qinghe King, so she put on the brochure of her mother-in-law/grandmother to ask her mother and daughter.

But Xiao Peiying was young and helpless and uncontrollable, let alone now?

She wrote a letter to the old man of the Xiao clan in Fuyang's hometown, saying: The clan is the best at that time. Although the kind father was in a relationship, he was a daughter of the Xiao clan and his mother was a wife of the Xiao clan. From the beginning to the end, how could he return to the Xiao clan? The tree was divided into branches, and the mother was not the eldest brother's biological mother, so it was appropriate to live in a separate room.

Then she said that she would not let her mother leave no one to support her. It turned out that her father had a maid and concubine who had a three-year-old son before her death. The elder brother even excluded her stepmother and sister, so she would show mercy to the subordinates of the illegitimate family. Xiao Peiying asked the maid and concubine who was born to follow her mother and had a background. The maid and concubine were not willing to do so, so she sent her son happily.

This also confirmed the separation of the Xiao family. Since then, Xiao Peiying's serious family has only had the only one of her concubine's younger brothers.

As an old relative, the Zhen family naturally gave a decent house for Xiao’s mother to live in.

The housework lawsuit of the Xiao family came to an end, and Xiao Peiying also came to the day to go home and wait for marriage. She had been in the palace for a few months and was in love with the palace, so I couldn't help but go and give her a gift.

Unfortunately, there was someone there at that time. Standing outside the door, I listened to the woman's voice: "I feel relieved if you do this. It's all Su Ling's ignorant. You sisters' home, thanks to you being a generous person, it's strange that you have such a great blessing."

(End of this chapter)
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