Chapter 810 Good Man
Leng Jia didn't interrupt and wanted him to speak out quietly.
Some things will be very uncomfortable if you keep them in your heart for too long.
"He was a sergeant at the beginning..." Chu Chen began.
Leng Jia also quickly adjusted her sitting position and listened carefully.
"Everyone who knows him said that he is a person who values friendship, a very responsible man, and an extremely righteous man, but in my opinion, these descriptions have nothing to do with him." Chu Chen suppressed his emotions and did not completely release them.
"In your eyes, your father...what kind of person is he?" Leng Jia changed his words.
"I am cruel and ruthless, not obeying others, not adaptable, selfish, arrogant, and not at all responsible." Chu Chen's comment completely reversed with the positive comments just now.
This made Leng Jia even more curious about what he had experienced.
She raised her hand tentatively, hesitated for a while, and finally placed it on Chu Chen's back and slowly stroked it.
"Tell me slowly, I should understand you."
"I don't need to understand. I just kept my heart for too long and hadn't vented. I was very disappointed when I saw him today, so I wanted to find someone to talk about it."
Chu Chen’s reason makes people feel distressed.
Leng Jia's expression also changed a little: "Okay, no matter how long it takes, I'll listen."
"My real father," Chu Chen still used this title, "when he was in the army, he was very good at taking care of others. All the soldiers and his friends could take good care of them."
This start seems to be good.
"No matter what others have, I always want to find him because I feel that he can do everything and will never refuse... With such a father, others think that I should be very proud and proud, but I don't have it at all, because in my memory, basically no father has existed... My life is supported by my mother alone, and his role is just to be good to others outside..."
Leng Jia felt a little sad after hearing this.
Although her parents died, they really loved themselves and their brother when they were alive.
And Chu Chen's father is really the best.
A man can be kind to everyone, but ignores his own home and his own children.
"My mother always tells me that he is too busy and has too many things to do. I am a man and I have to learn to be strong, learn to be independent, learn to be like him, and become a useful person to others." Chu Chen's tone was full of irony.
"But I don't think so. No matter how useful it is to others, what can I do? Isn't it that I can't take care of myself at home? I haven't even taken good care of my own children. What can I do if I have a good reputation outside? The money he boasted about was the living expenses of our family. Afterwards, my mother had to take off her own jewelry to buy rice so that the whole family would not go hungry. His brother's children could not pay the tuition at school, so he asked me to read the words at home and give my tuition to his brother. His friend's wife wanted to buy new clothes, so he took out the money he originally wanted to buy new clothes for my mother, so that my mother would be more generous... What's strangest is that all his brothers can accept it with peace of mind."
This passage made Leng Jia feel cold in her heart.
This dad, it’s better to have nothing.
"When I was still young, I already had this feeling, but my mother always taught me that I was ignorant and then I understood that this is his principle of being a human being and his shining point..."
What kind of shining points did you ignore your wife and children in order to maintain it?
"Finally, they went out of the far door and came back a long time ago. But when my mother greeted her with a smile and wanted to give him water to wash her face and feet, he proposed to divorce her." Chu Chen's tone was obviously full of hatred.
Leng Jia was surprised. This result was something she had never expected at all.
Not to mention her, no normal person should be able to do anything.
A very responsible and loyal man, on such a day, asks to divorce the woman who has been silently giving behind her back?
Leng Jia didn't understand what happened.
"However, my mother accepted it calmly, and I don't know why. It took only a few days, and I moved away with my mother, not taking away a brick or tiles, nor asking him for a penny... From then on, I have no father anymore." Chu Chen's expression, probably anyone would feel distressed when he looked at it.
How did they come over the years?
"In order to raise me, my mother has done a lot of hard work, but she has never complained to me. I have never told her that I want my father, in my heart, except for hatred, I really have no impression of him."
"I think I may have missed him like this in my life, and there is no need to meet again in the future. But God seems to be joking with me. When I can be independent, he suddenly appears."
"He is old, but his eyes are still the same. He must be unsure. He is seeing me, because when we were driven out of the house by him, I was still so young..."
Chu Chen still controlled his emotions and made his voice more stable.
"I don't understand what kind of body it is that it is impossible for a man to abandon his wife and ignore him for so many years."
Leng Jia didn't understand, this was obviously an excuse.
But she didn't interrupt and asked him to continue talking.
"My mother told me that when one of his brothers went out for a mission, he died outside. What he was most worried about was his wife and daughter. He had already written the suicide note before he went on the mission. If he had an accident, I hope his best brother, that is, my dear, can help take care of his wife and daughter."
Leng Jia really couldn't remain silent, so she asked, "Is this why he wants to divorce your mother?"
"Isn't it ridiculous? It was because of such a promise that he thought about it and decided to divorce my mother, then marry his brother's wife and take care of his daughter... When he made this decision, he never discussed it with my mother, nor did he think about what kind of life we would live after leaving that house..."
When Leng Jia heard this, she was a little unable to listen. What is the logic? If you help take care of others, you have to give up your family? Isn’t it okay to care more about life?
This kind of behavior makes her unable to express her chest tightness.
Chapter completed!