398. Middle
Raven asked:
"How do you know that your family will be hurt?"
Nelly said:
"My family told me that."
Raven said:
"This is just an excuse they use to restrain you and arrange a so-called better path for you, but that is not what you want.
"You said he may not want you to get close to him, so it's none of your business. It's your choice whether you choose to get close to him, and it's his choice whether he rejects you. If you don't even dare to make your own choice, just guess
His reaction, and then the fear, is nothing more than the self-pity of a coward."
Raven looked serious:
"My philosophy is that as long as you want to achieve it, no matter how much pain you have to endure, how much sweat you have to put in, how many hardships you have to go through, you have to complete it.
"at all costs."
Nelly said:
"Sounds a bit extreme."
Raven smiled:
"There is indeed some. This may be related to the influence of my parents on me."
Raven said:
"But seriously, I have a little method to help you choose. If you go to him, that person, do you think you will regret it in the future?"
Nelly shook her head:
"I have no idea."
Raven said:
"What about the other way around? If he just disappeared from your life, would you regret your inaction at this time?"
Nelly gave a definite answer:
"I think I will."
Raven spread his hands:
"Here's the answer to what to do and what not to do.
"I used this method to make some of the most important decisions in my life."
Nelly said:
"Let me think about it again."
Raven said:
"It will be too late if you think about it again."
Nelly suddenly asked:
"What kind of person do you think Snee is?"
Raven frowned:
"Actually, I wasn't in Wharton some time ago. I came here immediately after hearing the news of his death. Except when he visited my parents when I was a child, he left some vague impressions on me.
, in fact, I have no knowledge of him at all.
"But just in time, I want to hear the answer to this question from your mouth."
Nelly said:
"As a coach, he is very responsible for every student. As a friend, he often gives me various suggestions and talks about his countless experiences over the years. He especially likes to remind me of one thing."
Raven looked curious:
"What is it?"
Nelly said:
"He always reminds me to be more careful in this world. He believes that there are evil people everywhere, and if I am not careful, I will step into the trap they have set.
"Actually, I think it may be because of some of his own experiences that have made him wary of society and human nature, and he doesn't trust anyone.
"But if we keep living with this idea, we may miss a lot of things."
Raven said:
"To my own surprise, I agree with him that there is far more filth in the world than we can see.
"And if humans abandon their vigilance against darkness, the only possible outcome is to be swallowed by it."
Nelly said:
"Maybe it's because of some of the things I've seen that make me more willing to believe that there are good people in this world."
Raven said:
"Although my views are similar to his, it does not mean that you have to accept our ideas. Everyone is different, and it is impossible to truly fully understand each other. There is absolutely no eternal truth in looking at things.
"I think it's one of the things I envy that you can have such an idea. Our concepts of looking at the world have already been formed, and you are actually very lucky to have such an observation angle.
matter.
"Neither Snee nor I are as lucky as you."
Nelly said:
"I was indeed lucky, but when danger came, someone stood up.
"He made me feel that in fact, compared to evil, the really important and positive things are more worthy of people's attention."
Raven asked:
"is it him?"
Nelly nodded.
Raven said:
"Then you have no reason to let him leave your life. Catch him before he disappears. No matter what kind of relationship it is, if you don't cherish it, it will eventually be worthless."
Nelly said:
"I don't know if I can do it."
Raven said:
"You have no choice."
Scatteredly, guests began to walk out of the auditorium.
Raven helped Nelly stand up:
"I can't guide your life, I can only give advice from my perspective. I hope you think carefully before making your own decision.
"But please at least don't run away from your true thoughts."
Nelly nodded:
"I'll try."
He looked in the direction of the auditorium:
"You should go first. I have some things I want to talk to them about later."
Nelly nodded:
"Um."
She walked towards the street, following the crowd.
But the moment she was about to turn the corner, she looked back at the auditorium.
Raven was still waiting at the door, his hands folded and hanging down naturally, like a priest praying.
He didn't go in and waited patiently.
"Things are a little strange," Snee said.
Nelly turned her head in surprise and found the deceased who should have been lying in the coffin standing next to her.
No one can see him.
Snee raised a hand:
"Let me declare again, I am not that Snee, I am a part of you, a separated part of you. You once took an elective course in psychology. You must not remember it, but I remember it.
"I am your fantasy."
Nelly said:
"What do you want to do."
A man passing by looked at Nelly suspiciously and instinctively distanced himself from her.
Snee said:
"I don't know him. Of course, it doesn't mean that the real Snee doesn't know him, but I can feel that something is wrong with him, that guy named Raven."
Nelly said:
"I think he's a good guy."
Snee smiled and shook his head:
"Of course you think so. You even think I'm a good person. Don't worry about your first impression. I'm your subconscious mind, so I noticed what he was hinting at."
Nelly said:
"What's the meaning?"
Snee said:
"He did not hide his purpose. If I were you, I would go back and have a look, otherwise maybe you will regret it."
After saying this, Snee turned around and walked into the crowded crowd, and disappeared in a moment.
Nelly took a deep breath.
Either there's a ghost haunting her now, or there's something wrong with her brain.
But no matter what the answer was, Nelly felt that she really should go back and take a look.
Chapter completed!