It has been more than a month since I was sent to jail. I have been staying on the bed all day long and don’t talk to anyone. This is a single cell. My father spent a lot of money to find someone to communicate with, and I have actually been doing this.

Don't care

The iron windows are cold. Although it is a relatively high-level detention center in the entire prison, I don’t want to go to labor reform like ordinary prisoners. The warm autumn sun shines through the windows, and it seems that I still have sunbathing in my attic. I am still the same as before.

Situ Jing, nothing has changed

Although the news outside could not arrive here in time, I still heard that Situ Enterprise has been merged by Nangong Group and has become a second-rate enterprise among many branches of Nangong Group. If I had heard this news before, I would have been ignoring everything.

Go to find Gu Yuebai, only Gu Yuebai can go to Nangong Che's decision

I can beg her and Nangong Che, but I really don’t want to think about anything now. I am no longer qualified to find Nangong Che.

In Nangong Che's heart, I am already a complete bad woman. As for Gu Yuebai, I must have hated me to death. And I, Situ Jing, have nothing to exist except for leaving them with a sinister and cruel impression.

Not only that, even my father was implicated by me. Situ Enterprise, which he had been proud of all his life, has now become a second-rate private enterprise, and he must be heartbroken!

Such a prison life is lonely and deserted. I am alone in the warm autumn sun. No one will come to talk to me. The officers and soldiers in the detention center looked at me strangely. Maybe they have never seen me like this before.

Quiet prisoner

Open the notes my father asked to bring in, and I once carefully described them in detail. It was a piece of my youth. There were untouchable tears in the lines, sprinkled with memories.

Nangong Che, the biggest mistake in my life is that I met you and fell in love with you. If it weren’t for you, Situ Jing, would have fallen into such a lost path?

If it weren't for Gu Yuebai's appearance, maybe you and I wouldn't have come to this point. I know I was wrong. I was blinded by love. I thought, as long as I love you persistently, I drove all the women around you.

Leave, you will belong to me, what a paranoid me!

However, I never changed. At that time, I didn’t realize that this paranoia would sooner or later pull me to the edge of sin, fall into the eighteen levels of hell, and never be reborn!

And now, the lonely and silent prison life is finally able to keep my eyes open and think back to every bit of the past. Nangong Che, if it weren't for Gu Yuebai, would you fall in love with me?

I used to be obsessed with this problem more than once, but now I know that you won't love me, you won't love me who is so proactive to you, Gu Yuebai won because she is the one you love

Humanoid, just like you are to me, maybe you can't tell what's good about it, but it's irreplaceable

I hate that I didn't see this clearly earlier, I hate that I am so ridiculous, so humble, and so ugly that I dislike myself

That day, I witnessed you see Gu Yue’s messy clothes and explaining to you with tears on her face, I know you are angry, your anger is hidden under the cold appearance, how proud I am, this is my one hand to pick it up

The crack, I want Gu Yuebai to erase it from your heart, so that this seed of distrust will become a gap that may disappear in your heart

Unfortunately, I didn't notice how terrible the smile I showed at that time. I never thought that such a calculation actually refuted my heart bit by bit, but I didn't realize that I only have you in my eyes, as long as

You can have you no matter what you want!

But I ignored your love for Gu Yuebai, and you actually believe that she is innocent! How is this possible? No man can still maintain his own woman when she sees a bunch of untidy clothes and messy photos under various lenses.

I clearly think that she is innocent! Nangong Che, how deep do you love Gu Yuebai?

It's a pity that at that time, I didn't know how big a mistake I made. I naively thought that as long as Gu Yuebai disappeared, you would return to me, but the result was completely beyond my expectations.

I really can't imagine why you still love her so much after such a thing!

When I watched Gu Yuebai return to you, I was angry and sad, tossing and turning every night, Gu Yuebai was like a thorn, deeply rooted in my heart

I then framed her and attacked her by any means, while I was peeping in the dark, like a woman belonging to the dark, but I couldn't see my own terror, just attacked my love rival wholeheartedly, thinking that I was going to take back my beloved

man

At this moment, I realized that her belly was actually pregnant with your child, and her jealous heart was as crazy as a devil. Facing my hideous self in the bathroom, I said to myself more than once: Situ Jing! You take it

Hand! Nangong Che is not the only man in this world! I thought about stopping like this, but another voice kept encouraging me: Situ Jing! If it weren't for Gu Yuebai, how could Nangong Che not love you? How could you

Give me! You and Gu Yuebai's figures are both like a flash in my mind, making me crazy jealous

Yes, I'm not willing to give up, because I'm not willing, I'm immersed in my own imagination, so I was ridiculously wrong and I sent myself to a dead end

Nangong Che, I was wrong, but can you forgive me, let me be by your side like I was back then, even if I just looked at you, I love you, and I still love you, but I was wrong

, I was wrong with paranoia, and my mistake was crazy jealousy. I remember someone once told me that the most impossible thing in this world is love.

If time could go back, I would like to watch you quietly and guard the love that belongs only to me. If I could always be rational, maybe these things would not happen, and everything would still be the same, but I ruined it.

Falled

Gu Yuebai, now when I mention your name, I no longer have the jealousy I was like at the beginning, especially when I know that you have pleaded for the judge, which has reduced my sentence, and my feelings for you are becoming more complicated

I have framed you, I once asked you to leave and die, I know you will not forgive me, just as I will not forgive myself, I cannot tolerate myself becoming a sinister and vicious woman

Gu Yuebai, you are lucky. You can love Nangong Che, but Nangong Che also loves you so deeply. I have as much love for Nangong Che as I have, but I have no love for him, but I hate him

I was wrong, the person I should hate should be myself

If I were given another chance, I think I would not be so impulsive again. Maybe I could wait for my love in a roundabout way. Why should I let myself fall off the cliff like this and have no chance to turn over again?

I, Situ Jing, could have been so quiet and quiet about the little woman's thoughts, and loved Nangong Che like you. Maybe he would never fall in love with me in his life. At least, I am still the daughter of Situ Enterprise, and I can still be wonderful.

In life, I bet my whole life on the gambling table of love, and I lost everything

Do you know? How scared I am. Looking back now, I feel lingering in my heart. What would I do if my child was assassinated, if I really ruined you with my own hands?

Sometimes it's not all. I, Situ Jing, do evil things, and I'm afraid I'll fall into hell. Now I've been implicated in the entire Situ enterprise. Even if I die, I'm still dead.

Gu Yuebai, I don’t want to ask for your Yuan Liang. I know the limits of human hearts. You will not forgive me, a woman who is full of sin and almost killed you.

Fortunately, you will never see me again. I no longer have freedom. No matter how happy you and Nangong Che are in the future, it has nothing to do with me.

The iron window is like yin and yang separated. In the narrow space, I just feel suffocated. Perhaps there will be no Situ Jing in this world again

The next day, Nangong Che and Gu Yuebai received a notebook handed to them by the police. The police told them: "Situ Jing committed suicide by cutting her wrist in prison, leaving a suicide note, and handing this notebook to you."

The police were actually a little strange. Situ Jing has been quiet since she was imprisoned. I really didn't expect that such a quiet prisoner would commit suicide by using such extreme means. The one she used to cut her wrist was actually a piece of iron used to fix it on her laptop.

piece

Nangong Che and Gu Yuebai looked at each other and took the notebook. The notebook was white with moonlight and white clouds. It was pleasant to see it.

Gu Yuebai was a little uneasy. Nangong Che hugged her body and said softly: "No matter what she wrote in it, it has nothing to do with us, right?"

Nangong Che opened the notebook, with delicate handwriting, some subtle bloodstains sprinkled on the page, the color turned brown, and the notebook was lined with lines of words, messy, but it seemed cautious.

Gu Yuebai and Nangong Che looked at the content written by Situ Jing in the notebook together:

When you see this diary, there is no Situ Jing in this world. I quietly wrote these words in prison. Maybe it is just my regret and wishful guilt. I don’t ask for your forgiveness.

I don't want to ask for meaningless pity. If I can, I just want to atone for my sins by death. Anyway, living in this world is meaningless.

Pages of handwriting, every line of words tells Situ Jing's once obsessed with Nangong Che, as simple as a little girl's thoughts, fresh but sighing

... I always searched for little by little in my memories inadvertently, hoping that someone in this world could replace him. It was a long time later that I realized that it was just me who was just a foolish person.

...The iron window is cold, and I can't help but see the glitter of the world. I was quietly under the warm autumn sun, with a glimmer of light passing through the window, faintly smudged in the notebook, and he was the one who fainted layer by layer.

Gu Yuebai sighed a little. No matter how sinister and vicious Situ Jing was, she really loved Nangong Che. She just loved the wrong way, from the beginning to possession. She looked up and met Nangong Che's affectionate love.

With her eyes, she silently hugged herself in his arms. How glad they loved each other deeply!

Nangong Che hugged Gu Yuebai tightly. He didn't have any feelings for Situ Jing, but Situ Jing gradually changed, which was a result he didn't want to see.

Now Situ Jing committed suicide, which was something Nangong Che never thought of. The subtle and rich love for him recorded in the notebook she left behind, and he didn't expect it. It was a pity that he

Only Gu Yuebai is in his heart

Every word that falls openly and secretly, every sentence tells her love. A notebook is quietly spread on the balcony. There is a simple sentence at the beginning. It is written down to be used to forget, what a seductive sentence
Chapter completed!