Luo Jia smiled bitterly in his heart. Of course, he is not afraid anymore. What pills are she taking? When a man who is looking forward to his children day and night, he suddenly finds that his wife is secretly taking contraceptive drugs. What kind of mood is this?

She is not afraid now because she will not give birth to a baby for herself at all!

I thought that time would fade some things, isn’t it? The pain of difficult labor, the howling of difficult labor, the shadow of dead children... are these shadows still lingering?

She was no longer willing to have children because of this.

Only then did she realize that she was unwilling to go back to the palace, and she forced her herself. Whether it was a gentle force or a gentle attack, anyway, forcing—no matter what means it is forced.

Isn’t there any hatred in my heart? What does the tenderness and consideration mean these days?

Is it like other women in the palace who are all weak and ill? She has cured her illness all day long. Gradually, she has completely equated herself with an imperial physician.

Her purpose is to cure diseases.

What about curing? Then leave?

Even the love with herself is hidden - she is afraid of getting pregnant again! She refuses the closest connection and bond between the two, and doesn't even want the child.

Why did it become like this?

Why not just be like the girl who used to make a big fuss?

At this moment, I deeply missed the girl. She had just walked out of the temple. She didn't know anything. She was unhappy and wanted to show off her, catch a villain, make noise... She did whatever she thought of.

I used to think it was a bad bad habit, but now I want to return to her. But now, how can I go back?

Now, she was hiding it, using her maturity and sensibility - she was no longer willing to make noise. Slowly, just like every woman in this palace, burying love and wearing a mask for the rest of her life.

I love her and can’t live without her. What I want is not for that mask!

But love.

"His Majesty……"

Her voice was timid and frightened.
Chapter completed!