313 First Love Leaves(1/2)
Unknowingly, Han Yi'er has been missing for three days. Within these three days, earth-shaking changes have taken place in the whole city!
That is...
Photos of a mysterious woman who is not a celebrity, but whose appearance is higher than that of a celebrity; who is not a socialite, but whose temperament is better than that of a socialite, are hung on posters in all the bustling streets across the city.
"Isn't this girl so beautiful?"
"Is it possible that someone is using a missing person notice to spread the news and try to package her?"
"Well, well, it's possible..."
On the street, people coming and going, both men and women, all glanced sideways at the photo of this beautiful woman, but...
The girl in this photo is Han Yi'er who has been missing for three days!
Standing under a poster, Yun Aotian looked at her photo as if appreciating art. His haggard face was dotted with a pair of sad eyes: "Yi'er, where are you now?"
After a few days, Yun Aotian didn't want to eat or drink, and he didn't want to run around and work all day long looking for her.
Sometimes, when he was really hungry, he would just buy two buns from a roadside stall, make up one bite and continue looking for her.
When he was tired, he took a nap in the second-hand Jetta he had just bought, but every time he woke up from nightmares and could not sleep peacefully.
Nowadays, his stubble is exposed, his hair is dull, and his clothes are very disheveled. With his outfit, he looks completely embarrassed.
Although he is not someone who would be laughed at, he is no different from a decadent man who spends all his time doing nothing.
"Buzz------buzz------buzz" the phone rang, and Yun Aotian's eyebrows locked together impatiently.
Due to the publication of missing person notices, he has been receiving calls from all directions in the past few days, but there has never been a meaningful clue. Almost all of them are people who provide false information in order to defraud money.
In desperation, no matter how annoyed he was, he still didn't want to miss any hope: "Hello?"
"Mr. Yun, I am Dr. Zhang."
"Doctor Zhang?" He was stunned for a moment. Since Li Yi'er disappeared behind closed doors in the past few days, Yun Aotian had not contacted the hospital. But now, the hospital took the initiative to call, right? His heart tightened, and he hurriedly asked
Said: "Is Yi'er's condition..."
"Mr. Yun, don't be nervous, it's like this..." After a moment of pause, the doctor on the other end of the phone smiled slightly: "Ms. Li has been confirmed to be a normal person after many observations and tests by our hospital."
"What??" Now, the mood that had been gloomy for several days finally improved slightly.
"Haha, now Miss Li wants to see you."
"Okay, okay, I understand, I'll be there soon." Yun Aotian hung up the phone with a smile on his face, hurriedly got into his newly purchased second-hand Jetta and drove to the hospital.
Due to Li Yier's high hospitalization expenses, he had to sell his luxury car and replace it with a broken car.
But, haha, again, if money can solve a problem, it won’t be a problem at all, I’m afraid...
Thinking of this, Yun Aotian's originally slightly happy expression became disappointed again.
After arriving at the hospital, he quickly ran to Li Yi'er's ward under the guidance of the nurse.
Taking a deep breath, I reached out and pushed open the ward door...
"Aotian."
"Master."
Covering his lips with one hand, Yun Aotian's heart almost stopped beating. He carefully looked at Li Yi'er's eyes and looked at her expression...
She is fine, she is really fine!
The eyes became clear and pure, and the expression was very real, without any appearance of grievance.
He put down the hand covering his lips and quickly arrived in front of her. He first looked at Butler Li, who was also in the ward, with an expression so excited: "Butler Li."
Butler Li, who was also immersed in excitement, nodded vigorously, reached out and patted his shoulder, and left the ward with some choking.
"Yi'er..." Yun Aotian sat next to her, feeling an indescribable sense of relief and sourness in his heart.
"Haha..." Li Yi'er smiled lightly, lowered his head and was silent for a moment, then breathed out gently, slowly raised his head, and asked seriously: "Aotian, do you still love me?"
When asked this question, Yun Aotian was stunned for a moment. After a moment, he took a deep breath and said, "Yi'er, can you tell me what love is in your heart?"
"What is love..." This question made her clear eyes instantly filled with memories...
Haha, I still remember when I was very young, I played with him in the mud, had snowball fights with him, pushed the snowman together, and teased the servants at home.
The heartbeat when I heard him say "I like you" for the first time, the excitement when I held hands with him for the first time, and the sweetness when I gave my first kiss for the first time.
Everything is being felt with all one's heart, but...
I don't know since when, I no longer have the heartbeat for him, no longer shy, no longer have the sweetness of love, it seems that all that is left is the endless dependence and various habits when I am with him.
Get used to him holding you, getting used to him caring for you, getting used to everything about him, just like a family...
On the contrary, in the past few days of closed meditation, my mind was filled more with the cherry blossom tree, haha...
If, metaphorically, Luo Haiming is a child born in the mire, then he is a person who is accustomed to life in the mire but longs to leave the mire. It is just Kunai who pulls him out with a rope.
And he might be the rope that pulls him out.
If you save him, his path will be bright now; if you ignore him, he will continue to live in the swamp he doesn't want to live in.
It can be seen that when he and Luo Haiming met for the first time in a few years, his eyes were so unwilling. While he hated himself, he also struggled with reality.
Oh, actually, you shouldn’t blame Aotian for not saving him in time, nor should you blame Luo Haiming for robbing him out of hatred and love. You should only blame yourself...
Mistaking family affection for love! As a result, you cannot face up to or accept other people...
After several days of contemplation, Li Yier realized a true feeling.
Whether it was Yun Aotian or Li Yi'er, they were each other's first love, and at the same time, there was no denying that they loved each other at the time.
only……
First love is always the embodiment of youthfulness and immaturity.
When two people's minds gradually mature, if they do not realize what true love is and choose to continue to be together, all they have is a habit, thus losing the true direction of finding love, and even missing out on the people around them who are worthy of love.
!
Luo Haiming's forceful love made Li Yi'er think that she had betrayed Yun Aotian, but in fact...
It was she who was afraid that her mind would change, that she would gradually be unable to accept that habit and dependence, so she kept putting pressure on herself, telling herself not to betray! The so-called "love" between her and Yun Aotian led to her
Completely mentally broken...
"Haha..." He smiled faintly, curled up and hugged each other, looking at Yun Aotian kindly: "You like Miss Han very much, right?"
"Well……"
"Giggle, okay, although some time ago I..." stretched out a hand and moved it awkwardly beside my head: "But I still remember the things you two kept flirting with me in front of me!"
Upon being exposed by this, Yun Aotian's fair cheeks suddenly turned red. He stretched out his hand and nodded her head harshly: "Why do you remember such a thing?"
"No..." The naughty smile gradually faded, and Li Yi'er breathed a sigh of relief with a hint of guilt: "I still know a lot... From my father, I learned that Miss Han brought me to suffer. I also know, just because
I and you two have never been able to get together..." Speaking of this, she smiled guiltily: "I'm sorry, Aotian..."
"Yi'er..." She shook her head helplessly, and Yun Aotian reached out and hugged her head: "It's not your fault, but... we were too immature before."
Yes, the reason why parents don’t tell their children to fall in love prematurely is not for other reasons, but because they are afraid that their children’s minds are not mature enough and may lead to them choosing a virtual love by mistake.
If Yun Aotian and Li Yi'er chose to date after they were twenty, or if they recognized this virtual love early and found their own true love, wouldn't the ending be different now?
However, it's okay now, it's not too late...
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"Aren't you going to stay for a while anymore?"
In the living room of the Yun family, Yun Aotian asked Li Yier, who was carrying luggage, with a tone of reluctance.
She shook her head and smiled reluctantly at him: "No, I really want to see the outside world now."
Twenty years, about twenty years, Li Yi'er has spent in the Yun family. Although she is virtuous, she is bold and free in her heart. She has been freed from the shackles in her heart. Maybe she should find something that truly belongs to her.
That "home" is here!
"Well, okay... remember to take care of yourself... take care of yourself!" A sourness hit his nose, and Yun Aotian choked with laughter.
"You..." Unable to hold back her tears, Li Yi'er hugged him with tears in her eyes: "The same goes for you, Aotian, take care of yourself!"
She hugged him tightly and nodded firmly: "Yes!"
After all, they have been together for twenty years, and the bond between them has become an inseparable family.
Abandoning this family-like habit, these two people felt a twinge of pain and endless reluctance in their hearts.
However, if they are still separated, I am afraid that neither of them will be able to find true happiness.
Leaving this familiar and cordial embrace, Li Yi'er took out a letter from his pocket: "Aotian, can you give this to Miss Han for me?"
"this?"
Diluting the tears that overflowed in her eyes, she smiled mischievously: "Hey, this is a woman's secret!"
Nodding helplessly, Yun Aotian stuffed the letter into his pocket: "I understand..."
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To be continued...