Chapter 126 Unwilling Despair(1/3)
It seemed as if I heard the sound of high heels stepping on the ground, getting closer and closer.
Because of the unexpected sound of high heels, the woman who was sleeping peacefully.
In sight, the woman lying on the hospital bed frowned in displeasure. As well, the handsome nose also wrinkled slightly, and the woman in her sleep seemed to smell the smell of roses.
When he approached the hospital bed, his vision became clearer: the woman lying on the hospital bed moved her eyelids and clearly saw the eyeballs under her eyelids turning back and forth, as if there was a sign of wanting to come.
The sound of high heels finally came to an abrupt end, and its hostess stopped and stood in front of the hospital bed.
The woman in a beige dress raised her right hand and took off the pair of brown oversized sunglasses that she wore on her face.
The moment she took off her sunglasses, the woman's gaze suddenly became clear: in the vision, there was less dullness under the brown color, and more bright, and the world in front of her was bright.
The woman hooked the brown sunglasses she took off between her fingers. From the moment she took off her sunglasses, the woman's eyes were always staring at the woman lying on the hospital bed and closing her eyes.
To be precise, it was the face of the woman with her eyes closed on the bed.
A trace of exploration flashed in the eyes of the woman in a beige dress, as if she was looking for something, and as if she was comparing something.
After a long time, a bitter but unwilling smile appeared on the corner of the woman's mouth: She still lost. However, she was unwilling and very unwilling.
The woman was unwilling to lose to the woman who was sleeping on the hospital bed in front of her. Why, why is this happening?
The woman asked herself countless times in her heart, but no one came to tell her the reason.
When I looked up at the woman lying on the hospital bed again, the woman in a beige dress still had a smile on her face:
"Sui Xinlei, why are each of them revolving around you, everyone is happy because of your happiness, and sad because of your sadness, why, can you tell me why this is?"
The woman's fingers dyed with bright red fingers were rubbed unintentionally on the guardrail at the end of the hospital bed, over and over again, her fingers were slashing across the metal guardrail.
Without getting the desired answer, the woman didn't seem to mind and continued to move on her fingers, but this time she began to bypass the end of the bed and slowly walked towards the edge of the bed.
"Sui Xinlei, you must be very proud, right? You have two men's love for you at the same time."
The woman looked down at the woman on the hospital bed, and she saw that the woman on the hospital bed had a larger movement than before.
However, the woman who was sleeping on the hospital bed did not see it. When the woman standing on the edge of the hospital bed said this, a look of envy appeared on her face.
Gently, the woman stretched out and pulled a chair on the edge of the hospital bed. She gracefully snatched the beige skirt forward with her hands, and then sat down.
Her legs were also crossed and bent gracefully. No matter where she was, she presented her most elegant and beautiful side to everyone. What she left to others is always the most beautiful,
Even if the situation you are in is so unbearable! How embarrassing!
She did her best to make herself the most flashing star. In the spotlight, she is the perfect goddess; she is still beautiful and dazzling after she retires from her halo.
The woman's beautiful eyes stared at the person on the hospital bed, and a trace of sadness flashed in her eyes:
"Sui Xinlei, do you know that you are very lucky and happy at the same time. You have the love of your parents since you were a child, and now you have the love of Song Chenyang and Lu Nianchen for you. You have never experienced the feeling of no one caring for you, right?
?So you certainly won’t understand the feeling of being loved and loved.”
Yes, only those who have experienced it will truly understand it. So, Loki understands very well what kind of feeling it is. At the same time, she also knows very well what kind of mood she was longing for being loved and loved.
People hurt.
Sui Xinlei is lucky and happy at the same time; Luo Qi is right about this, but by comparison, she herself is not so lucky. She is in the head of the nose.
Luo Qi is an orphan and has lacked the love of her parents since she was a child. Once upon a time, she looked forward to having a complete home with her parents like other children.
She remembered how much she was looking forward to when she was adopted from the welfare home by a couple that day: looking forward to her new life, looking forward to her new parents giving her long-awaited love;
However, the cruel facts made her doubt about love: the life she lived in her new home was something that people could live. In addition to doing a lot of housework and not eating or running, she also had to worry from time to time.
Will the so-called new dad beat me again drunk?
Every day, Loki lives in fear. Can anyone imagine how much psychological and mental pressure a little girl would have to bear at that time?
Finally, after being abused, the young Loki desperately escaped from that family. Since then, there has been no concept of love in her consciousness.
Her worldview also became negative, and she no longer believed in the so-called love. Her introverted and stubborn personality made her almost no friends.
On the surface, Loki's life circle is rich and colorful, but in fact she has always lived in a world where love is lacking.
It was not until the appearance of Song Chenyang that her life became truly colorful because of love;
It was also the appearance of Song Chenyang that made Luo Qi gradually understand what love is and how to love;
It was Song Chenyang's appearance that changed Luo Qi's original negative worldview. She began to try to take the initiative to care about others............
"But Sui Xinlei, have you ever thought that the happiness you have hurt others?"
Luo Qi, who was originally immersed in memories, came back to her senses, stared firmly at the face of the sleeping Sui Xinlei, and another ray of hatred flashed through her eyes.
"Sui Xinlei, who am I not as good as you?"
Luo Qi wanted to know which point is not as good as Sui Xinlei. However, it was another question that did not respond.
The nails with bright red nail polish were pinched into Bai Xi's skin, but Luo Qi didn't feel any pain.
Luo Qi hated, hated Song Chenyang for why she was so ruthless. She put down her figure again and again, and compromised again and again, but the man's eyes were only a woman named Sui Xinlei from beginning to end.
At the same time, Luo Qi is also a woman named Sui Xinlei. If it weren't for her appearance or her existence, she and Song Chenyang might be able to return to the past.
But because of her existence, all hopes were shattered. She could no longer have Song Chenyang's love.
But she was unwilling to give up, she was unwilling to give up!
Why, why can you, Sui Xinlei, have so much love and so happiness, but she, Loki, can't do it?
A trace of cruelty flashed in her beautiful eyes, and at the same time, a smile raised by her bright red lips. Loki's smile sounded in the quiet ward:
"Sui Xinlei, you have your Lu Nianchen, and I have Chenyang, we all have our own happiness. Isn't this ending very good? Sui Xinlei, you are already very happy. But why do you still want to compete with me?
What about Chenyang? Why?”
When Luo Qi's eyes swept over Sui Xinlei's hand, her eyes stopped.
Looking at the back of Bai Xi's hand with a needle tube, he went upwards. What appeared in his sight was the hanging drip bag: there were half of the bags of drip inside, and the light yellow liquid was coming from the transparent infusion tube.
Continuously submerged.
The light yellow liquid in front of me eventually flowed into Sui Xinlei's body.
In the infusion catheter, the light yellow liquid dripped down one after another, and the heartbeat was beating again and again.vexn.
Luo Qi's eyes sank slightly, and Bai Xi's hand involuntarily reached towards the hand that had stomped the needle.
At the same time, as Loki's hand got closer and closer to Sui Xinlei's hand, Loki found that her heartbeat was also increasing.
"Bang" In the quiet ward, Luo Qi could only hear the beating of her left atrium. She was a little scared and a little guilty.
Just as the fingertips were about to touch the back of the hand that was tied with a needle, a low roar with questioning suddenly rang in the ward.
"What are you doing?"
It was also because of the sudden roar that everything stopped.
On the white bed sheet, the hands dyed with bright red nail polish were only a millimeter away from the hand with a needle.
Maybe because of fear, Luo Qi only felt that her left atrium was still beating "beat". So, she had not fully reacted for a while, just sat in a chair, calming herself down.
A roar disturbed emotions.
But I didn't know that the owner, who made an angry sound, walked into the ward with great strides at this time.
In his sight, Loki saw the man in a light gray coat first put a bouquet of flowers in his hand on the table beside him, and then walked towards him with anger on his face.
When he saw the man's face clearly and realized that he could react, Loki felt that his wrist had been held by the man in a light gray coat in front of him.
The next moment, he pulled him from the chair without saying a word and walked out of the ward.
The man was very big, and the force of pulling his wrist was also very strong. Impressed by Luo Qi, Luo Qi felt the pain coming from her wrist.
Frowning his eyebrows unhappily, Loki wanted to reach out to break free from the wrist that was pinned by the man. However, everything was in vain. The man was very tight and Loki couldn't use it.
"Let me go!"
Luo Qi had to slap the man's arm with his hand to express his dissatisfaction. However, when the man turned around, the cold look made Luo Qi shut up because of a moment of fear.
Almost dragged, Loki was pulled out of the ward.
Luo Qi and the man wearing a light gray coat naturally didn't see it. After they left the ward, Sui Xinlei, who was sleeping on the hospital bed, moved her hand with a needle tube gently a few times.
Over there, Loki was pulled out of the ward area by a man in a light gray coat.
Because this is the VIP senior ward area, there are very few people coming here, and at this time, there is not a single figure in the corridor.
The two nurses on duty took Sui's mother to the doctor's office, and the other answered the phone in the office, so no one saw that a man and a woman walked into the elevator.
As the elevator door closed, two entangled men and women disappeared from sight.
No one knew what happened between a man and a woman just now, but one thing was clear that the man wearing a light gray coat took the woman in a beige dress to the top rooftop of the inpatient department.
Because the red number jumping on the elevator door is the number on the top floor.
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When Sui's mother came out of the doctor's office, the heart that was still hanging in the air could finally be let go: the doctor told Sui Xinlei that all the indicators are normal now, but because
He had too high fever, and now the functions inside Sui Xinlei's body are in the weakest state. It will take some time to return to normal state.
To be continued...