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Desperate to live

"Hey...what's wrong with you?" She remained motionless and asked unwillingly.

"Go down!" Xia Houlie was annoyed and his tone became stern.

Biying's body trembled, a look of tears appeared on her face, she took two steps back in a daze, suddenly cried out "Wow-", and then ran out.

Seeing her disappearing at the door, Xia Houlie pressed his chest, and the dull pain coming from inside shook his heart.

Did she leave again? Was everything that night just his own illusion?

"Brother Emperor, are you awake?"

Just when he was in uncontrollable pain, Showa opened the door and came in.

"When did you come? How's it going at the court?" With a straight face, he leaned on the bed and closed his eyes.

"I came here early yesterday morning. There is the imperial grandmother sitting there, so there is no big problem. But you suddenly became poisonous, which really scared me to death."

Zhaohe said with lingering fear, and walked over to take a look at his expression. Seeing that he was not as pale as yesterday, he couldn't help but breathed a sigh of relief, but when he thought about Mu Qingwan's life and death, he felt heavy again.

After Qingwan was captured yesterday, he immediately sent people to investigate. He only found out that the group of people were from Dongmo, but he didn't know whether they were sent by Helian Moxiao or Helian Hengzhi.

Seeing his uncertain expression, Xia Houlie couldn't help but narrow his eyes, "Poisonous hair? Where did the wound on my wrist come from?"

"...This is the wound left by Qingwan when he detoxified you. You don't have to worry about the recurrence of Erotic Heart Powder in the future."

He knew that the emperor's eyes were sharp and his observation ability was extraordinary, so he tried not to show any trace of sadness and spoke in a brisk and authentic tone.

But Xia Houlie still found something was wrong, "What about her?"

Zhaohe thought of what Mu Qingwan said. Maybe at this moment, they were separated forever. The lightness on his face could no longer be disguised, and he said in a deep voice:

"Brother, don't ask anymore. Just listen to my brother and forget about her. This is good for you and good for her."

He would always remember the emperor's brother's death because of Mo Qingge. He looked like a walking corpse. He didn't want to see Xia Houlie like that again.

Now that Beiyan Jiangshan's society is not stable, Yunlanshan may collude with Dongmo to make a comeback at any time. If he knew that his beloved woman was no longer alive, he couldn't imagine what the consequences would be.

Xia Houlie's eyes darkened, and something seemed to suddenly fall in his heart. His hands suddenly clenched the quilt covering him, "She asked you to be a lobbyist?"

A hint of bitterness overflowed from the corner of his lips. Everything that night, the words "I love you", were indeed just his illusions. The funny thing was that he stupidly took them as truth. When he woke up from the sweet dream, everything was back to where it started.

Now, he doesn't even know where she is.

"She is living very well in another place now. Brother Emperor, let's not disturb her anymore. Loving someone does not mean possessing her. Isn't it enough just to know that she is happy?"

Zhaohe tried to cover up Mu Qingwan's death with another explanation, so that Xia Houlie could retreat and never look for Mu Qingwan again.

"I'm not as great as you. As long as I fall in love with someone, her happiness can only be given by me!" Xia Houlie's voice became hoarse and dark, and suddenly he gritted his teeth and said:

"Mu Qingwan, do you think you can get rid of me like this? You are dreaming! Since you have offended me, the two of us are already destined to be entangled for the rest of our lives. I will never allow you to run away!"

As he spoke, without waiting for Showa's reaction, he suddenly shouted out: "Leng Ji!"

Soon someone pushed open the door and walked in. He respectfully raised his hands and said, "My subordinate is here!"

"You send two groups of people to Xi Chu and Dong Mo respectively. Even if you dig three feet into the Xiling Continent, you still have to find out the whereabouts of Mu Qingwan!"

"I obey!" Leng Ji quickly accepted the order and left.

Zhaohe was about to call him out, but was stopped by Xia Houlie. Knowing that he had made up his mind, Zhaohe had no choice but to shake his head:

"Why do you have to be like this? Such forced feelings will only increase the pain."

This sentence undoubtedly stabbed Xia Houlie in his heart, and he couldn't help but roar out of control:

"I can't control so much anymore. She wants to be happy on her own, so what should I do? What should I do with my heart that has been stirred up by her to the point of being in pain? Since we want to suffer, then let's all suffer together!

"

"Brother Emperor..." Zhaohe was speechless. He felt sorry for him and Mu Qingwan, but more importantly, he lamented the fate of people, why two people who love each other so much cannot stay together happily.

, why would you want to separate them so cruelly?

After Xia Houlie finished venting, he seemed to be exhausted. He waved his hands tiredly, "If you really think that I am your eldest brother, then don't say anything anymore and get drunk with me."

"But your injury..."

"I have been injured to pieces, do I still care about this little injury? Stop talking and go get some wine."

Showa sighed and had no choice but to obey.

The moonlight was hazy, and the entire palace seemed to be shrouded in mist. Xiahou Lie and Zhaohe were sitting on the steps, bathing in the moonlight. Each of them took a pot of wine. They drank each, touching the wine jar from time to time. Who

He didn't speak any more.

Zhaohe quietly stared at the full moon above his head, and the scene when he first met Mu Qingwan began to appear in his mind. At that time, although she was in a mess, she still exuded an aura of tenacity and optimism, which involuntarily attracted his attention.

The look in his eyes, maybe, that's when he fell in love with her.

He originally thought that the imperial brother was the best destination for her, so he endured and gave in. Even though it was so painful to watch her make love in the arms of another man, he still swallowed it. He thought that as long as

It would be nice if she was happy, but what did she get in exchange for it in the end?

She still didn't get any happiness at all, and at such a young moment, her beauty had already faded away. He wanted to cry, he wanted to scold, he wanted to sigh, but in the end, it only turned into tears in the corners of his eyes.

It flowed from the corner of his eyes to the deepest corner of his heart.

Her hand involuntarily touched the little jade rabbit on her chest, and her sweet smile from that day appeared in front of her eyes:

"Every time I feel sad or have something I don't want to say to others, I will tell the little rabbit, and I won't feel sad anymore. I call it the 'Jieyu Rabbit', and it works very well... Brother, if

If you don't dislike it, just accept it..."

He took out the rabbit and stared at it blankly. Under the moonlight, the jade rabbit looked more and more crystal clear, exquisite and cute, much like its original owner, but now, she was no longer there.

Xia Houlie stretched out his wine jar again, looked at Zhaohe with gradually misty eyes, and approached him with a slight hint of drunkenness and said:

"What is so precious? Are you still hiding it in your chest?"

Zhaohe was about to hide, but he suddenly held his hand. When Xia Houlie's eyes touched the jade rabbit in his hand, the hazy color in his eyes immediately dissipated, leaving only coldness and shock, and even his voice

There is a trace of instability in it:

"Where did you get this rabbit?"

Showa saw that he couldn't avoid it, so he had to say: "A friend gave it to me." Then he tried to hide it in his sleeve.

Xia Houlie snatched it up and took a closer look at the jade rabbit. Yes, it was exactly the same as the one he kept.

These days he was getting along with Biying, but he felt more and more that something was wrong. Although she kept claiming to be Mo Qingge, and the totem on her body was indeed from the Mo family, he always felt that something was wrong. He had tested her, but whenever she mentioned

When they met that day, she always explained that she was arrested by Yun Lanshan and given a medicine that hurt her brain and even her memory became somewhat incomplete.

And that time, when she accidentally discovered his little jade rabbit, it seemed as if she didn't know him at all, and she asked him in surprise if he could give it to her. Her various behaviors made him suspicious, so he asked Showa to investigate her.

.

It seems that the "Qing'er" in his memory seems to be someone else.

Now, how could he not be excited when he discovered such a major clue?

Even if he already had his heart set on him and could not marry her again, after all, that little girl was a benefactor to him. If she were still alive, he would have to find a way to repay her kindness no matter what.

His heart was filled with ecstasy, "What friend? What's her name?"

"It was given by Qingwan." Zhaohe told the truth, but frowned: "Why do you have such a big reaction to this little rabbit?"

"It's her?!" Xia Houlie's whole body was shaken, and blood was rushing around his body. He clenched his fists and said calmly:

"When she gave this little rabbit to you, did she tell you what it meant?"

Showa looked at him in confusion, wondering why he knew so clearly, "She said that this rabbit is called 'Jie Yu Rabbit'. Every time you are sad or have something you don't want to say to others, you can talk to this rabbit."

The little rabbit said, if you tell me, you won’t feel sad anymore.”

Xia Houlie was stunned in place for a moment, and his memory surged forward like a flood that had opened its gates——

He thought of that little white figure, of her sighing like a little adult, of her opening his fingers and stuffing the snow-white jade rabbit into his hand, and of what she said to him:

"Here, this 'Explanation Rabbit' is given to you. If you have anything unhappy or don't want to say to others in the future, you can tell it. If you tell it, you won't feel sad. It's very useful."

It's her! It turns out that Mu Qingwan is the little girl back then!

He never thought that fate had already arranged for the person he had been thinking about for more than ten years to be by his side!

But what did he do? What did he do to her?
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