heartbroken
"Let me go, right? You don't want to see me again, right? OK! Xia Houlie, don't regret it!"
After she yelled loudly, she followed Zhaohe's instructions and kept silent, walked to a place about five meters behind Xia Houlie and stood still.
"Brother Imperial." After a while, Zhaohe walked forward and put his big hand on Xia Houlie's shoulder, "Why does your face look so bad? I just heard someone's voice here. Who is here?"
"I don't want to mention it, Showa, help me in." While speaking, he turned to face the thin figure in his eyes and said.
Only then did Mu Qingwan see his face clearly. His eyes, which were originally as sharp as an eagle's black eyes, had no focus at this moment. At this moment, her heart felt as if she had been hit hard.
He stayed in place for a long time, unable to move.
Is he blind? Why is this happening?
Seeing that Zhaohe didn't answer for a long time, Xia Houlie felt a little strange, and his eyebrows were slightly furrowed. He subconsciously reached out and touched the air, "Zhaohe? Are you still there?"
"It turns out that it's not that you don't want to see me, but that your eyes can't see at all." Mu Qingwan dug her fingers into her palms and almost used all her strength to say these words.
The choked and hoarse voice made Xia Houlie tremble all over. He didn't expect that she hadn't left yet, so all his stupidity just now had fallen into her eyes!
As soon as he realized this, he suddenly stood up and wanted to run away from her. He didn't want her to see him like this!
However, he forgot that his legs had no feeling at all. As soon as he stood up, he lost his center of gravity and fell straight back.
Zhaohe quickly caught him, and Mu Qingwan stepped forward and took him into his arms. He struggled subconsciously:
"Go away! Mu Qingwan, I don't want to see you again!"
She didn't care, she still hugged him tightly, buried herself in his arms and cried bitterly, while crying and cursing loudly:
"Xia Houlie, you idiot! You idiot! You deceived me so hard... Do you know how sad I am... My tears are almost dry... It's all your fault... You still want to
Drive me away...I tell you...you will never drive me away from you again in this life..."
By the end of the story, she had burst into tears and could no longer speak. She just hugged him tightly and tightly, not allowing him to move at all.
Xia Houlie struggled at first, but in the end, the longing in his heart had overcome everything. He missed her so much that he almost went crazy. Now, how could he be willing to push her away again when he held her in his arms again?
He hugged her back tightly, as if he wanted to embed her into his own bones and blood, so tightly, as if he had found a lost treasure, and his eyes were red with excitement.
Zhaohe looked at the two people hugging each other and crying, sighed in his heart, then turned around and left slowly, leaving this world to them, leaving only a lonely and lonely figure.
"You shouldn't have come back." After finally waiting for the two of them to calm down, Xia Houlie sat back down on the bamboo chair with Mu Qingwan's help, pulled her into his arms and hugged her.
Mu Qingwan's hands touched his thin handsome face:
"Hey, you are wrong. I have to come back. Didn't we agree that no matter what happens in the future, we will face it together? I remember that time when the baby had an accident, I was afraid that you would be sad and sad, so I kept it secret from you and refused to let you know.
, I thought it was good for you, but what happened later? But it pushed you and me into a desperate situation. Didn’t you say at that time that I would tell you no matter what happened, so that I wouldn’t have to bear it alone? So what about you today?
Comparing my feelings with my own, how sad would it be for me to be deceived by you like this?"
She put her face close to his: "Hey, as long as you have me in your heart, I will be happy even if I endure hardships with you."
"But……"
She quickly covered his lips, "No but. Unless you want to not tell me if something happens to me next time...well..."
Before she could finish her words, he blocked her with his mouth. The fierceness was overwhelming, like a traveler after a long drought encountering the rain. They passionately used their lips and tongues to caress each other.
, kept steady until both of them were almost suffocated, and then reluctantly separated. He took a few breaths, and then bit her punitively on the lips, and then growled:
"Don't curse yourself!"
The deep voice sounded full of repressed anger, and the tall body was trembling slightly with some unknown fear.
Seeing him like this, Mu Qingwan's nose felt sour and her tears rolled down again. She punched his chest angrily and said:
"Look, you see, I don't even allow you to say such a thing, so if you endure the pain without telling me, don't you know that I will be sad and angry too? Tyrant! Great tyrant!"
He stretched out his hand to clasp her head into his arms, placed a few kisses on the top of her hair, and spoke in a suppressed tone of pain:
"Okay, okay, it's my fault. You won't dare to do it again, okay? Be good, don't cry. When you cry, my heart will twist."
"Why didn't you tell me? Why did you have to bear it alone?" She hugged his neck and felt unbearable heartache.
"Because I will die, I will definitely die, and I don't want you to watch me leave...I don't want you to bear such heartbreaking pain..."
Although he couldn't see clearly with his eyes, he still reached out and touched her cheek. He found that the palm-sized face was even thinner now, and he couldn't help but feel even more distressed:
"He Lian Heng's men sent me a letter, saying that the arrow I was hit by was tempered with the food-emotion poison. This poison was made by his mother and concubine. It is extremely rare. The only antidote is the blood of the person who made the poison.
Before the toxicity of this poison takes effect, the poisoned person is no different from ordinary people. However, once the poison takes effect, the poison will gradually weaken, the eyes will become invisible, the feet will not be able to walk, and even the hearing will be gradually lost, and the person will not be able to walk.
Talking, in the end, I will be like a puppet unable to move until I die..."
His voice was very soft and light, and there was even a slight smile on his lips, but Mu Qingwan could still see the sadness and fear he tried so hard to hide. No matter how calm and indifferent his temper was, he was still a man of flesh and blood after all.
Facing one's own body, facing one's own gradual blindness and gradual loss of mobility, it must be like suffering the punishment of being tortured. How could it be possible not to feel pain and fear?
It's just that the murderer he just mentioned...
Mu Qingwan opened her eyes in disbelief, "It's him! He's so vicious! But, that arrow was clearly aimed at me... Could it be that his real purpose was to kill me?"
Xia Houlie smiled bitterly and slowly rubbed her face with his hands:
"This kind of poison is only useful for men. He was sure that I would rush to block the arrow for you, so he shot at you so unscrupulously. Thinking about it, he probably still has no intention of giving up on you. He wanted me to get hit by this
If you plant a gu, besides wanting me to die, you are not allowed to touch you."
"How to say?"
He sighed and held her hand tightly, "As long as I have sex with you once, you will bleed to death from your orifices."
Mu Qingwan felt that her throat was suddenly choked with anger, and she couldn't say a word, so she could only hug him tightly.
"Why do you want to come back? Why don't you just let me die peacefully? Wan, I don't want you to see me in such a mess, I don't want..."
Mu Qingwan covered his mouth to stop him from saying anything more, "Hey, no matter what you become, you are still the person I love most. No matter whether Helian Hengzhi gives up on me or not, I will never be with him in this life.
No, I will only guard you, even if you want to drive me away in the future, I will not leave."
She held his face and stared at him steadily, her heart felt like a knife cutting:
"You will never know how much my heart hurts when you really want to drive me away... And you actually dare to force me to leave by pretending to be intimate with Zhou Churuo..."
After hearing the last sentence, Xia Houlie suddenly panicked and quickly squeezed her hand and explained:
"Wan, I didn't. It was all just for show. I swear, I really didn't touch her!"
Seeing his blushing face, for fear of misunderstanding, Mu Qingwan's anger and grievance disappeared instantly, she burst out laughing, and took a bite on his mouth:
"Of course, if you really dare to have sex with her, I will leave without you chasing her!"
Xia Houlie also smiled, and he wanted to pinch her nose out of habit, but his vision was blurry, his hand froze in mid-air, and the smile on his lips froze, "Wan, you are really not afraid that one day
Will I leave you?"
Mu Qingwan seemed to have read through his inner thoughts. She held his hand in the air and guided him to touch her nose, "Hey, don't be discouraged. We still have hope until the last moment. Everything in the world has its own destiny."
They are mutually reinforcing and mutually reinforcing each other. There cannot be only one solution for each poison, but we haven't discovered it yet. Don't forget, even if I can't solve it, there is still Master. We can't be frightened by Helian Hengzhi's words.
Isn’t it? As long as we have hope in our hearts, there are infinite possibilities. Oh, believe me, okay?”
Knowing that she was comforting him, Xia Houlie could only smile, no matter how desperate he felt, not wanting her to worry.
In order to find an antidote for Xia Houlie, Mu Qingwan conducted a detailed consultation with Lu Yanchu again, and then read the notebook left by his grandmother. However, disappointingly, no clues were found, so she sent it to the master at Piaomiao Peak.
There was no reply to her letter yet. Over the past few days, Mu Qingwan began to feel more and more anxious, but she did not dare to show it in front of Xia Houlie.
On this day, she once again walked out of the pharmacy disappointed. She felt as if a big stone was pressing on her heart, which made her feel uncomfortable. She signaled Aunt Chu to be silent and not to communicate, and quietly walked to the entrance of the east wing.
Chapter completed!