And the old man finally got his wish, and even bore the resentment of his descendants when he left.

Xuanye thought, maybe it was from then on, or maybe earlier, as early as when his mother left him with a picture of her back, he could not mention love to anyone.

He can't express love to those women with enchanting figures. After becoming the head of the Xuan family, he is actually afraid of having a wife.

yes fear

He didn't know if he, with that man's blood flowing through his veins, could shoulder the responsibilities of a husband, let alone how to educate the children he might have in the future.

Fortunately, he still has a sister, a sister who needs all his energy to take care of

Every time I see that little ball, a smile that looks like the breeze in autumn curls up at the corners of my lips, my heart is filled with more uneasiness than happiness.

He thought that not only him, but even that man was afraid to face such a beautiful smile that should even exist in dreams.

"She will probably not live to be eighteen years old." The doctor's words became a nightmare that they could not get rid of.

There is no way to have too many emotional ups and downs, no way to be lively, and even tears can only appear in that luxurious dream... This is his sister

With such an unfortunate body, he always has a smile on his face, just to prevent him and that man from worrying

This made him stop retaliating against that man. He even acted as a filial son at home, but he couldn't help but smile mockingly at the "father" from a corner where his sister couldn't see.

This kind of life is very tiring, but I can't let go

He couldn't imagine how his sister, who was more fragile than a porcelain doll, might react one day when she learned what the man she loved had done.

He couldn't afford to gamble, he couldn't afford to deal with the possible consequences...

Let him bear all the resentment and hatred

This is his responsibility and atonement as an older brother

Back then, if he had stayed with his mother or left the man with Xuan's family, would the outcome have been completely different?

Night after night, after seeing the faint smile of his sister who completely inherited his mother's appearance, he fell into a dream that he couldn't escape from and couldn't wake up.

There, he saw the determined and staggering back of his mother who was leaving with her pregnant belly;

There, he saw the old man's distant and unreal eyes when he saw him for the first time;

There, he saw a little sister crying in a worn-out swaddling clothes with a voice even smaller than that of a cat.

My whole body is cold and my heart feels empty

When he saw the sun the next day, there would always be a period of time when he couldn't tell the difference between dreams and reality.

He thought that his life might be like this for the rest of his life.

Busy scheming with men outside the home, and being filial to men at home; busy keeping an eye on those potentially effective medical reports for the sake of my sister's health; busy working hard for the Daxuan family's career for that twisted and blackened heart

In his heart, the Xuan family has nothing to do with the man he should call his father.

It belongs to him and his sister

It was in order to take revenge on a man that he tried hard to learn courses that he had never experienced before

Later, it was to bring back his mother, although the man finally brought her back and put her in a small box

Later, he felt guilty for the old man who left. He accepted the other man's teachings for many years. He knew very well the weight of this family to the old man.

Then, he found that he had to work hard to support his family for the sake of his weak sister who was related by blood.

In the end, he could never let go of this family.

Being a big fan has become an indispensable part of his life. It can even be said that it has become his instinct.

He thought, that's it

This is enough for his life

He no longer has any extra energy to deal with women and let her integrate into this family.

Unexpectedly, such a life was broken despite his careful management.

He still remembered that it was dusk, and the sunlight filtered through the door and covered the whole room with a warm veil.

The younger sister, who was already fifteen years old but as skinny as an eleven-year-old child, made a request to him for the first time.

"Brother, I want to go to country m to study fashion design."

Such a soft and thin voice, such an illusive and beautiful smile... At that moment, he suddenly felt a pain in his heart

Over the years, both he and that man have given their best to the girl in front of him.

However, the other party never made any demands

Never...

He remembered the time when the girl was in a coma. Her body was still convulsing instinctively when she lost consciousness, but the first words she said after she regained consciousness were, "I'm fine."

This is his sister...

The refusal that I wanted to blurt out reflexively could no longer be expressed.

He wanted to ask, how can we feel relieved when you are so far away from us?

But he nodded silently under the other person's gaze that seemed to ignite all the vitality in his life.

Over the years, taking care of his sister has made him understand better than anyone else how much she doesn't want to trouble others.

yes trouble

Even if he never said it out loud, how could the small inferiority complex in that child's eyes be hidden from people like them who get along day and night?

He wanted to say that they were relatives and she was never anyone's package

She is their little princess, the treasure given to them by God

But under the warm smile that the child specially left for them, which was so warm that it directly comforted people's hearts, they couldn't even speak.

He didn't know if he would be willing to do the opposite after opening his mouth. He couldn't afford to bet on anything involving her.

In the end, he sent her away - his only relative

In the bustling airport, it was the first time he saw his sister's smile so warm and real. It was no longer like the moon floating in the water, but like the big flowers blooming in summer, like every unknown person of her age.

Like a girl who feels sad, she can let people feel the joy of youth in a flamboyant way.

Then, he was stunned for a long time before he remembered many instructions that he had not yet had time to say.

"Brother, I don't want to leave one day and be just a sickly figure in the memories of you and my father. I want to live a more wonderful life so that my life is no longer just white."

He had always known that his sister was a smart girl, but he didn't expect that the uneasiness he and the man tried so hard to hide would always be hidden in his eyes.

At that moment, he suddenly felt relieved

He watched the little sister he had wanted to protect in his hands since childhood board the plane. He watched the plane carrying his dream fly higher and higher, toward the direction of the sun.

When there was no trace of the flight in the blue, he straightened his back, turned around and walked in the opposite direction.

As long as he supports his sister's decision, it's enough. As long as he supports...

He re-invested himself in the things that led to the Daxuan family's business, even more sleepless nights and food than before.

He thought nothing would change in his life, except that he had to worry about the child who was persistently pursuing his dream.

But I didn’t expect that one or two days would be enough

One month, two months, you can still make do with it

No matter how long the time goes, he will never be able to persevere

Life seemed to have lost its color all of a sudden. It was then that he suddenly understood that it was not they who relied on them all this time. Unknowingly, his sister had already become their reliance.

His struggle with that man, his confrontation with that man outside, and even the harmony at home... all revolve around the girl who always wears a slight smile - his sister

There was suddenly an emptiness in his heart, as if someone had taken away the most important part of him. He knew the reason but could do nothing about it.

He couldn't selfishly ask his sister back, not because he didn't want to, but because he couldn't

He knew very well that if he had said no at that time, he might never hear his sister's remaining words about pursuing her dreams.

That child is a fool who only stubbornly wants to cause less trouble to his family and let them worry less!

But facing such shining eyes and seeing such a warm and sincere smile, how could he bear to say the word "come back"?

And he met Deng Rui during those days when his life was completely shrouded in fog.

He didn't go to many gatherings of the children of the Jiacheng family. When he was a child, he was busy studying, and when he was older, he was busy confronting that man. And he never thought that he could make any friends in a place where makeup and powder could leak out.

Of course, he will still go under certain special circumstances, and he can even wear the mask of a noble family member that is more exemplary than anyone else.

But he definitely couldn't be taken seriously at that party, but somehow he nodded.

He didn't know if his sister's departure had made his temper unstable, or if there was really such a thing as "destined".

Anyway, he arrived at the club early

Then, a man was in the corner, pouring himself the colorless wine

He didn't know if the aura lingering around him was too gloomy, or if he was sitting in too much of a corner, or if he came too early. He was always the only one there.

He thought, this is good, no one will disturb him, it will allow him to sort out the thoughts that have been messed up since his sister left.
To be continued...