She doesn't want to take over the mess of the original owner. The man she wants to marry in the future must love her wholeheartedly and never give in!

You can be single for the rest of your life, or you can be single for the rest of your life. Being beautiful alone is fine.

She just couldn't let go of her mother-in-law and Xiao Yu. They made her feel family affection and concern. This kind of warmth melted her cold heart. She couldn't let go of this family affection.

"Jingyan, Mom knows that you have suffered a lot of grievances in the past. Can Mom scold him for you? Don't get divorced. I can't bear to let you go."

Seeing that he could not persuade his daughter-in-law, Li Qiaoyun hugged her and burst into tears.

Zuo Jingyan:

"..."

It’s so uncomfortable! I don’t know how to persuade my mother-in-law? Suddenly I thought of a perfect way:

"Mom, do I accept you as my godmother? Even if Haoting and I divorce, I will still be filial to you, okay?"

Lu Haoting kicked the door in and out, and when he heard Zuo Jingyan's words, his heart sank to the bottom!

After leaving home, he was blown by the wind and calmed down. What he did in the past had hurt Zuo Jingyan's heart. He hadn't taken out the clothes he bought for her yet. Suddenly he felt like a jerk for not buying them for her after being married for so long.

Have a gift!

So if he sincerely apologized to Zuo Jingyan, would she be able to forgive him? He couldn't wait to come back, but he didn't expect to hear Zuo Jingyan's heartbreaking words.

She would rather recognize her godmother than continue to live with herself?

Lu Haoting's head was buzzing, and he looked at the door to his room, which would never be opened for him again. His heart suddenly sank to the bottom, and his steps seemed to weigh a thousand pounds. He turned and left the house.

Zuo Jingyan heard the closing sound and looked out the window. Lu Haoting's tall figure walked towards the door. In the setting sun, his back gave people a sad feeling.

Zuo Jingyan shook her head. It must be an illusion. They were getting divorced and it was too late for him to be happy! How could he be sad?

After coaxing her mother-in-law for a long time, Zuo Jingyan lay on the bed after washing. When she closed her eyes, Lu Haoting's lonely back appeared.

What's wrong?

Zuo Jingyan turned over and stopped thinking about Lu Haoting. She thought she would lose sleep, but she didn't expect to sleep soundly.

She slept soundly. After Lu Haoting came out of the house, he stood at the door of the family compound and looked at the sky. For a moment, he didn't know where to go?

His heart was very confused and depressed, and in his mind was Zuo Jingyan's heartless look when she said she was getting divorced. Her accusations made him feel ashamed.

He is indeed a bastard, because Zuo Jingyan forced him to marry her and he had a grudge against her and was unwilling to touch her. He was even more disgusted with her because she turned the family upside down. After joining the army, he abandoned her at home and ignored her.

She must have been very frightened when she was alone in a strange environment, surrounded by strange people. Because of Li Aimei's instigation and use, people in the compound shunned her like snakes and scorpions. She was isolated, helpless, lonely and sad. It was at that time that she faced

Are you giving up on yourself?

Lu Haoting felt that his throat was tight, so he raised his hand to untie the buckle, but it was of no use. His throat felt as if someone had pinched it!

He looked up at the sky. It was cloudy and there were no stars. On such a night, Zuo Jingyan must be very scared! He didn't even prepare curtains for her! If you think about it, he really didn't even give her any warmth!

Zhang Tie walked out of the family compound with a haggard look on his face. When he saw Lu Haoting standing at the door looking at the sky, he walked over and called him:

"Lao Lu?"

Lu Haoting frowned when he heard his voice. Now, at this moment, he didn't want to talk to anyone.

Seeing that Lu Haoting ignored him, Zhang Tie smiled bitterly, with a pleading tone:

"Lao Lu, would you like to go have a drink with me?"

Lu Haoting glanced at him. Zhang Tie drooped his head like a defeated rooster, feeling irritated and uncomfortable.

Drinking? It happened that he also wanted to get drunk once, so he nodded:

"good."

"Walk."

Zhang Tie was very happy to get Lu Haoting's consent. For personal matters, he could not use the army's car, drink alcohol, and even drive. The two of them borrowed bicycles from someone, took off their military uniforms and rode to the county seat.

"I know a restaurant owned by an individual that stays open late at night."

Zhang Tie told Lu Haoting while riding his bicycle that the state-owned hotel closed too early and he couldn't have a good time drinking.

Lu Haoting lets him do whatever he wants, it doesn't matter where he goes, as long as he has wine, he wants to drink, he wants to get drunk like crazy!

One drink can relieve a thousand worries!

The two of them came to Erdao Street. It was around seven o'clock in the evening, and there were still many people in the restaurant, and it was very lively as they exchanged glasses for drinks.

Zhang Tie locked the bicycle and turned around and said to Lu Haoting:

"This is the place, you better listen to me...walk around and go in."

He almost said the words "my wife" again, but luckily he held it back in the end.

Lu Haoting looked at the sign on the hotel, Limin Hotel, and it looked pretty good.

The two of them walked into the restaurant, and the boss immediately greeted them warmly:

"Two of you?"

"Um."

Zhang Tie nodded.

"This way please."

The boss led them to the small table by the window and introduced the dishes in the store with a smile:

"Our restaurant's specialty dishes are spicy stir-fried pork head and stir-fried tripe strips. Would you like to try them?"

"Okay, I'll give you two more appetizers and two bottles of Erguotou."

Zhang Tie didn't give Li Aimei the allowance he was given today, so he could order dishes generously, which made him feel very comfortable.

In the past, all the allowances had to be handed over as soon as they were paid. Li Aimei only left him five yuan for cigarettes and refused to give him some pension money for his parents back home, let alone money for a treat.

Thinking about the six years of marriage, he has been living a miserable life!

"You don't need so many dishes, just a plate of peanuts and a plate of cucumbers."

Lu Haoting stopped him, saying that the food didn't matter, he was in a mood where he couldn't even eat a full banquet, as long as he had wine.

"How about that? Just do as I say."

How could Zhang Tie be willing to agree? How could he be so shabby after finally having a guest?

Of course, the boss would be happier the more dishes he ordered, and seeing that it was Zhang Tie who was treating the guests, he naturally had to cook the dishes ordered by the guests.

"Lao Lu, smoke!"

Zhang Tie felt irritable and wanted to smoke. He took out a cigarette and handed it to Lu Haoting. Lu Haoting paused before taking the cigarette. He had quit smoking for a long time, but tonight he was upset and wanted to smoke one.

Zhang Tie struck a match and lit it for him. He also lit one and took a deep breath. His face suddenly fell.

"Lao Lu, I'm really sorry for you and your siblings. You said...you said how did I find such a wife? You made me look like a rat crossing the street. I don't even have the face to see you."

Lu Haoting said nothing and took a deep breath of cigarette. He had not smoked for a long time and he choked and coughed.

"I forgot you quit smoking."

Zhang Tie hurriedly came over and patted him on the back, still complaining:

"I must divorce Li Aimei. My life is so miserable. Let me tell you, I have fallen into a sea of ​​misery since I got married. I am beautiful on the surface, but who knows the sadness behind it?"

Lu Haoting coughed up tears and raised his hands to wipe them. He had said this before. At that time, he felt that life was gloomy and lacked hope. He also wanted to get divorced and escape from the misery.
Chapter completed!