Looking at myself and Xu Ze in the picture.

Gu Wanqing, who had been watching silently for a long time, finally showed a rare smile.

Although the two people in the picture do not look at each other affectionately, they have broken the coldness that lasted for more than a hundred years.

Gu Wanqing let out a long sigh of relief.

When Xu Ze was rescued, she was both happy and desperate.

Fortunately, Xu Ze did not die like this.

The desperate thing is...

This also means that Xu Ze’s suffering is still continuing.

Fortunately.

"Fortunately, I am still worried about Xu Ze and have been searching for him for nearly thirty years. This at least proves that I still have the possibility of turning back and I have not completely failed Xu Ze."

Looking at herself in the picture, Gu Wanqing felt relieved.

But it turned out that her idea was too naive.

The picture continues to pass, and more than ten years have passed in the blink of an eye.

Although the two people have been separated for a long time, it is still possible to meet and talk.

But in the past ten years.

Xu Ze felt what it meant to be completely indifferent.

At a fixed time, Xu Ze would still go to the remote house, but the person waiting never showed up again.

Not only that.

If the two met by chance, Xu Ze would have already looked away and left before Xu Ze could step forward.

Xu Ze was left alone, feeling dejected and dejected.

"Why?"

Watching all this, Gu Wanqing was puzzled.

Why didn't things develop as she imagined?

After searching for Xu Ze for thirty years, in my memory, I should have a strong affection for Xu Ze, but why did I become completely cold?

She doesn't understand.

I don’t understand myself in the picture, let alone why things turned out like this.

This continues until another year has passed.

Xu Ze appears in a remote house again.

I don’t know since when, the originally messy house has been tidied up, and there is even a hint of coolness in it.

In the house, Xu Ze saw Shi Yi again, but there was no longer any disappointment in his eyes.

Because there is no hope.

It seems that even Xu Ze himself knows that his wife will never appear here again.

After Xu Ze took his seat everywhere.

"Wanqing feels that she harmed you."

"It's because she's not cold enough and decisive enough that she keeps you hopeful and goes into danger."

"She feels that as long as you are more indifferent, you can live for yourself and pursue the happiness you want."

Shi Yi continued.

After listening, Xu Ze was silent.

As a bystander, Gu Wanqing found herself unreasonable!

If she is really worried about Xu Ze, shouldn't she put away all her indifference and stop making her husband sad?

If she really cared about Xu Ze, shouldn't she look back, stop, and stop letting Xu Ze chase behind her?

But soon, Gu Wanqing understood.

In my memory, I am still blinded by the obsession of "proving the emperor".

As your cultivation level gets higher and higher, this obsession becomes stronger.

But now, he is so strong that he doesn’t even care about what others think!

"Haha." Gu Wanqing smiled palely, "I am really unforgivable."

"If there is no system, let me understand the truth of many things."

"If there is no system, I can reawaken my true emotions and realize my obsession."

"In this life, I will probably still be that cold and cold woman."

"I simply..."

"Not worth being forgiven."

As the final words fall.

The memory picture suddenly freezes, fades, and then turns into countless fragments and collapses.

After a period of dizziness, Gu Wanqing returned to reality.

She was still in the wooden pavilion, surrounded by silence.

She walked out of the pavilion and went to the peach blossoms, watching the peach blossoms flying.

Previously.

Just looking at the peach blossoms in the sky, she felt as if she had been saved, and bursts of warmth grew in her heart.

But now?

But there is only sin.

These peach blossoms, this wooden pavilion, this was her and Xu Ze’s home.

Everything was stinging her eyes, like shackles of sin, binding her tightly so that she could no longer feel anything else.

At this moment, Gu Wanqing finally understood.

Why did Xu Ze destroy this former home?

It turns out that her home was gone a long time ago, destroyed by her own hands!

What made Gu Wanqing feel even more sinful was this!

Xu Ze’s memory continues!

She had no idea how long she had been indifferent to Xu Ze in her previous life, and how the two of them would end up!

"I don't deserve to be here at all, or even appear in front of Xu Ze again." Gu Wanqing smiled desperately.

At this moment, she made a decision.

Go.

Go far.

From now on, she will follow the footsteps of Xu Ze in her previous life, walking through various dangers, tasting loneliness alone, and facing sin.

She knows that she cannot atone for her sins.

Therefore, we can only experience all the difficulties Xu Ze suffered.

Only in this way can she have the courage to appear in front of Xu Ze again. Only then can she be qualified to take another look at the person who once loved him and her deeply.

After the thought fell, Gu Wanqing took out two sound transmission stones.

The two sound transmission stones are engraved with the words "husband" and "master" respectively.

The sound transmission stone cannot transmit sound to anyone. Only when both communicating parties leave a spiritual consciousness in it can the sound transmission be fixed.

Touching the word "husband" on the sound transmission stone, Gu Wanqing suddenly felt a soreness on the tip of her nose.

Drops of tears came out of her eyes, and finally fell on the sound transmission stone.

In the past, she and Xu Ze often expressed their feelings to each other through this sound transmission stone.

But in the last life.

After she started to become cold, Xu Ze didn't bother her again.

From the beginning to the end, Xu Ze never said any blaming words to her, and always gave her silently.

And in this life, the same is true.

As early as three years ago, the Sound Transmission Stone fell into complete silence.

Taking a deep breath, Gu Wanqing picked up the sound transmission stone.
To be continued...