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Chapter 52 Do I want to tell him?

“I don’t like lying.”

Bai Ye tried to fool Ovela's doubts with one sentence, but the former obviously did not believe this explanation and kept staring at her, and had to give a clear answer before he could give it a stop. Bai Ye was quite helpless about this.

She didn't know why Ovela was just holding on to this point. What she said in her dream, whether it was the truth or the lies, was it meaningless?

"You will forget when you wake up."

She said to Ovela: "Including this dream, and the dialogue between you and me. Dreams are reflections of reality and never exist for a long time. Dreams that you have in the morning may have been forgotten at noon, and then at night.

It's not even a trace left. You will only have a new dream, and then forget it again, and keep going. In this process, you get nothing, and the only thing you can remember is that you have a dream by yourself.

One thing. So there is no point in pursuing truth in dreams, so why bother lying and who is honest? Miss Ovela?"

"It makes sense for you to say that."

Ovela looked around and the scene in the room made her feel a little nostalgic. She lived here with Linger for thirty springs and thirty winters, everywhere filled with memories with him. Sometimes it rained, she

I was too lazy to move, so I curled up on a rattan chair and watched the raindrops slanted across the glass window, leaving winding silver threads on the glass, while Linger handled the government affairs she had accumulated at the desk; sometimes the weather was clear and the sun was shining.

Just as the snow melted, she forced the young man to the courtyard to water the violets that were in urgent need of opening. Occasionally, she remembered the time when she was a child, chatting with the teacher and having afternoon tea.

These years may be just a dream, but they are so real that Ovela is unwilling to wake up. If she can remember it in her heart, it will be a strange experience. After waking up with a dream, she will forget it completely and even herself.

I don’t remember anything I have said and done, and that kind of thing would be too cruel.

Thinking of this, Ovela couldn't help but sigh: "It would be great if there was any way to not forget it."

"There is only one kind of person in the world who will not forget the dreams they have, although I don't think you have that qualification." Bai Ye glanced at Ovela, and did not say what qualifications it was, and Ovela didn't ask.

.She knew that Bai Ye was an expert in the field of dreams. Since she said she had no talent, she must have no talent. It would be better not to humiliate herself.

"It's good to forget." Ovela thought of a reason for herself, and it was just a psychological comfort: "At least I won't be too embarrassed when I meet you tomorrow."

What a strange idea.

Bai Ye kept looking at the painting on the wall, as if there was a huge secret hidden in it waiting for her to reveal it. Suddenly she looked away and turned to Ovela and said, "You haven't answered my question yet."

Ovela was stunned for a moment, not remembering what questions she had asked herself.

Bai Ye pointed to the painting on the wall. The young man and the girl in the painting were smiling brightly, which made the audience feel happy. The power of emotions is easily infected, just like the grand wedding is still for Bei until today.

Mang's people talked about it with relish. But this infection is too aggressive and for Bai Ye, it is more like an vent.

"Do you really think that such a life is considered happy?"

She asked, this was actually the initial question, but because Ovela kept interrupting, she has not received an answer until now: "Living a plain life with the person you like, without any thrilling adventures."

, there is no unrestrained mission. It lasts for thirty years, even until you are old and dying. With the company of your children, your soul returns to the sea of ​​lightlessness of Goddess... Life like this

, Is it even a happy thing, Ovela?"

"Isn't it?"

Ovela asked strangely, and did not refute that Linge was the person she liked. The main reason was that her dreams had already progressed to the point of getting married. If she had to deny it arrogantly, no one with normal intelligence would not.

Believe it?

"And I think this is not the feeling of me alone." She said again: "Everyone is like this, right? As long as you are with the person you like, no matter how ordinary life you live, you will be very happy. It's not that you have to be like you

As mentioned, adventure, mission, choice, and destiny are all too complicated and are not suitable as reference standards."

This is also the realization that Ovela gained after experiencing many things, but in fact the young man understood this truth earlier than her. Although the peaceful life he pursued at the beginning actually had a bit of self-escaping.

But if there is no witch association, no queen authority, and even no extraordinary and mysterious existence in the world, then you cannot say that his ideas must be wrong, and it is even a life that many people dream of.

After listening to Ovela's truth, staring at the painting on the wall for a while, Bai Ye suddenly sighed softly, and the meaning of the sigh was particularly complicated: "That's right, after all, idiots all look the same.



Isn't it the same thing that I saw in other people's dreams? The owner of the Fairy Sleeping Hotel returned to Rosting City in his dream and continued to run the small hotel at No. 13, Sherell Street, every day

The ancestor of the Blood Tooth clan Valenheld was an elderly person who cultivated his character in his dreams. The greatest pleasure was to read leisurely at the daily afternoon tea party and worry about his good deeds.

The granddaughter's life event; the current nun of Tianxin Church is still a nun in his dream, but he also serves as the director of the welfare home. He adopted many homeless wandering children, allowing them to feel the warmth of home again, which may be the same as

Her already vague childhood memories...

No matter what identity, personality, or experience it is, in this dream that best reflects their inner world, they all make the same choice. Of course, occasionally they will have other dreams, bizarre

Strange dreams, nightmares that reflect fear, or old dreams that are attached to the past, but these dreams are short and extremely unstable, and often collapse when they cannot wake up. Even Bai Ye cannot stay in such a dream.

Not to mention the dreamer's own memory.

This may explain a truth. Beauty dreams are always willing to share with others, while strange dreams, nightmares and old dreams all strongly resist a non-self-conscious invasion. Bai Ye’s statement to Ovela is actually not very accurate. Dreamland

It is indeed an echo of the voice of the heart, but being able to see the dream does not mean that you can see through the heart of a person, because the heart is a more complicated thing than that.

"Who are you talking about is a fool!"

Ovela was so angry, like a little squirrel stuffed with acorns. She asked in discontently: "Since you think this is a fool's idea, then what is happiness in the eyes of smart people?

?Is there any difference between the happiness you want and the happiness of all of us?"

She asked the key point.

It would be absolutely false to say that Bai Ye had never thought about such a question; but if her thinking had obtained any useful answers, it would be overestimated her ability - or underestimate the difficulty of this question.

Miss Angel, who has been writing diaries, has recorded countless definitions of happiness, but can it be said that she must be correct? Bai Ye, who is used to seeing countless dreams, even though she mocked them as fools, she was not aware of them.

Can you give a more clever explanation? In the final analysis, the happy life that everyone wants is only meaningful in reality, but there is a huge and insurmountable gap between dreams and reality.

How can you overcome this obstacle built on the essence if you can stand on this side of the gulf and look at the unknown continent?

After thinking for a long time, she gave a plausible answer: "It's not to make yourself happy, but to make everyone happy. That's the way for smart people, right?"

Ovelaton felt embarrassed: "You, you have a reason, but it's better if it's really that simple. Does everyone include those who shouldn't be happy?"

His Highness of the ancient Beimang Kingdom has always been a person with a clear distinction between love and hate. Whoever he likes and hates is always reflected on his face and will not hide his scheming. So Bai Ye knew very well that what she said should not be happy.

People are probably the culprits who make everyone unable to be happy. For example, the person who makes the fairy sleep deeply and is forced to relocate in the hotel; the person who makes the countess have to flee their hometown with their granddaughters; the lady who makes the nun receive the teachings of faith but makes her

People who violate their beliefs; people who hurt others for ridiculous reasons; people who sacrifice others for so-called righteousness; people who abandon others because of different ideas; people who betray the past and betray emotions... like this

There are many people in the world, they should not be happy, because it will only make people feel that fate is really ironic, the one that should not be, but they have obtained what they want most.

But.

"Who should, who should not, and who should define it?" Bai Ye murmured. Ovela felt that she was asking herself back, but in fact the gray-haired girl was just talking to herself: "Some people shouldn't have been supposed to be."

It exists in this world, but in fact she has nothing to do with it. Can't such a person be happy?"

"How is it possible-"

How could there be such a person?

Since you exist, you have received the blessings of the goddess, a life that is promised by Him and recognized by Him. Who can ignore the will of Goddess and insist that you are a person who should not exist?

Ovela originally wanted to say this, but suddenly stopped when she spoke, because at this moment she realized that maybe there was a person who should not exist in front of her, a personality born of a curse.

, the queen of two sides.

This is really...unrefutable.

The birth of the cursed personality is something that no one can predict, including the person who created this phenomenon, namely the witch who imposed the curse and the girl who bears the curse. Guarding at the bottom of the castle, he is responsible for monitoring Ovela's personality in the darkness.

I am still confused about the meaning of my existence and choose the opposite path to my master's personality. As the personality of the spiritual kingship, Bai Ye may also face the same problem, and it may even be even more serious. After all, her master's personality is a period of time

A time bomb that changes identity and personality. Sometimes it is more personalized in the master's personality dependence. In this case, even if Bai Ye wants to discuss it with her, he may not get any results.

With her cold and introverted personality, it is even harder to imagine who she would discuss such things with. If so, that person would definitely be very trusted by her.

In fact, there is not a solution to the problem. For example, before going to the Heavenly Holy Temple, Saint Charlie had imagined whether he could ask the goddess to take action to separate Bai Ye's personality and give her a new life so that she could

Living as an independent person, she doesn't mind having an extra sister, which may be the best choice for Bai Ye. Unfortunately, it's just an idea after all, and it has not been realized. After all, the prerequisites are no longer valid.

, and apart from the goddess, there is probably no second person in the universe. I dare to say that he has the power to create life.

Thinking of this, Ovela suddenly felt that Bai Ye was so pitiful. Her behavior of breaking into other people's dreams was also regarded as a psychological therapy for loneliness problems to alleviate the girl's increasing doubts and denial of her own existence. It may only be

In the dream, she felt that she was truly alive.

Ovela felt guilty. She felt that she shouldn't mention this topic, but she couldn't think of anything to comfort Bai Ye for a while. She stammered for a long time, and finally stuttered in a low voice: "That, actually I'm not.

That's the meaning, I still think that some people in the world should not be happy, but those people definitely do not include you, Bai Ye! We all like you very much, and Gloria also depends on you very much, right? So,

You have to be more confident in yourself!”

This chapter is not over, please click on the next page to continue reading! After saying that, she also made a fist-sweeping move, which made Bai Ye unable to help but take a look. After a while of speech, he slowly shook his head and said:

So I said, you are a fool."

What does this mean?

I kindly comforted you, but I was even scolded?

Ovela was struck by lightning, but she didn't dare to say anything. She felt that Bai Ye's mental state was very unstable, so she replaced the "thank you" she should have said with a "stupid". Well, that's not hers.

It is better to be cautious, it is better not to stimulate her too much. What if she does something random in my dream? My first dream in my life, a good dream must not turn into a nightmare!

What a fool.

Where no one saw it, Bai Ye curled his mouth and looked back at the painting on the wall. The hazy eyes reflected the ivory white light and the lemon yellow oil paint. This painting seemed to be in her eyes.

After being repainted, the girl's pupils were strangely mixed with the paint background to form a complex spirit. She was the master of painting who was best at copying characters, and at this moment she could not see any emotion from these eyes.

It seems that everyone thinks you should be happy, Gloria.

As a fool, you should consider your future occasionally?

Don't always think about relying on me.

After all, I'm just a guy who likes to escape.

Bai Ye suddenly sighed: "Goodbye, Ovela."

"Hey, are you leaving?"

"No?"

"I don't mean that, but...where are you going?" Ovela tried carefully.

"Go to Linger's dream and tell him what you dreamed of tonight." Bai Ye replied expressionlessly.
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