Chapter 269 I have been writing this morning and have obtained a scrapped manuscript of 12,000 words. Sad...(1/2)
In the house, on the bed.
Hong Li closed her eyes and lay lazily in Hei Yang's arms, muttering softly: "It's agreed, you have to go with me then.
Just call me grandma and grandpa when you see me. You can call me whatever I call you."
"I know, I'll do the work, don't worry."
Hei Yang put his palms on both sides of the girl's head in his arms, gently massaged her temples with his fingers, and sighed quietly.
"I just don't know if it will be awkward for me to go there. Most of your relatives there are familiar faces, but I can obviously tell that they are new..."
"Oops, this kind of thing is normal..."
Hong Li said nonchalantly: "Every year, cousins bring their girlfriends, or cousins bring their boyfriends, and maybe there will be a few new faces. It doesn't matter.
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There are even some who have children, and they are holding their own children and living together for four generations. To put it bluntly, they are just joining in the fun. They probably think that more people are more festive..."
After a pause, Hongli suddenly thought of something and sighed.
"I suddenly remembered that if nothing else happened, my mother would probably bring Xiao Huo over to meet someone.
If you put it this way, our family is like four generations living under one roof.
In fact, speaking of it, I still like those little kids who can't walk unsteadily, not because they are cute or anything, but simply because their presence can attract most of the seven aunts and eight aunts to help share the pressure.
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"Well, it does sound lively..."
Hei Yang sighed: "I just don't know if the relatives over there are getting along well..."
"It's okay, just too enthusiastic."
Hongli also sighed: "Speaking of which, when you were in that world before, didn't you have to deal with various relatives during the New Year?
They say they are relatives, but in fact the relationship is far different. You can get rid of many things with a silly smile.
Because in fact, many of the relatives are not familiar with each other, so greetings are just polite, just say "yes".
Comparatively speaking, they still like to hang out with grandpa and the others, or chat in groups of two or three... How can anyone deliberately target you when they have nothing to do?"
"That's true, it makes sense..."
"That's for sure, I'm... hmm?"
Hong Li opened her eyes suddenly, felt the two hands beside her head move away, and looked at Hei Yang with a dissatisfied look on her face.
"What's going on? Why did it stop suddenly? Where's the massage you promised? Ah?"
"We agreed it would be twenty minutes, but I've already pressed the button for you for ten more minutes. Isn't it okay?"
Hei Yang showed his dead fish eyes, held both sides of the girl's waist with his hands, raised the confused Hong Li in the air, and said quietly: "Don't go too far, everyone has a share in the potion and chocolate, everyone takes a step back.
, I have already massaged your head, you still want me to massage your head for another day?"
"Aha?"
Hongli also struggled twice but failed, and sneered guiltily: "Actually, it's not impossible. If you are really so enthusiastic, I can't refuse, right..."
"Crawling, crawling, crawling, I will drill two holes in your head all day long."
Hei Yang rolled his eyes and put Hong Li down, who looked at him blankly.
"So..."
Hongli asked curiously: "What do you want me to do for you?
I'm warning you, if you go too far, I will come back with revenge!"
"Rub your legs for half an hour."
"Okay brother!"
Hongli showed the appearance of a well-behaved little daughter-in-law, stretched out her two little hands to Hei Yang's legs, rubbed her boyfriend through her trouser legs, and suddenly made a sound.
"Speaking of which, when you were sleeping at home..."
Hongli asked quietly: "Are they all dressed so tightly?"
"Nonsense, that must not be a good idea..."
Hei Yang rolled his eyes, stretched out his hand to the five gift boxes in front of him, and said casually: "It's not like we're in a harsh environment like the wilderness. In my own home, I would definitely take off my clothes to sleep!"
"Aha?"
Hongli raised her eyebrows and grabbed Heiyang's pants: "So you don't call this place your home?"
"Don't be embarrassed."
Hei Yang calmly tugged at Hong Li's tightly wrapped upper shirt, glanced at the latter, and said nothing.
"Ah, this, I..."
Hongli's expression froze.
"What are you doing, being strict with others but lenient with yourself?"
Hei Yang opened the first gift box, and purple light overflowed. Well, it was abnormal.
"As a couple, it's normal to be like this, and there's underwear inside, which can be considered a psychological comfort.
But we both also know that we will just find out what to do after we get married, and find excuses to delay it, we are afraid!"
Hei Yang said softly, "A man and a woman live together in the same room, and everyone understands.
That is to say, monks have stronger willpower and are not so easily controlled by hormones such as dopamine, but they cannot fake their love for each other.
"I don't like Xiaoli", let alone say this directly, Hei Yang couldn't even say it silently in his heart or think about it in his mind, and he didn't want to do it.
Facing Hongli, Heiyang is always the same on the inside and outside.
His heart was far from being as calm as his words showed. On the contrary, the tiger in his heart longed for love and kept roaring, but it was afraid that its fangs and claws would hurt the people he cherished, so it forced itself to linger in place.
In fact, this feeling is not very painful, but rather strange. It makes Hei Yang realize all the time that there is such a person whose every frown and smile touches his heartstrings.
If I had to describe this feeling, it would probably be itching.
Just let nature take its course, it will happen sooner or later...
The two of them persuaded themselves in this way, pretending not to care, but they behaved a bit childishly and ridiculously, and their young love made people feel a little overwhelmed.
Hei Yang quietly savored this feeling. He knew that this was also a beautiful memory in his life, and he didn't think there was anything shameful about it.
When children grow up and become adults, many people will feel ashamed when they look back at their "black history" and "secondary remarks".
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Hei Yang doesn't feel much shame, maybe because he is still naive now, or maybe he is looking at himself from the perspective of a bystander.
It's also possible that he never thought it was something to be ashamed of. He used to think he was handsome like that, but now... ha, I was so handsome before!
When I was a child, my imagination was so rich, and the world in my eyes was so colorful. Doing something casually was an act of breaking the rules, and speaking casually was a very creative and pioneering thinking.
A group of people who have been defeated by reality and whose minds have gradually become numb have lost their own "unrealistic daydreams" and have lost the ability to fantasize. How can they have the nerve to turn their heads and laugh at other people's "secondary" and "naive"
What?
"You should face reality"
"You know this is impossible"
"This is simply nonsense"
Because the kingdom of my own fantasy has collapsed, I want to tear down others' too, so that they can be exposed to the so-called cruel reality and accept the beatings of the so-called society just like myself.
Tame tiger cubs into sheep and then throw them into the pack of wolves.
Just because I have seen too much white since childhood, when I first saw gray, I thought it was the ultimate black.
If the price of maturity is the loss of happiness and imagination, then what is maturity for?
Make your own contribution to making the world a better place?
But because of his own existence, there is another unhappy person in the world, right...
Wandering like this, those who overthrew other people's kingdoms tried to build new houses to withstand the coldness of reality, and called it faith.
……
Hei Yang believes that since his life is still flowing, he should enjoy everything in his life with all his heart - and suffering was added later.
Two pairs of dull, dead fish eyes, as if they don’t care about anything, as if they don’t care about anything.
But in fact, they are the most sensitive people. They don't want to move their bodies, but they can't stop thinking in their minds.
They approached and explored the world cautiously, fearing to offend others with every move they made, and the unfamiliar environment made them feel uneasy.
So they won't go wrong if they choose not to do it, and they won't take a step outside their comfort zone before it collapses.
Even continue to strengthen your comfort zone and make it unbreakable.
The price is that it is difficult to grow, and without change, it may still be the same as it was at the beginning in a few years.
To be continued...