Chapter 168 It’s not me who is cruel, it’s you who are cruel
When Liu Yunxiang chased him out, Yan Mu had already rode away.
She saw the beggar outside, so she hurriedly asked him to follow him and take a look.
Liu Yunxiang returned home exhausted, but only saw Zijin with his intentions, but did not see Chongming and Hua Zhu.
"Where are them?"
Seeing that Liu Yunxiang was fine, Zi Jin breathed a sigh of relief and replied: "The night you disappeared, Chongming was also missing. Hua Zhu went to find him, but he has not been seen until now."
Liu Yunxiang frowned. Yan Mu could find her so quickly. She thought that it might be Chongming's conscience and told him.
Later that day, the beggar came back and said that Yan Mu was in the military camp and told her not to worry.
Liu Yunxiang sighed. How could she not be worried? He Cheng's words were heartbroken, and Yan Mu would go crazy when he mentioned that person.
Two more days later, Yan Mu still did not show up. Liu Yunxiang was really worried and asked the beggar to take her to the military camp.
The two set off in the afternoon, rode their horses and took advantage of the warm weather to the Zhenbeiguan military camp. The two met Jiang Yuan in the military camp and asked Jiang Yuan to lead Yan Mu's camp.
When he arrived outside the camp, Jiang Yuan said, "My master has been stuck in the past two days, and he doesn't eat or drink. The lady must persuade him."
Liu Yunxiang was also worried and hurriedly responded to go in, but Jiang Yuan stopped her again.
He hesitated for a while and said, "The master rashly started a war with Beijin and caused dissatisfaction from the emperor. The little concubine of Jin pleaded for the master. The emperor was furious and threw him into the cold palace. He also... chopped his finger and put it in a brocade box. He delivered it to the military camp yesterday."
Liu Yunxiang clenched his fists, and the emperor threatened Yan Mu with the life of Concubine Jin, so that he could not have a second heart and had to obey orders.
The tent was not big, and there was a plate of charcoal fire. Yan Mu was wearing a regular dress and sat on the sheepskin blanket, with his head lowered. He had not washed it for two or three days, and his hair was scattered.
Liu Yunxiang sighed slightly and stepped forward and knelt beside him.
He had a brocade box in front of him, and it seemed that it contained the broken finger of Concubine Xiao Jin.
The emperor is so cruel!
"I'm worried about you, you can't sleep at night and eat," she said.
He still lowered his head, as if he hadn't heard her speak.
"My brother's affairs are vague with you. Didn't Mr. Kuang send an letter to Aunt Yan saying that they are in Tuhun Castle..."
"I sent someone to investigate." Yan Mu said in a slutty voice, "Tuhun Fort is buried by wind and sand every ten years. They blew several sandstorms in the year of Tuhun Fort, and Tuhun Fort has been flooded under the sand dunes."
Liu Yunxiang felt ache in his heart, but he still held back, "Xu, Xu and they escaped."
"Where to escape?"
Liu Yunxiang was silent for a long time and said, "It's not your fault, don't take it on yourself."
Yan Mu smiled, "What's wrong with me? I just shouldn't be alive."
"Yan Mu!"
"They all want me to die."
"I hope you are alive."
"Yeah?"
Liu Yunxiang frowned, and he didn't believe it.
Liu Yunxiang got closer and suddenly smelled a scent of jasmine. She was very sensitive to this smell and felt a little disgusted at the moment. After a closer look, she saw Yan Mu holding a purse in his hand.
He regards the one that Xiao Jinfei gave him as a treasure.
She could not defeat any childhood sweetheart and deep love for him.
"Does the 'they' you mentioned include the little Jin Concubine?"
Yan Mu suddenly looked up at Liu Yunxiang, his eyes full of resentment, as if her question had offended him.
"You only believe in her." Liu Yunxiang said with a wry smile.
The others are outsiders, and she is the only one whom he can trust, rely on, and will never let him down until death.
Whether you love or not is too trivial in the face of their relationship.
Yan Mu must be full of resentment and hatred, grievances and pain at this moment. He needs to find someone to talk to, but that person is far away in the deep palace of Shengjing, not her who is by his side at this moment.
"Yan Mu, I hope you are well. No one in this world is more sincere to you than I do."
But you can't see it, and you will never understand it.
Yan Mu sneered, "One day you will hope that I will die."
"You don't believe me."
"Yes, I don't believe it."
Liu Yunxiang sighed deeply, "Before, I wanted to separate. You held my hand and kept putting it. This time I grabbed your hand. Can you trust me once?"
Only this time.
She stretched out her hand to him, and he kept his head down, holding the little Jinfei's purse in his hand.
After a long time, Liu Yunxiang smiled bitterly and shook her head, "Yan Mu, look, it's not that I am cruel, but that you are cruel."
She stood up and looked at Yan Mu again, "I'm on your boat. There's no way. I just want you to be at least responsible and ensure that we, mother and son, can survive."
After saying that, she turned around and strode away.
After returning home, after dinner, Liu Yunxiang coaxed Xingyi to fall asleep. She was very annoyed and came to the yard for a walk.
The beggar sat on the steps of the hanging flower door, smoking a pipe, "He Cheng said something right. Mrs. Yan hates Yan Mu, avoids him, and hardly talks to him. The little Yan Mu doesn't understand why, and always thinks about how to please Mrs. Yan, but is always treated coldly. At that time, Jin You was thankful that Jin You were older than Yan Mu, and she cried with him, making him laugh, and hearing his complaints, so she tried to let Jin You go.
When he went out, Yan Mu wanted to die with them. Jin You was sent to Yuezhou and did not hide there according to Mrs. Yan's arrangement. Instead, he walked for a month. At a young age, he walked back to Shengjing from Yuezhou. When he learned that Yan Mu was rescued by the East Factory Supervisor, she wanted to see Yan Mu, but Yan Mu was sick at that time. The Supervisor did not want to cause trouble and did not let her enter the mansion. She knelt outside the mansion and knelt for three days. Even the Supervisor, who was as hard as iron, was moved, and finally brought her into the mansion and stayed with Yan Mu."
Liu Yunxiang sneered coldly, "But people can change. When she entered the palace, she had to be cruel to the public and secret struggles in the palace. One day, she would find that Yan Mu could also use it."
The beggar raised his eyebrows, "What do you mean?"
Liu Yunxiang raised her eyebrows, "What do you mean by saying these to me?"
"It's just the night, so I can't hold back some words."
"snort!"
"You, too smart, but too smart is not necessarily a good thing."
"I don't think you're very smart."
The beggar was stunned, "Why?"
"Living in my place, eating my meal, turning my elbow out."
The beggar laughed dryly, "This is not just saying something and saying nothing is enough."
"If you should hold it in, it's not everyone who wants to be smothered by you."
After saying that, Liu Yunxiang rushed back to the house angrily.
A few days later, the beggar rubbed his hands in and said in surprise: "Yan Mu's army will be transferred from Zhenbei Pass, and will go to Shuoxi to reinforce Jinxi Pass."
Liu Yunxiang frowned, "Why did you change to Shuoxi?"
The beggar was also confused, "It is not necessary that we have not violated the wells of the rivers in the past few years."
As he was talking, Yan Mu came in wearing armor.
He first roasted it in front of the brazier, then hugged Liu Yunxiang's arms and leaned over and kissed his daughter's face.
Chapter completed!