Liu Yunxiang was in a coma due to too much blood loss. It was three days after she opened her eyes again. Feeling the temperature coming from her hands, she turned her head and saw Yan Mu lying on the edge of the bed, as if she was asleep, but she held her hand tightly.

As soon as she moved, Yan Mu woke up and looked up at her. The two of them looked at each other.

Yan Mu's eyes were covered with blood, his face was pale, his chin was covered with stubble, and his hair was messy. When he saw her awake, his eyes suddenly became wet.

Liu Yunxiang felt distressed and held his hand back, "I'm just too tired, so I'll sleep for a while."

"Three days."

“Hey?”

"It's just like that when you flow on the mountain of swords and in the sea of ​​fire."

Liu Yunxiang felt aching in his heart and reached out to touch his face, but because he had no strength, his raised hand fell down again. At this time, Yan Mu held her hand and placed it on the side of his face.

"How could I bear to leave you, never."

"In the past three days, there are some pictures in my mind. They are obviously not real, but they feel so real, and it seems that they have happened." Yan Mu looked at Liu Yunxiang, "You seem to have said it too."

"What?"

"I died and turned into a dry grave. Every year on the festival, you will come to see me, but this is only once a year. You will sit in front of the grave, looking at the tombstone, but without saying a word, sitting quietly for a day. Year after year, slowly you get old and have white silk on your head, and you still come every year until that year, when you say you won't come again, you let go..." At this point, Yan Mu's heart was as if he was twisted.

He looked at Liu Yunxiang, his eyes full of guilt and distress, "I didn't care about my life before. You were so angry that you wanted to leave me with your child. At that time, I didn't understand that, but I was afraid, so I tried to restrain the madness in my heart and protect myself. Now I can understand that the person I love passed away, leaving that person behind seemed to be surviving a tribulation every day. Especially the man clearly had a choice and could not die, but he thought he was his own life anyway. He lost it and did not consider how his lover should live in the future."

Hearing Yan Mu's words, Liu Yunxiang's breath of depression was as if she had finally been penetrated and could finally come out.

"That was the previous life."

"Previous life?"

"You are dead, I guard your grave for decades. I love you, but I have also endured my love for you under those decades of endless torture. In this life, I originally wanted to stay away from you, but..." Liu Yunxiang smiled helplessly, "But I can't control myself, and many misunderstandings in this life have been resolved. I found you very well, found that you love me, and then after experiencing so many things, I decided to be with you without regrets."

Yan Mu looked at Liu Yunxiang quietly, looked for a long time, and finally kissed her back, "Thank you, I'm sorry."

Liu Yunxiang shook her head, "I'm sorry to you in my previous life."

If she was willing to admit her love for him earlier, he would not have chosen to die resolutely.

Often, what we lack is not the ability to love others, but the confidence to love calmly.

Yan Mu carried his son over, and the little guy was still sleeping. Even though he was being hugged, he still slept soundly, spitting bubbles, occasionally glaring and rolling his eyes, continuing to sleep in a strange position, and no matter how hard he was, he couldn't disturb him.

"You can eat, sleep, and cry." Yan Mu concluded.

Liu Yunxiang turned sideways and kissed her son's small forehead, "The little guy has suffered with me."

"You have suffered, and he is very comfortable."

"By the way, what's your son's name? Have you thought about it?"

Yan Mu silent for a moment and said, "This child will also be like his brother who will enter the genealogy at a glance. His brother is Qin Yan, so his name is Qin Mo."

Liu Yunxiang nodded, "Originally, we named Yan Xingzhi, and my sister Yan Xingyi. Later, Prince Lu changed his name to Lu Yan. When he entered the genealogy, he changed it to Qin Yan. My younger brother followed his brother and called Qin Mo."

Yan Mu looked down at the little guy and saw him sleeping with his chin on his hands. This little look was so cute. He liked it more and more. Only then did he feel the real feeling of being a father.

"I have two sons and one daughter."

Liu Yunxiang also looked down at her son, and they would be a family of five from now on.

Liu Yunxiang thought of the eighth girl's aunt and hurriedly called Zijin in to ask questions.

"Don't worry, Miss Yun's mansion was afraid that the matter would make a big deal, so he put the aunt back to his yard that night. After Mrs. Yun's wife committed suicide, His Highness asked, and Mrs. Yun said that the aunt wanted to leave the mansion, and he had agreed. I knew you were going to ask, so when the aunt left, I specially sent it out of the city gate and saw them leaving."

After hearing this, Liu Yunxiang felt completely relieved.

"I finally live up to the eighth girl's entrusted."

"You almost died for this entrusting!"

"As long as Miss Eight and her mother still have their thoughts in their hearts, that day will not be too difficult."

After experiencing this incident, Yan Mu simply took leave and took Liu Yunxiang back to the mansion. He closed the door and refused anyone to visit. In the next month, he focused on accompanying Liu Yunxiang and his children, accompanied him for a walk every day, practiced boxing and foot skills with Yan'er, painted with his will, and then he held the three treasures to bask in the sun.

He ignored anything that happened in the court and how dangerous it was, and he ignored it.

Until one month later, Liu Yunxiang finished her confinement and her child was full of the month.

The door of the mansion just opened in the morning, and soon the eldest princess came.

She scolded Yan Mu first and said that he would really be in a corner if he listened behind closed doors. He also said that Concubine Meng had been acting in a bad way recently, and that all the ministers were very harmful to her, and she might have targeted him recently.

"What's the meaning?"

"She wants to ask for a fiefdom for the child in her womb."

"Born?"

"without."

"Since I'm not born, how can I know it's a man or a woman? Even if I'm a prince, I'm not born, I'll give him a fief. After I've been released from the palace and built a mansion, I'll make military achievements."

"Your father is really willing to make an exception for her and the children in her womb."

Yan Mu hummed, "What's my business?"

"What she wants is the three prefectures in Zhenbei!"

"You're crazy!" Yan Mu frowned, "The three states in Zhenbei are my fiefdoms!"

"So, if you continue like this, this Zhenbei Palace will be really famous."

The eldest princess came to the backyard, and Qu Moran was at Liu Yunxiang, and the two were talking around the child.

"Eyes are like you, nose and mouth are like dad."

"But I have double eyelids, he has single eyelids."

"The little guy has double eyelids, but he can't see it very much now."

"Yeah?"

"It must be."

The eldest princess walked in with a smile, "Double and single eyelids are all good, let my aunt see."

Qu Moran stood up and sat down on the chair in front of the bed with the eldest princess.

"Mom, look, do these three treasures look more like Yun Xiang?"

When Liu Yunxiang heard Qu Moran call out "Mother" and Liu Yunxiang's heart moved. When he saw the eldest princess turn her head and patting Qu Moran's hand placed on her shoulder, the mother and daughter looked at each other and smiled.

Liu Yunxiang also laughed, it was great.

The three of them chatted and joked for a while. Sanbao fell asleep and Liu Yunxiang asked the wet nurse to take it away.
Chapter completed!