Ling Yechen was more patient this time and asked: "What's the matter?"

Hu Tao looked into his eyes and said: "Your grandfather's body will be cremated tomorrow and the funeral will be held the day after tomorrow. Your family is afraid that something will happen to you, so they asked me to hide it from you and not let you go downstairs."

At the same time, she was ready to stand up from the bed, fearing that Ling Yeshen would do something uncontrollable when he heard this.

Sure enough, he responded.

Hu Tao saw him clenching his fists and trying hard to control his emotions.

"You have to control your emotions. I can't hold you down by myself. If something happens to you, I will be dead and will be chopped up alive by your family." Hu Tao said worriedly.

Then he added: "You are already in your twenties. Those bad experiences in childhood have brought you pain and shadow. You have to try to come out of it. Otherwise, what will you do in the future?"

From the moment he received the news of his grandfather's death, the scene of his grandfather dying in front of him as a child kept appearing in his mind.

Just like a drowning person, no matter how hard he struggles, no one helps him.

Now I heard Hutao say that grandpa will be cremated tomorrow.

He had to face this big thing at home now.

After Hutao arrived, he seemed to be running away, completely unwilling to believe the fact that the old man in his family had died.

The hands clenched tighter and tighter, and the body began to tremble.

Hu Tao was frightened.

Quickly get up from the bed, walk next to him, and grab his hand: "Don't be nervous, don't think about it, let's go and lie down on the bed first."

After saying that, he helped Ling Yeshen lie down on the bed.

Pulling up the quilt to cover the two of them, but not letting go of his hand: "Is this better? When I'm sad, I sleep under the quilt. I feel very safe. Don't be afraid, I'm here."

As she spoke, she hugged him and patted his back gently.

Ling Yechen said nothing, but his mood did not worsen.

It’s just that the clenched fist has not been released.

Hu Tao's voice sounded from his ear: "Ling Yechen, do you believe me? If you believe me, just listen to me, okay?"

Ling Yechen nodded, Hutao felt it.

Because the two of them were lying face to face now, his face was very close to hers, and their breaths blended. He could make Hutao feel it with just a slight movement.

Hu Tao reached out and touched his head and said: "Now close your eyes, relax your whole body, and slowly listen to what I say and do what I say."

Then Hu Tao's pleasant voice penetrated his nerves and thoughts, causing him to unconsciously relax and follow her rhythm.

"Close your eyes and feel your body relax bit by bit from the beginning.

Relax your hair, every hair.

Relax your scalp, then relax your ears, eyes, nose...

Relax your feet, skin, and toes.

You are now at the beach, listening to the sound of the waves, you see the blue sky, white clouds and blue water, the sky is clear, you are running on the beach, and you feel happy from the bottom of your heart.

But a heavy rain is coming, the wind is strong, and the waves are strong. The waves rush from the sea to the shore and push you.

You are washed into the water, and you feel difficulty breathing, very sad, and so sad that you want to die.

You are scared, you are scared, you are scared to death.

You feel like you can't hold on any longer.

But, you have to persist and you have to save yourself.

Come slowly, breathe slowly, and accept any pain, fear, sadness, and sadness you feel in your body now.

You have to accept these emotions wholeheartedly and let pain, fear, sadness, and sadness fill every corner of your body.

Okay, now your body is full of fear and sadness, and you have slowly accepted it, letting it flow to every corner of your body and integrating with your body.

Inhale and exhale slowly.

I silently told myself, ‘I am willing to accept any pain and fear, I must accept it, and I will definitely accept it’.

Now you no longer feel pain, fear and sadness because your body has completely accepted it.

The tide recedes and you slowly emerge from the water. The sky clears and a few seagulls fly over the sea. You blow the gentle sea breeze and open your hands to breathe gently. You feel relaxed and happy now.

Okay, let’s do it again now and slowly relax our bodies..."

The soft voice is like a powerful spiritual force, giving Ling Yechen a strong pillar of support.

By the time I finished the second time, I felt that my whole body had become lighter.

The irritable mood just now has been calmed down.

He opened his eyes and looked at Hutao.

"Are you feeling better?" Hutao asked.

"Well, it's much better, don't worry."

"I just said it will definitely work, you know? Any pain is due to the inability to accept the source of the pain from within, so we must truly accept the bad emotions that all those things bring us in our hearts."
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"Are you also in pain and fear because of some things?" Ling Yeshen asked.

Hutao: "That's for sure. Who's life is smooth sailing? No, you don't, and I don't.

Human life is full of unknowns, accompanied by setbacks and distress.

Of course there will be occasional surprises and happiness.

Life is full of different situations, you have to try to accept them."

Ling Yeshen: "You know so much."

Hu Tao smiled and said: "Yes, you are the only one who is your own salvation. The more you experience, the more you know."

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The two of them were lying on the bed covered with quilts, looking at the ceiling and talking.

Hu Tao talked a little too much, and when she was about to fall asleep, Ling Yeshen suddenly said: "I want to go downstairs to see my grandpa, will you go with me?"

Hu Tao's drowsiness was driven away by these words.

He was so shocked that he sat up straight from the bed: "What did you say?"

Ling Yechen repeated it again: "I want to see my grandpa for the last time, will you go with me?"

Hutao: "You really thought about it, can you control your emotions?"

Ling Yechen also sat up straight: "Well, I want to give it a try. You are right, you are your own salvation."

Hu Tao thought for a while and said: "Okay, I support you. You go and try. If it doesn't work, there is still me. I won't let anything happen to you."

The two of them got up and tidied up.

Hutao asked him to take a bath and tidy himself up, which was a sign of respect for his grandfather.

He has been in the room for the past two days, let alone taking a shower. He has not even washed his face.

I feel like my whole body stinks.

He was very quick, he came out in ten minutes and changed into a set of clean clothes.

"Are you really ready?" Hutao asked standing at the door.

Ling Yeshen behind him nodded and said: "Well, let's go."

Hu Tao opened the door and the two went down to the third floor together.

As soon as I arrived at the stairs, I heard a lot of people's voices. It seemed that there were a lot of people.

His room is so soundproof that you can't hear anything.

The two of them came downstairs and attracted everyone's attention. He was so conspicuous that it was difficult not to notice him.
Chapter completed!