My idol Qingsi Fenglei
It took me three years to write this book.
These three years have been a journey that no one has ever walked on their knees.
I watched its shocking, desolate vicissitudes, loneliness and desolation alone with narcissism.
For three years, I have been forgotten by my relatives, lovers, and friends. I smoke 2-3 packs of low-quality cigarettes every day, eat 1-2 meals a day, and am severely malnourished. I just keep typing on the keyboard every day and suffer from severe lack of sleep. My eyes began to lose their brightness...
When I thought this book was finished, I was already dying. I was 1.7 meters tall but weighed no more than 90 pounds.
First of all, I want to be very grateful for taking the risk of publishing my novel, because my book may not follow the trend so much.
This book attempts to have some ideological thickness and depth, but in fact, it is not satisfactory and makes famous people laugh. But in the end, it returns to the trend and returns to simplicity. The writing is written in a novice style, which can be understood by junior high school students. .
As an author born in the 1970s, my writing power and style will not follow three major routes: the route of childish brain-dead god B shaking, the route of upgrading formula data of physical and chemical flow, and the route of brushing the map and brushing the boss. I can't even tolerate typos and bad sentences. As well as the flaws and logical confusion of the storyline.
I have always had a very obsessive-compulsive disorder about writing articles, and I want to do it to the extreme, but of course, I have never been able to do it.
Some readers have said it, so what else can you write?
But I think that if the three major routes mentioned above are discarded, the novel will not be boring, but will be full of vitality, soul and fascinating.
I personally think that for every thousand new books that are sold online today, 900 follow the three major routes mentioned above. Those books are all the same, and they are basically templates for young people to imitate and plagiarize to make money. You don’t lack these. A variety of resources, you can enjoy countless books at any time.
My book is one of the other hundred. It may not give you a mind-numbing pleasure or numbness, but I hope it will be a book that you will remember deeply and stand out from the rest.
Of course I don’t want to be niche, and I have always tried my best to write in a popular way, but I can’t give up an instinctive responsibility: I can’t bully readers’ intelligence, I have to respect readers, which also means respecting my own writing and people.
I don’t deny that the monopoly development of cultural trends leads online readers to crazy fantasies and falls into a false situation, destroying the true meaning and inheritance of the story!
In fact, fantasy novels can help young people read and develop their minds, which is the positive energy of science. This sentence is not wrong. This is also the energy I am trying to develop.
The only people who really make a novel accessible to the public are a few editors. Whatever book they want to support is the book! Online platforms and editors control the largest readership resources. This is a very dangerous fact! Even the so-called market Inspection is also controlled by a few people, because readers have no choice at all. Responsible editors will take risks to discover novels that dare to innovate and establish new schools, but the risks are very high.
In contemporary Internet articles, can a 15-year-old write a long novel? But as long as he plagiarizes a masterpiece, he can become popular! A 30-year-old insists on being original, and his story writing skills and even commercial value are first-rate, but he will be shot by editors. Today's Chinese Internet articles, It has become a garbage dump for wholesale clones! There are thousands of popular and identical junk novels, and there are also thousands of truly original and good books that have been buried. Who can explain?
So my personal conclusion is that there is no bottom line in online writing. Stop talking about research and opportunistic advertising. The best way to immerse yourself in coding is to create diligently. Regardless of the quality of the book, if you write tens of millions of words, you will become famous if you plagiarize. If you create a good original story, you will be a real master.
The benefit of this book is that it is for adults. I have tried my best to make the plot novel, stimulating and exciting. Of course, this is a matter of opinion, so I will be satisfied if the reader can read it.
I even dreamed of integrating science fiction, supernatural, supernatural, fantasy and even fairy tale elements into it. As for why I designated it as an urban novel, it is because the tone of the book is still urban.
Don't think that if I write like this, it will be different. After reading it, you will understand that online articles sometimes have no moves and definitions. Always describing the story according to the master's model really makes a real author drowsy. Passion dissipates.
As a low-level writer who aims to create "dark flow" novels, I take a non-sectarian route. I pretend to be profound and talk about it as "obliterating the audio and visual, and being omnipresent. The dark flow is an existence that cannot be perceived by humans. It is "The Laws and Civilization of Another World". To put it simply, you won't be able to classify my book into a certain system until the end.
This book has been confused, ups and downs, lost and burned! But it still exists tenaciously, howling in my soul day and night, waiting for my nourishment and nourishment! It is very weak and different, even a monster. It may be copied or cloned, but it won't be powerful enough to be imitated.
Because this is where my soul and hard work are, it is my life and understanding, and it is just an exile of my thoughts and philosophy.
Even though all this has ruined and devoured my life, I have no regrets.
It is not the best book, and it is not even qualified to be called a literary work. But I hope it will be a book you will never forget among the online articles you have read.
I may pass away soon, or I may live a long life. I just hope that this book can stay in this world, blooming coldly and lonely in this false world, and nothing can destroy its existence.
I only hope that this book, in addition to being full of passion, can also reveal a little sense of responsibility and human ethics in the online literary world where monsters are everywhere and corpses are everywhere.
I kept coughing up blood, kept smoking, and refused to give up. This was a terrible endless cycle.
Human life is so humble and fragile.
But some spirits and thoughts are so stubborn and last forever.
I believe in the soul more than the universe. Because the heaven and earth are too great and ethereal, but the soul is so kind.
Chapter completed!