Shao Jingya's merciless words made He Yongnian suddenly hurt. He lowered his eyes, his expression was more decadent than ever before. It took him a while to squeeze out a sentence from his throat, "Jing... Jingya, you are right, I

I really have no qualifications! I know that everything is my fault. It’s right for you to blame me and hate me! It’s all my fault that I was too confused and made a big mistake! Jingya, I don’t ask for your forgiveness, I only ask... you

Can you listen to what I have to say?"

Shao Jingya didn't move her eyelids, but tugged at the corner of her mouth, "Is this necessary? No matter what happened back then, more than twenty years have passed, and things have changed. There is no need to hold on to the past and not let go. I

No resentment, no hatred, everything is destined... I don't blame anyone."

"No... Jingya!" He Yongnian grabbed her hand forgetfully, "I am not worthy of being a husband, let alone a father. Because of me, you have suffered a lot in these years and were separated from your children; even more so.

Because of me, Xiaonuan grew up beside others and never received the love of her biological parents for a day. I am the culprit and I deserve to go to hell."

"That's enough!" Shao Jingya interrupted coldly, "What's the use of saying this? Even if everything goes back to the beginning, Mr. He, you will still choose not to believe me. The most important thing between a husband and wife is trust in each other. I can

I understand a man's anger and embarrassment when he encounters that kind of thing, but why... you don't even want to listen to my explanation? Even if I swear or even die to prove it, you still refuse to believe me, why... you

I only believe your eyes, but refuse to believe my heart? If I really fell in love with someone else, why did I go through all the trouble to be with you in the first place? You didn't give me the slightest chance, so you just believed others' accusations against me.

At that moment of betrayal, did you ever think about our past feelings? Was it at that time that face was above all else, and thus canceled out everything we had in the past? "

Shao Jingya became more and more excited as she spoke. Finally, when she stopped, her body was trembling slightly. After a while, she calmed down and said again: "The matter is over, I don't want to mention the past anymore! It's all over.

Well, don’t bother each other anymore, just pretend... we have never met."

"No, how is this possible?" He Yongnian held her hand tightly, with an indescribable sadness and confusion in his eyes, "Jingya, how could it be possible that we have never met? We... also have a son and a daughter!

Even if you hate me, Feng'er and Xiaonuan, they..."

"Children are children. They have grown up and each has their own happiness. As a mother, I have always been ashamed of them. Since I have never given them love, what qualifications do I have to ask them for a family relationship now? In the future...

... Of course I will try my best to care about them, but... there is no connection between the children and us! I hope you can understand."

"Jingya, can you... really not give me another chance?" He Yongnian almost begged to speak.

Shao Jingya finally looked him in the eyes. The two looked at each other for a moment. She shook her head firmly, "Not everything...can be started over! Many things...you only have one chance. People should look forward.

Instead of living in the past! I said that I no longer resent you, and please... let yourself go!"

After she finished speaking, she firmly pushed He Yongnian's hand away, opened the door, and walked out without any hesitation.

His hand stayed in mid-air, refusing to put it down for a long time. He felt the coldness rushing through his body from the soles of his feet, and the helpless feeling made it difficult for him to breathe.

"Dad, what are you..." He Yifeng walked out of nowhere. After looking around and not finding Shao Jingya, he asked nervously: "Where is my mother?"

He Yongnian looked at the empty corridor for a while and then murmured: "I'm leaving, and I'll never come back again. In this life...she will never forgive me!"

He Yifeng was stunned, "Dad, how could you let mom go? Didn't you say..."

Before He Yifeng could finish speaking, He Yongnian shook his head in despair, "I have said everything that is useless, can be said, and cannot be said! But... your mother is right, the damage has already been done, isn't it?

You can say sorry for all the hurts, but not all sorry can make up for the hurt! In my life... I have only loved one woman, your mother, but ironically, she is also the woman who has hurt me the most! In this life and the next life,

I’m afraid I won’t even be able to repay my guilt to her!”

He Yifeng frowned and said, "Dad, could it be that... you just give up?"

He Yongnian was silent for a long time, and then spoke again, "If persistence can make your mother change her mind, I will be willing to persist for the rest of my life, but... she is already married, and... she said... she never wants me to go again.

Disturbing her life! Maybe... I am too selfish. More than 20 years have passed, and the wounds have scabbed in my heart. My persistent pursuit will only peel off the scabs and make the wounds drip with blood again.

, wouldn’t this be too cruel for her?”

"dad……"

He Yongnian stretched out his hand to stop what he wanted to say, "I no longer have the right to bring pain to your mother. Some mistakes are destined to be made by me alone. Let me repent in the remaining lonely years!"

Only in this way can you be worthy of her! From now on, you brothers and sisters must be more filial to your mother, but never mention me in front of her! I, a sinful person, do not deserve to disturb her life anymore."

"dad……"

"There is no need to say anything more, I have made up my mind! No one is allowed to mention this matter again!" He Yongnian said loudly, and when he turned and walked out, he stopped again, "Feng'er, remember, the most important thing in loving a woman is trust.

She, let her feel safe by your side for the rest of her life! Dad understands all this too late. I have missed the love of my life. I hope my children will not miss it again..."

"..."

He Yongnian said nothing and turned to walk to the other end of the corridor. Looking at his back, He Yifeng felt for the first time that his father's back was a little rickety. He realized for the first time that his father was no longer young.

It has become late.

Originally, he and Mu Nuan just wanted to bring their parents together. They knew that their parents' separation was due to a misunderstanding. After so many years, they hoped that they could resolve their knots with each other. Even if they really couldn't get together again, at least they could.

You can ask your mother to forgive your father for the sake of the relationship back then, because they both understand that they are still each other's favorite. Otherwise...after so many years, my father will not always miss my mother, and my mother will not forget about that period.

I have always been resentful about the past! All of this is because of the word 'love'!

However, they did not expect that this grudge could not be resolved.

After listening to his father's words, He Yifeng understood that it was not the sharp sword that hurt people. The wounds of swords can eventually heal, but the wounds of love can hurt people for a lifetime. The wound carved on the heart will last a lifetime.

It can't be healed either.

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On the terrace of the back hall of the hotel, a bulging heater was facing away from a man wearing a hospital gown.

Mu Nuan did not expect that as soon as she walked out of the lounge, she would see him squatting at the door, covering the wounds on his body with his big hands. His hair was slightly messy. Although the hospital gown was a bit frowny, it did not affect his handsome facial features at all.

However, she could tell at a glance that he was uncomfortable. Even though he tried his best to disguise it, she could still tell that he was in pain.

She obviously came out with the child with Man Wen. When she saw Mo Xiangyuan, Man Wen naturally understood. She secretly pursed her lips and smiled. She hurriedly took Nini from Mu Nuan's hand and rushed to Mo Xiangyuan.

With a wink, he took the children away with a smile.

Mu Nuan stood at the door, either leaving or staying, feeling a little at a loss for a moment.

Seeing Mu Nuan, Mo Xiangyuan stood up hurriedly. His eyes were like a ball of fire, staring at him eagerly, which made Mu Nuan's heart tighten and her heart beat faster.

She instinctively took a step back, turned around and wanted to escape, but was caught by Mo Xiangyuan...

His hand was scalding hot, like a branding iron, and it was branded on her heart all of a sudden. She felt as if her heart jumped to her throat, as if it would pop out of her chest in the next second.

"Nuan Nuan, don't go... I... have been waiting for you for a long time! I... have a few words to say to you, just a few words, please give me some time, okay?" Mo Xiangyuan spoke carefully, for fear of her

I would reject him with such caution.

Mu Nuan's heartstrings tugged. She couldn't tell how she felt after hearing his words. She just took a deep breath and pretended to be cold and said: "Didn't I ask you to go back to the hospital? Why are you still here? What if?

I remember correctly...I just said that if you don't go back to the hospital, I will never see you again! It seems..."

"No... Nuan Nuan, don't! Don't!" Mo Xiangyuan grabbed her hand tightly, as if she would disappear in front of his eyes in the next second. He was so nervous that he couldn't describe it. In this life, he has been

He had never been so nervous before. At this moment, Mu Nuan's eyes seemed to be able to determine the fate of his life.

"Why not? Since you don't want to listen to me, what else is there to say?" Mu Nuan deliberately made a sullen face, as if she was really angry.

"No...it's not like that!" Mo Xiangyuan stared at her, not daring to look away even a little bit, and explained incoherently, "It's not that I don't listen to you, in fact...it's because I'm afraid...I'm afraid...just

If you leave like this, you will never pay attention to me again! Nuannuan, I finally stopped you from marrying Luo Haoyang. I can't experience such a thrilling experience again!" He took a deep breath, as if he was making some kind of determination, "

If...if you really refuse to forgive me, then what's the point of my life!"

His words stunned Mu Nuan, and the next second, before she could come to her senses, she was hugged tightly by a warm and thick embrace...

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Chapter completed!