"But there's one thing you've never considered for me."

"You know that I love freedom. It is precisely because of this that I left home and went to the desert with you. But in order to be afraid that I would leave, you actually withheld all the letters I sent to my parents... which is equivalent to imprisoning me in your house.

around."

"Actually, from the moment I married you, I was no longer happy."

"Do you know how much I hope that when I get married, I can get the blessings of my parents and let my mother put on the wedding dress for me when I get married..."

"But you don't know, you don't understand at all... Later it even got to the point where whenever I went out for a horse ride during the day, you would send out a large number of people to look for me. Did you know that every time I was rejected and hurt by your family?

How much do I need someone to comfort me when I am in trouble? How much do I need to vent the depression in my heart?"

"You don't know, you don't know anything. You will only use more extreme methods to tie me to you and prevent me from leaving."

"...When your relatives hurt me, the moment I jumped into the cliff, I felt extremely relaxed, and what I was thinking in my mind was that I could be freed."

These words have never been spoken by Ruyi, they have always been hidden in the deepest part of his heart.

In fact, she only realized now that when she was with Lomar, she felt suffocated, depressed, and not happy at all.

But Wu Gaochao respected her, gave her freedom, and made her feel relaxed, so she liked being with him even more.

"So I--"

"Okay, don't say any more."

Before Ruyi could finish speaking, Luomar interrupted her angrily and looked at her in disbelief. It turned out that she no longer loved him from such an early age.

It’s not that I don’t love, it’s that I can’t afford to love.

Ha ha……

Lomar laughed to himself, it turned out that the real reason for their separation was not his parents or Wu Gaochao.

But himself!

I remember the first time I saw her, I was attracted by the innocent smile on her face, and I recognized her immediately.

Later, he also discovered that the smile on her face was much less, and he also knew what she was thinking. Every time she wrote home letters, he would read them again, and he clearly knew that she was eager to go back and see her relatives.

But he still refused because he was afraid that she would not come back if she left, and that her parents would snatch her away.

What she didn't know was that every time he heard her mention how much her parents loved her and how happy their life was before, he would become jealous and go crazy with jealousy, so he would stop her from going home even more.

Unexpectedly, it was precisely because of these that her heart moved away from him little by little.

The smile on his face became more and more ugly, and his heart became more and more painful. It was not until this moment that he realized that he had really lost her.

Looking at her face again, she still stood firmly in front of the man, for fear that he would hurt him again.

Once upon a time, she must have loved herself this way.

pity--

"Su Jinxiu, even if you don't admit that you are Su Jinxiu, you still are! She is the wife of my wife, Luomar Mingxiu. As long as I don't divorce you for a day, you will be my woman."

Hearing Luo Maer's words, the pain in Ruyi's eyes deepened.

It was because she knew this fact that she couldn't face Wu Gaochao.
Chapter completed!