Looking at him from afar but feeling so sad 5000(1/2)
At dusk, the gorgeous sunset dyes the sky red, and the afterglow of the setting sun fills the earth.
On the beach of Mo Island, Guan Hao held Qu Ranran tightly with her long hair flying in his arms, and in front of them, there was a handsome and smart little boy who was building a sandcastle with a young girl.
Qu Ranran turned her head to look at Guan Hao and smiled sweetly.
Guan Hao's affectionate eyes were full of endearment, and he quickly tilted his head and wanted to kiss Qu Ranran.
Qu Ranran raised her eyes, with a happy smile on her face.
One second, two seconds, three seconds...
After waiting, without the expected feeling of lips touching, Qu Ranran slowly opened her eyes.
The moment she opened her eyes, she saw Guan Hao who had disappeared from in front of her. The smile on Qu Ranran's face faded, and her eyes immediately searched her surroundings.
However, the dusk was still gorgeous, and the sound of laughter and laughter could be heard from the little boy and the little girl playing in the distance, but Guan Hao could no longer be seen in Qu Ranran's sight.
An unprecedented panic spread in her heart...
She began to call his name crazily, and kept calling, and kept calling... but she still didn't wait for his response.
In an instant, her sky seemed to have collapsed, and she cried heartbrokenly.
In this world, if there is no him, even if everything is still nothing, what's the point?
Sitting paralyzed on the beach, Qu Ranran looked dull and murmured, "Guan Hao, Guan Hao..."
…
"Ran Ran, Ran Ran..."
Qin Zixin shook Qu Ranran's body and kept calling.
Qu Ranran, who was immersed in sleep, finally slowly opened her thick long eyelashes, looked at Qin Zixin with watery eyes, and said weakly, "Sister..."
Qin Zixin stroked her chest and said fearfully, "You really scared me to death... You had a nightmare, did you know?"
"Nightmare?"
Qu Ranran slowly sat up, as if recalling the contents of his dream, his eyes glazed over.
Qin Zixin stretched out his arm to hold Qu Ranran, and said pitifully, "You kept calling Guan Hao's name in your dream just now. Did you dream about him?"
Qu Ranran reached out to wipe away the tears that had fallen from the corners of her eyes in the dream, and did not speak, expressing her acquiescence.
Qin Zixin sighed, "This is really called thinking about him every day and dreaming about him at night. You also said that you have let go of him."
At this moment, Qu Ranran did not listen to Qin Zixin's words. Her mind was filled with images from her dreams, and the pain and sadness of losing that person were still reunited in her heart.
She didn't know whether to be grateful that this was just a dream, or sad that the dream was actually reality.
"Ran Ran..."
Qu Ranran finally came to his senses, "Huh?"
"Did you hear what I said?"
"you say."
"I said I think about it day by day and dream about it at night, but you still care about Guan Hao!"
"Sister, it's very late. Let's not talk about this anymore. I want to sleep..." Lying down again, Qu Ranran was obviously avoiding the topic. She closed her eyelids that were red and thick after crying.
Qin Zixin originally wanted to comfort Qu Ranran, but he thought that Qu Ranran always had to go through such hard days before he could see the rainbow after the storm, so Qin Zixin lay down next to Qu Ranran and did not say anything more.
There was nothing more to say, but he said lovingly, "Ran Ran, all this will pass soon..."
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Two weeks later.
Before Qu Ranran got on the plane, she received another call from Qin Zixin.
"Ran Ran, you have to be careful in everything. Don't forget that you are pregnant now. Regardless of whether you decide to keep the child or not, you must take good care of yourself before you come back..."
"I know."
"I'll wait for you to come back and tell me your decision."
"Um."
Qu Ranran put away her cell phone and put it in her bag, then walked into the airport security checkpoint.
…
The plane soars in the vast sky.
Qu Ranran closed her eyes and took a nap on the plane for a while, although she never fell asleep.
Maybe it's because Qu Ranran has been thinking deeply, but it feels like he has arrived in G City in the blink of an eye in three hours...
Qu Ranran was only dragging a small suitcase. She wanted to take a taxi to the address Qi Siya said, but as soon as she stepped out of the airport, a low-profile private car parked beside her.
, a tall and thin driver over fifty years old got out of the car.
She spent some time with Li Renjun when she was in G City, so she quickly recognized that the man in front of her was Li Renjun's exclusive driver.
"Miss Qu, long time no see... Mrs. Li asked me to pick you up."
Knowing that the driver's wife Mrs. Li was referring to Qi Siya, Qu Ranran smiled slightly and said, "She really doesn't mind the trouble. I can take a taxi myself."
"Miss Qu, get in the car..."
"good."
The driver took Qu Ranran's luggage into the trunk, and Qu Ranran immediately got into the car.
Not long after the car left the airport, Qi Siya's phone call came.
Qu Ranran smiled and pressed the answer button, "Siya..."
Qi Siya's voice was full of joy, "Dear, are you here?"
"Well, it's in Uncle Chen's car."
"That's great... Come on, Ranran, I'm still waiting for you to make a decision for me!"
"What decision?" Qu Ranran asked curiously.
"It's just about choosing a wedding dress... Oh my God, the wedding ceremony is going to be held at five o'clock in the afternoon. I haven't decided which wedding dress to wear yet..." Qi Siya said annoyed.
Qu Ranran smiled lightly and said, "Okay, I'll go over and help you choose." What a cute little woman with a phobia of choice...
…
After about half an hour's drive, the car drove into a mansion with a garden.
Qu Ranran got out of the car and looked at the European-style fountain in this villa, which reminded her of the Qu family in the past.
When my father was alive, their family also owned such a luxurious mansion...
"Is it Miss Qu?"
When Qu Ranran was in a trance, a servant came to her and said politely.
Qu Ranran came back to her senses and smiled politely, "Yeah."
"Mrs. Li is already waiting for you upstairs. Come with me."
"OK."
The servant immediately took the luggage brought by the driver and led Qu Ranran towards the mansion.
A few minutes later, Qu Ranran arrived at the second floor and stood in front of a women's exclusive cloakroom.
The servant respectfully said to Qi Siya who was sitting in front of the mirror, "Mrs. Li, Miss Qu is here."
Qi Siya was sitting in front of the mirror when she suddenly heard the servant's voice. She tugged on the hem of her wedding dress and turned around excitedly. "Ran Ran——"
"Siya."
Seeing Qu Ranran, Qi Siya's eyes turned red inexplicably. She rushed to Qu Ranran and hugged Qu Ranran. Her tears had already slipped out and she choked out, "It's been a long time since I last saw you. I'm so good."
Miss you……"
Qu Ranran supported her friend and looked at her obviously bulging belly, which was already five months old. She scolded her lightly, "Hey, you, a pregnant woman, actually ran over like this just now. What if you hurt the baby?"
Qi Siya burst into tears and smiled, "I just miss you so much!"
Qu Ranrantian smiled lightly, "I miss you too."
Qi Siya took Qu Ranran to sit in front of the mirror of the dressing table in the cloakroom. She carefully looked at Qu Ranran's slightly haggard face and said distressedly, "Why does your face look so different from yours after you gave birth? I'll go see you."
It still looks bad!"
Qu Ranran pretended to caress her cheek seriously, "Is there any? Maybe it's because I haven't put on makeup yet. I haven't done much skin care recently."
Qi Siya looked straight at Qu Ranran, with a hint of sadness in her eyes, "Ranran, you really don't look good. This has nothing to do with whether you have taken care of yourself..." Her friend was still as beautiful as ever, but there was a hint of sadness in her eyes.
"I have heard from Renjun what happened between you and Mr. Guan. I didn't expect that when Renjun and I got married, you didn't come to our wedding with Mr. Guan on your arm..."
Qu Ranran didn't want to discuss this now irrelevant issue with Qi Siya on such a beautiful day, so she immediately changed the subject, "Siya, didn't you say you haven't chosen your wedding dress yet?"
"Oops, I almost forgot..." Qi Siya stood up eagerly, walked to the closet, opened the huge cabinet door, and said worriedly, "Look, Renjun asked the designer to measure these wedding dresses for me.
To be continued...