Chapter 310

Her words were like winter snow, which directly extinguished the burning fire in his heart. He looked at her deeply, trying hard to save her, "Are you talking angry words to me now?"

"I'm not talking angrily. You know, my character is not a person who refuses to accept something. Every decision I make is carefully considered. It's like I have never regretted my choice to bury my self-esteem."

I want to make it up to you." She stared at him, her voice was very soft and soft, like fallen leaves falling in the autumn wind. "Ling Tian, ​​there was a chance between us, but due to some strange combination of circumstances, we still missed it."

Her clear eyes turned away from the smoke, and the corners of her lips raised decisive words, "We have missed it, and there is no way to look back."

His heart hurt so much that it far exceeded the pain he felt when he learned of her "betrayal".

He suddenly felt that he was in a desolate place, with no sunny days, no wind and rain, only darkness and loneliness...

There was no way they could go back.

She turned around and left with firm steps.

"Qin Zixin!!"

He called her name and chased after her.

He desperately turned her back, his dark eyes covered with mist, "Even if we can't be husband and wife, please let me stay with you in this last moment, okay?"

He had read the diary she left behind and knew how much he disappointed her... so he would not blame her for her cruel rejection, because he had already mentally prepared himself to face all difficulties.

The most important issue right now is that he wants to stay with her. He must stay with her. He never wants to be separated from her again.

"But, I don't need you." She covered her long eyelashes.

"Xinxin..."

She lowered her head and her voice was slightly hoarse, "Don't call me that..."

"Let me stay with you... We can temporarily put aside the past and just be a pair of simple friends. I just ask you to let me stay with you at this moment."

She gently broke away from him and spat out impatiently, "Ji Lingtian, I've already told you that I don't need you. Didn't I say it plainly enough?"

"I know you want to make me angry..."

"I don't, I'm just telling you the truth from the bottom of my heart... I don't care about you anymore, don't you understand yet?" Her voice gradually rose, and her impatience became more obvious.

He looked at her deeply, as if her reaction at this moment was unexpected.

She sighed heavily, adjusted her emotions, and spoke slowly, "If you are really good for me, then let me completely break away from the past and live for myself... When I was seventeen years old, I was ignorant and only wanted to be alone.

Being good to me, I just wanted to follow that person wholeheartedly for the rest of my life. Only when I am thirty years old now do I realize how simple my thoughts were when I was seventeen... In these thirteen years that I missed, I wasted my youth and energy.

With all my energy, I have been pursuing something that I can never get. Now I finally gave up. After giving up, I realized that there are actually many beautiful things in this world, and there are also many people worth getting to know again.

, I can completely start my new life... Maybe I felt guilty for you in the past, but I have spent thirteen years repaying what I owed you, so now you don't owe me, and neither do I.

I owe you, we are settled, let the fate between us end here!"

She closed her eyes so that he could not tell her thoughts from her eyes, but he could clearly feel the fatigue in her tone...

Sadness crept into the corners of his eyes, "We are shallow, and it is impossible for us to have no intersection at all."

She slowly opened her eyes and looked at him calmly, "So, we don't have to be enemies, we can be friends forever."

"I have read your diary and I know you cannot give up so easily. You are a stubborn person."

"Are you referring to my old crush on you?"

"That's not what I meant. I just hope that we can think rationally... If you choose to reject me because you are angry with me for what I have done, I am willing to wait until you are angry, as long as you can give us another chance.

I will let you see my regret, my compensation and my sincerity, but if what you say at this moment comes from your heart, and you have found someone who can bring you warmth and dependence, I will not force you.

Because I also hope you can live well."

She looked at him without blinking and said sternly without any hesitation, "I firmly believe that Yuchen will be able to bring me the life I want."

Therefore, her choice is to stay away from him and start her new life.

He looked at her quietly, as if he was unwilling to accept her answer, and was too heartbroken to speak.

She turned around again, this time taking steps without hesitation.

"Xinxin!" His mournful voice echoed in the howling wind, so panicked and frightened.

She was determined and never looked back.

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Does he really have no chance?

He really...can't save her?

Standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, Ji Lingtian felt his chest tightening, and a heart-wrenching pain spread throughout his body... This feeling was just like the feeling he had when he learned of her death.

of fear.

When she made amends to him for past mistakes, he just hated her indiscriminately...

When she tested him again and again, he knew that she just wanted to see a little hope, but he always used a cruel and vicious tone to destroy all her hopes...

For the past thirteen years, she has been striving for perfection...

When she was terminally ill, many times she just wanted him to have a good talk with her, but he was always arrogant...

If he really cared about her, how could he not even know that she was terminally ill? As a husband, he was even worse than Gu Yuchen, an outsider...

Therefore, he is indeed not qualified to take care of her...

He is not qualified...

After thinking about this, Ji Lingtian lit a cigarette dejectedly and looked out the window, trying to use nicotine to numb the pain in his heart.

This small island is so peaceful and peaceful.

When he came here, he thought he might be able to spend some time isolated from the world with her, but when he got here, he realized that his arrival had destroyed the tranquility here.

I still remember the day when she "betrayed" him and later came to him to beg for her forgiveness. Her sad eyes contained deep love. Unfortunately, he was blinded by hatred and didn't even bother to care about her feelings. Now, when he is okay, he doesn't care about her feelings.

It's easy to figure out that when he longed to be with her again, the deep love she had in the past was no longer in his eyes.

She has no hatred or love for him, just peace.

This kind of calmness overwhelmed him, making him more confused than her hating him.

Is he really unable to save her?

No……

He didn't want to believe it.

The respectful voices of his men interrupted his thoughts.

"Mr. Ji, we have been on the island for fifteen days..."

With his back turned to his men, he said "hmm" almost silently.

The subordinate asked, "When will we go back?"

Ji Lingtian didn't answer.

The subordinate was afraid that the boss would misunderstand his talk, so he quickly added, "It's about the little miss's study. The old lady couldn't contact you, so she contacted me to ask when you would return to New York. She said that the little miss had already started school for a few days. If you

She didn't have time to take the little lady back to City Y, so she let the little lady study in New York."

"No, just tell her that I will go back as soon as possible."

"yes."

The men retreated silently.

However, when his subordinates turned around and were about to leave, Ji Lingtian suddenly called out to him, "You must have heard my conversation with Qin Zixin, right?"

The subordinate nodded awkwardly, "Yes...yes."

"Do you think what she said to me was angry?"

"this……"

"Honestly."

His hands trembled. He wanted to tell the truth, but he didn't dare to say it!

Ji Lingtian guessed the concerns of his subordinates and gave them reassurance. "You tell the truth according to your thoughts, and I won't blame you."

Hearing what Ji Lingtian said, his subordinates boldly said, "Mr. Ji, as someone who has been in love for many times and is considered a half-love expert, what Madam said to you doesn't seem like angry words.

Because Madam has always been a very calm person. In addition, women have a deep heart. I think Mr. Ji, you cannot choose to give up on Madam just because of what Madam said. Maybe Madam is still testing your patience and perseverance...

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"So, should I choose to stay?"

"Mr. Ji, you have already made a choice...Aren't you planning to go back to New York just to follow Madam's wishes and give Madam some peace?"

"But I'm not willing to do it."

"Even if you are unwilling to do so, Mr. Ji, it won't help if you stay here all the time." His subordinate said seriously, "What Madam needs most right now is cultivation. If you stay here reluctantly, it will disturb Madam's cultivation... In my opinion

, you have already made it clear to the madam what you should say, and the madam will definitely consider it in her heart. You might as well take advantage of the time when the madam is recuperating on the island, and give her some private time to let her think about you thoroughly.
To be continued...