Chapter 369

Qin Zixin stared blankly at Ji Lingtian's handsome face, still unable to believe the sudden change before her eyes.

Ji Lingtian gently pressed Qin Zixin into his arms, caressing her thin back tenderly with his big palms, "Since it is a misunderstanding, let's make it clear... After experiencing so many things, in the days to come, we can actually

Cherish each other more."

Leaning in Ji Lingtian's warm and thick arms, Qin Zixin didn't want to let go at all...

However, the inexplicable sourness in her heart made her slowly push him away at this moment.

He was a little surprised that she pushed away and looked at her with a frown.

Qin Zixin lowered his head, swallowed the lump in his throat, and then said to him in a serious tone, "Ling Tian, ​​have you really thought about it?"

"Xinxin..."

Ji Lingtian wanted to help Qin Zixin, but Qin Zixin took a step back.

Qin Zixin distanced herself from Ji Lingtian and looked at Ji Lingtian sadly with red eyes, "Are you sure you still want to follow me?"

"certainly!"

"But we will still encounter many problems..."

"We can solve anything." Ji Lingtian promised.

"But Lingtian, have you ever thought about it... After we got back together, we didn't have many happy days. What we felt most was tiredness."

Qin Zixin's words made Ji Lingtian slightly stunned.

Qin Zixin turned his back, no longer facing Ji Lingtian, and said to himself, "Lingtian...Actually, after being with me, many of your feelings have changed...As you told me before, I will no longer

I am no longer simple and kind. I am deep and calculating. I am completely different from when I was seventeen years old..."

Ji Lingtian sighed softly, "Xinxin, I admit that you have indeed changed a lot from when you were seventeen years old... But as time goes by, not only you, but also me, have changed. I shouldn't unilaterally accuse you of changing."

Please forgive me for my immaturity at the time... After living for such a long time, feelings have always been my weakest point."

Qin Zixin shook his head, "I know you very well... In fact, as early as the beginning of our relationship, you had already discovered that getting along with me was not as happy as you imagined. You looked into the root cause and finally found that it was actually because of the passage of time.

The passage of time has caused great changes in both you and me... Although we still love each other deeply, we can no longer find the same feelings as before when we are together with each other."

"Xinxin, my love for you has not changed..." Ji Lingtian confessed in a low voice.

"You haven't changed...but you have to admit that you don't feel much about the current Qin Zixin."

Qin Zixin's words once again stunned Ji Lingtian.

Qin Zixin slowly turned around, faced Ji Lingtian's solemn face, and said hoarsely, "Lingtian, let's let each other go..."

Ji Lingtian shook his head.

Qin Zixin spat out with sourness, "Please don't stay with me for the sake of responsibility..."

Ji Lingtian's face became darker and darker, and he looked at her darkly.

Qin Zixin looked into his dark eyes as deep as pool water, and said slowly, "Although I misunderstood you and Ren Qingle, but the feeling of a woman is right... you have always hoped to find it in me.

It brings back the feeling of the past, but at the beginning of our relationship, you have already discovered that I am no longer the girl you liked back then, and I can never get back the good feeling I had back then... But you are a very responsible person

Man, no matter how shallow it is, or the suffering I suffered for you in those years, you know very well that you have a share of responsibility for me, and you cannot let go of me, because all my unhappiness in this life is because of you, family and friends.

You are not allowed to leave me alone."

"Why do you think that?"

Ji Lingtian tried to approach Qin Zixin, but Qin Zixin had already moved away, keeping her distance from him.

Qin Zixin kept shaking his head and retreated until his body reached the wall, "Ling Tian, ​​I beg you, don't give me sympathy, don't pretend to love me now, and don't pretend that you live happily with me.

...Although you are doing this for me, do you know that I, who pretend to enjoy your love for me, am actually not happy..."

Ji Lingtian finally stopped moving forward, and his gloomy look showed how worried he was at the moment.

Qin Zixin stared at Ji Lingtian blankly, and said sadly, "Go find your own happiness... don't waste your time on me anymore. I have never blamed you or held you responsible for the past.

, everything I do is done for you willingly, you really don’t need to blame yourself for me.”

"We can solve all problems together in the future..." Ji Lingtian's voice was hoarse.

He admitted it...he finally admitted it.

He loves her, but actually it's more out of responsibility.

It is impossible for him to treat her badly in this life, he is such a person who values ​​love and justice.

My heart hurts like a knife...

Qin Zixin was almost speechless and choked, but she still faced him with the strongest attitude, "If we could solve the problem together, we wouldn't have so many disputes before..."

"This is just a running-in period. We will get along more and more harmoniously in the future..."

"Don't deceive yourself!!" The tears finally flowed down. After getting back together with him, she was always so useless and cried at every turn. "You don't love me anymore, Ling Tian." She bit her lip and said painfully.

Show the facts.

From the first time he told her, "She is no longer the Qin Zixin she used to be," she already felt that he didn't have much love for her now...

It's just that she has been unwilling to admit it because she has always been afraid of losing him.

But after more than a month of thinking, she finally figured it out...

It turns out that there is no happiness if you force yourself. I am so cautious, evasive, and unwilling to admit it. In fact, I am just deceiving myself.

Real and sincere emotions will not be mixed with any impurities...

For example, the love they had more than ten years ago, at that time, they trusted each other so much and had the same understanding of each other. There was no dispute or friction at all. Even if there was, it was a sweet dispute. They have never been as tired as they are now...

…

To be honest, not only was he tired, she was tired too.

Ji Lingtian listened quietly to Qin Zixin's explanation.

"Ling Tian, ​​in fact, when the photos of my affair with Gu Yuchen were exposed, you had already planned to divorce me, but in the end, reason defeated your sensibility. In the end, you chose to listen to Guan's mother and play tricks on me for the rest of your life.

...Don't deny that your choice to be with me has something to do with Guan's mother talking to you that night, because whether you love someone or not cannot be pretended..."

Ji Lingtian said nothing and acquiesced to what she said.

At this moment, Qin Zixin walked slowly in front of Ji Lingtian, and she choked with sobs and said to him, "Can you give me your phone?"

Ji Lingtian paused for a second, but still took out his phone.

After taking the phone, Qin Zixin opened the text message on the phone.

As she expected, his cell phone was full of text messages from Guan's mother and Qu Ranran.

She casually opened a message about her mother——

Ling Tian, ​​go pick up Xiao Xin. It's just a small matter caused by a misunderstanding. You can't be angry with Xiao Xin.

Qin Zixin opened another one, and it was about Guan Mu——

Ling Tian, ​​no matter what you think now, you can't let go of Xiao Xin... She has suffered so much for you, and you can't let her down in this life.

When she saw this text message, the tip of Qin Zixin's nose felt sour for a while, and then she opened a text message sent by Qu Ranran to Ji Lingtian.

By coincidence, she opened a key text message——

Brother-in-law, I have already helped you think of a way to coax my sister back... If you go to my sister rashly now, my sister will definitely ignore you, because she will be angry that you have disappeared for more than a month, but if you follow the instructions

Do what I say, and I guarantee that my sister will forgive you, that is, you find a lawyer to draw up a supplementary marriage agreement for you. I have thought out the contents of the agreement for you...

After reading this text message, Qin Zixin handed the screen with the text message on to Ji Lingtian and said hoarsely, "I guessed it right..."

Ji Lingtian didn't look at his phone, but walked straight to the floor-to-ceiling window of the room.

Time suddenly seemed to have stopped.

Qin Zixin bit her lip tightly to prevent herself from sobbing.

Gazing at Ji Lingtian's majestic back with blurred tearful eyes, Qin Zixin's heart felt very sour.

Ji Lingtian calmly looked at the bustling city outside the floor-to-ceiling window, and said softly, "Xinxin... I have indeed never been tempted by Ren Qingle, but I must also admit that I no longer feel tempted by you."

Qin Zixin covered her mouth, not allowing herself to be vulnerable in front of him at this moment.

As if Ji Lingtian didn't dare to face Qin Zixin, he turned his back to her and escaped quietly, "I don't know what caused me to lose this feeling. Maybe it was the change of time or other factors, but

When I pretended to be paralyzed and brought you back to me, the relationship between us gave me more and more feelings that there are many things and we can never regain the tacit understanding we had before. You are even a little bit to me.

Strange... Sometimes I even wonder, are you lying next to me the same Qin Zixin that I was attracted to back then?"

She knew that what she heard at this moment were all from his heart...

He finally told her what was in his heart...

"Xinxin, I can't hide it from you... I don't trust you as much as I thought. For example, when the photos of you and Gu Yuchen* broke out, I was really angry because I really believed it to be true at the time.

I thought you 'betrayed' me again..."

"I have not betrayed you. Gu Yuchen and I have been innocent from beginning to end..."
To be continued...