Aunt Zhenxiang (26) Fear and helplessness(1/2)
The canteen suddenly became silent. Mother Luo looked at Luo Qiao carefully. She saw Luo Qiao frowning slightly and saying nothing.
Father Luo came out to reconcile: "What are you talking about? Our daughter is only 21 this year and is still young. Besides, her daughter has to take the postgraduate entrance examination. How can she have time to fall in love?"
Mother Luo glanced at Father Luo, then looked at Luo Qiao again: "Luo Qiao, I'm not urging you, I just want you not to take things at home too seriously, and you still have to figure out the major events in your own life. If
If someone in school is chasing you, or if you like someone, just go for it boldly. Your parents will support you. You have never been in love since you were a child, so you might as well try it in college. They all say that love in college is beautiful, and you guys
The school is a key university, and the students there are more educated, so it will be more suitable for you... In fact, my mother just hopes that you can live out your life, live in a big city, and live a good life. You don't have to worry about things at home, I will take good care of you.
Take care of your dad."
Luo Qiao's hand under the table gently patted Ke Yuexiang's thigh, looked at Luo's mother and said, "Mom, I haven't had any feelings for those boys. I don't like any of them."
Mother Luo smiled lightly: "It's okay, just find someone you like in the future..."
Mother Luo turned to look at Ke Yuexiang, who had been watching them silently, and begged: "Sister Xiang, you are in Linshi, and you get along better with Xiaoqiao. She is still young and has never been in love. To those
Boys don’t know much about it. If she has a boy she likes in the future, I’ll have to ask you to help her check and don’t let Xiaoqiao dive into sweet talk. I’d like to thank you in advance.”
Ke Yuexiang's grip on the chopsticks tightened and loosened, and finally when she saw Luo Qiao with lowered eyes, she pursed her lips, and finally raised the corners of her lips and smiled: "Don't worry, Sister Yulan, if Xiaoqiao meets someone he likes in the future,
I will definitely help her take good care of it."
Ke Yuexiang's words brought a bright smile to Luo's mother's face. She picked up a piece of meat and put it in Ke Yuexiang's bowl: "When you say that, I feel relieved. I know that Xiaoqiao has a good relationship with you, and you will definitely help her."
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Ke Yuexiang smiled and nodded yes, but there was a hint of bitterness in the smile. After Luo Qiao saw it, the comforting hand he placed on Ke Yuexiang's thigh clenched slightly and tightened.
Luo Qiao lowered his eyes and pursed his lips, lowered his head and ate in silence.
On the highway, the atmosphere inside the car was a bit heavy. Luo Qiao drove the car to the service station, went to the toilet with Ke Yuexiang, and had a meal by the way.
In a restaurant, both of them ordered a side dish.
Luo Qiao: "One portion requires cilantro but not green onions, and one portion requires green onions but not cilantro. They are both slightly spicy. Thank you."
Luo Qiao paid after ordering and was outside with Ke Yuexiang. She rarely asked Ke Yuexiang to pay.
Sitting next to the window, you can see the orange-red sunset turning the sky into a light pink-orange, which is very beautiful.
Luo Qiao looked at the profile of Ke Yuexiang, who was sitting opposite her with one hand on her chin and her head turned to look at the sky. She was beautiful, but there was something sad that Luo Qiao could not describe.
Luo Qiao pursed his lips, stretched out his hand to hold Ke Yuexiang's arm, and when she turned her head to look over, he asked: "Aunt Xiang, when my mother asked you to help me check, why didn't you refuse, and why did you still agree with a smile?"
When Luo Qiao was promoted to sophomore year, Ke Yuexiang told Luo Qiao not to use "you" when talking to her. It would make her feel that she and Luo Qiao were different in generations, and it would also make her feel that she was older. From then on, Luo Qiao and Luo Qiao
She no longer uses "you" when speaking, only "you".
Ke Yuexiang looked at Luo Qiao quietly, and suddenly laughed: "She is your mother, what can I do, pull you out of the closet in public? I am an outsider, what does it mean..."
The smile on Ke Yuexiang's lips made Luo Qiao's heart tighten and feel uncomfortable.
Luo Qiao held Ke Yuexiang's arm and tightened: "Aunt Xiang, that's not the case..."
Ke Yuexiang supported her chin with one hand and looked at Luo Qiao with a bitter smile: "I actually thought about forcing you to come out to your family at the beginning, but then your father's physical condition made me hesitate again and again, and your mother asked me
As a biological sister, I can go back to your home with you during every year and festival, and feel the affection that only relatives can have. I am very satisfied, so I can hide it if I want to. It would be good if we can hide it for the rest of our lives.
Just understand it in your heart... But when your mother begged me to help you choose your future boyfriend, I knew that everything before was just my fantasy."
The setting sun shone on the side of Ke Yuexiang's face, making her eyes seem to sparkle with tears: "You are different from me. You still have parents who love you and want you to live a glorious life. We can't hide it.
For their entire lives.”
Luo Qiao felt very sad: "Aunt Xiang, we can do it..."
Ke Yuexiang reached out and naturally wiped the tears that fell from the corner of her eyes: "Xiaoqiao, if, I mean if, your dad has developed uremia, has been undergoing hemodialysis over and over again in the hospital, and finally lies in the hospital bed and tells you his hope.
I can see you get married before I die, and even say I can see your children..."
When Ke Yuexiang said this, tears began to fall from her eyes uncontrollably. She smiled and asked Luo Qiao: "In this case, would you refuse your father's last wish and come out to him? Your parents like children so much, don't they?
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Every time the two of them went back, they would always see children around them holding banknotes and running to buy snacks. Every time at that time, Father Luo and Mother Luo would smile happily. Not only would they give them more snacks, but they would also touch them.
First, give them some freshly cooked food at home and let them go home to eat. Father Luo and Mother Luo love children, and they are looking forward to the children of Luo Qiao in the future.
Luo Qiao was stunned by Ke Yuexiang's words. She shook her head suddenly: "There is no such 'if'. My dad said that I must be with the person I like. He will not force me or force me."
Ke Yuexiang looked at Luo Qiao and suddenly smiled. She wiped her tears with a tissue and did not press Luo Qiao to give an immediate answer. She felt that she knew what the result would be.
Ke Yuexiang recalled the dream she had had a few years ago. In that dream, because she saw Luo Qiao and Wen Yang having a blind date, and Wen Yang helping Luo Qiao lift his hair, he was furious and rushed Luo Qiao into the river.
Looking back now, at that time, she probably only had love in her heart, but it is different now. She would actually consider her parents for Luo Qiao and think about the problem from her perspective.
Reality and dreams are really different...
"Two bowls of slightly spicy beef noodles, one with coriander but no green onions, and one with green onions but no coriander." The waiter came over with two bowls of beef noodles and placed them on the table.
Luo Qiao pushed the portion with coriander but not green onions to Ke Yuexiang's table, and said softly: "Let's eat first, and let's talk about the future later, okay? Let's live our daily lives first, okay?"
Ke Yuexiang looked at Luo Qiao, at the coriander in her bowl, at the green onions in Luo Qiao's bowl, and nodded: "Okay, let's live each day well first."
Seeing Ke Yuexiang loosen her mouth, Luo Qiao's heart that had been hanging high slowly returned to its original place. She had a headache now. She seemed to have recalled how much she felt for Ke Yuexiang in her previous life when she agreed to Luo's mother to go on a blind date.
Guilt.
But in this life, she will no longer obey her parents and betray Ke Yuexiang like she did in her previous life. She wants both her parents and Ke Yuexiang to be fine...
Luo Qiao lowered his head and ate beef noodles in silence. In the end, the balance in his heart tipped towards Ke Yuexiang, with his parents on one end and Ke Yuexiang on the other.
People still have to choose what they love, and she believes that her parents will understand her, although the process is a bit difficult.
Luo Qiao looked at Ke Yuexiang opposite, who was holding up her hair with one hand and sandwiching her noodles with the other. The corners of her mouth were raised slightly, and she pulled down the rubber band on her head and handed it to Ke Yuexiang: "Aunt Xiang, I've finished eating, here's this for you."
Ke Yuexiang looked at the rubber band that appeared in her sight, and then raised her eyes to look at Luo Qiao, who was smiling brightly at her. The melancholy in her heart dissipated instantly. She put down her chopsticks and reached out to take the rubber band, but the rubber band in front of her eyes appeared again.
It was taken back by Luo Qiao.
Ke Yuexiang: "?"
Before she could say anything, Luo Qiao, who was opposite her with a bright smile, stood up and came to her side holding a rubber band. He grabbed a piece of her hair and quickly tied it into a high ponytail.
Ke Yuexiang was just about to say thank you when she heard Luo Qiao, who was standing behind her, bend down and kiss the side of her face. Before she could turn around, she heard Luo Qiao whispering in her ear: "Graduation, wait for me
After graduation, I will talk to my parents about our affairs."
Luo Qiao's words made Ke Yuexiang's eyes instantly filled with hope. She turned to look at Luo Qiao and said in disbelief: "Are you serious? When you graduate, you will confess our relationship to your parents?!"
Luo Qiao nodded, put his hands on Ke Yuexiang's shoulders, and apologized in a low voice: "So, I still need you to wait for me for another year and a half."
Ke Yuexiang turned around and hugged Luo Qiao's thin waist tightly, buried her face in her cotton clothes, shook her head and said: "I can afford to wait, I can afford to wait..."
Compared with what will happen in the future, Ke Yuexiang is now more moved by Luo Qiao's promise, which shows that Luo Qiao has put their two affairs first. She is in Luo Qiao's future, and she is in Luo Qiao's future.
After the two returned to Linshi, their lives started running normally again. During the weekdays, Ke Yuexiang studied in Luoqiao and went to work. On the weekends, they lived a decadent life together. During holidays, they would drive to surrounding cities for short trips.
, life can be considered fulfilling and happy.
On a national highway with beautiful scenery, Luo Qiao was driving and said in admiration: "Aunt Xiang, you are so awesome. You can climb mountains faster than me. Aren't you even tired?"
Ke Yuexiang, who was sitting in the passenger seat, smiled and said, "I don't know, I secretly carried you to exercise."
Luo Qiao nodded: "I found it. When I hold you to sleep every night, there is no fat on my body. Hey, I miss the days when I pinched your little flesh. But fortunately, you are not thin where you shouldn't be, and it feels good to the touch.
Still the same.”
Ke Yuexiang raised her eyebrows: "It's obviously stronger/I'm holding up, okay."
Luo Qiao responded quickly: "Yes, yes, it's stronger."
Suddenly, Luo Qiao's eyes narrowed, he stopped the car, and frowned: "Why did such a large branch fall on the driveway? Doesn't this affect driving?"
I saw a large branch with leaves lying across the road in front of Luo Qiao's car, occupying nearly one-third of the lane.
Luo Qiao turned to Ke Yuexiang and said, "Aunt Xiang, please get out of the car with me and carry these branches under the tree, so as not to affect the driving of the vehicles behind."
Ke Yuexiang naturally wouldn't refuse his girlfriend's kindness, so they got out of the car together and lifted the branches lying on the road that were affecting the driving of the vehicle to a nearby tree that was not in the driveway.
As a result, as soon as the two of them walked under the tree, they were both stunned.
There is a child tied in a simple crib behind the big tree!
The two looked at each other, both shocked. They put down the branch, and when they approached the child, they saw a piece of paper stuck crookedly on the crib. They squatted down and looked at the paper.
[Please kind-hearted people adopt my daughter. My daughter is three years old this year. She is very good, beautiful and sensible. As soon as she was born, I felt that she was a baby given to me by God. I imagined how she would grow up.
, but I may not be able to see it now. She was unfortunate. She met a pair of parents who couldn't take care of their children. When she was one year old, she had a high fever and became deaf-mute. Everything in her future was ruined by her harmful parents.
At the hands of the person's parents. I am very sad and sad. We once thought of spending all our money to cure our daughter's deafness, but the doctor shook his head again and again, which made me feel cold. Two years ago, I divorced her father.
It’s been two years, I’ve been wandering with her for two years. I can’t eat well or sleep every day. She suffers and I suffer. I really have no money. I can’t afford to support her. I have no choice. If this continues,
I wanted to hold her and leave this world together. Finally, after much hesitation, I decided to leave her here to be adopted by someone who is destined and kind-hearted. If she cannot be adopted, please help me send her to an orphanage. I will definitely do it.
I wish well-wishers peace and joy every day, and I also pray that my daughter can recover as soon as possible and live a normal life. (Don’t mention me to her again, thank you.)】
Luo Qiao and Ke Yuexiang looked up and looked at their lovely daughter standing in a wooden simple crib, with big black eyes and twin tails looking at them. The girl was very beautiful, with fair skin and big eyes. Although the clothes on her body were of a different style.
It is very old and has been worn for many years, but it is very clean. It seems that her mother has taken good care of her. But reality is often cruel and there is no material foundation. A young woman brings a deaf-mute daughter here.
How difficult it is to survive in this world.
To be continued...