[On a certain day of a certain month. Out of interest, I killed some living animals. I was fascinated by this feeling, so there were often corpses of kittens or birds in my room. 】

[If I were discovered by now, I would be scolded, so I hid the body in the cabinet while my mother was going out and cleaned up the blood.]

The content in the diary has begun to deviate seriously from everything on the screen.

On the picture, the older children were lying quietly on the tatami covered with blood, playing with cars in a very kind manner.

His feet rubbed together excitedly, as if he was overjoyed by something.

Zhang Feng knew that he felt the joy of killing.

This kind of person is extremely bloodthirsty at heart. As long as he is stained with blood... he will kill someone soon.

Because their minds are sick.

As for why Zhang Fengfeng knew so clearly, it was because he had seen such a guy in the real world.

That guy was from the same village as him, and also attended the same elementary school - that guy's name was Zhou Yu.

Zhang Feng had a very strange personality when he was a child, so... he unexpectedly played well with this guy.

As the saying goes, if you don't belong to the same family, you don't belong to the same family.

Memories emerged in his mind, and Zhang Feng seemed to have returned to his childhood.

Zhou Yu's mother's excited words still echoed in his ears... because she slapped him.

"Crack!"

The crisp sound of the slap echoed throughout the room full of people, and Zhang Feng's face was slapped a little sideways.

"It must be because of you! How could that child do such a thing!"

Zhou Yu’s mother: “It must be you, it must be because of you!”

"Mother Zhou Yu, please pay attention to your emotions and don't involve innocent children."

The principal stood aside and frowned. He looked at Zhang Feng's slapped cheeks and said nothing.

There was no trace of kindness in his eyes.

Zhou Yu's mother was arguing in front of the principal, but the principal waved his hand at her as if he was indifferent.

The principal's old cheeks curved and his mouth moved: "I'm very sorry...I also...Zhou Yu also said that he wanted to hurt the child, so he took the scissors...

.... He did it all by himself and has nothing to do with classmate Zhang Feng."

"Are you saying...he did it on purpose!?"

"When we ran there...he looked at his bloody hands and smiled..."

"..." Zhou Yu's mother was silent, as if she didn't know what to say.

"Anyway, we can't handle it anymore. Please take him back." The principal waved his hand and closed his eyes, looking like he wasn't troubled.

"Please, please wait!"

The mother's shouts had no effect. She glared at Zhang Feng and finally left the school with Zhou Yu.

Zhou Yu, on the other hand, glanced at his hand being held by his mother indifferently, and at the same time, he looked at Zhang Feng's face.

And in the end... Zhou Yu was thinking: What, that guy's eyes... aren't broken?

This was the last time Zhang Feng and Zhou Yu met.

Since Zhou Yu was a child, he has never understood how to cherish life and feel other people's moods.

Gradually, his relatives seemed to have seen a devil in their eyes and distanced themselves from him...

Only his brother and sister began to pour their feelings into him - only the two brothers and sisters with excellent academic performance and noble personality.

Zhou Yu thought to himself: He is indeed a noble person recognized by everyone around him.

Even his parents had given up on him, and only his brother and sister continued to accept him.

Especially my brother, who acted like a top student that made me want to vomit, and was very enthusiastic about cultivating him into a "good brother".

That guy took advantage of his brother's position to give her orders and pester him endlessly!

By the way...according to what he said, when he was in elementary school, his brother once seriously spanked him...

---Zhou Yu's perspective---

"You...what are you doing!? Zhou Yu!! What did you burn!"

My brother threw his arm away angrily and slapped me in the face.

"Wow...it hurts...what are you doing! Stupid big brother!"

Why he was beaten, I don't understand the reason.

But she was born a few years earlier, and she looks great! As long as I grow up...

"Isn't it just an animal?" I covered my face, got up from the ground, and shouted at him excitedly: "Do you want to hit me just because of this?!"

"It's not that kind of problem! Let me grow up! Zhou Yu, if he is not a really bad-minded man, he will understand sooner or later!"

Ha...Isn't it just because I am strong? Sooner or later, I will become stronger than you.

"I know what you must be thinking. It's just because I'm older than you. But you have to know that in a few years, the current physical and age differences will soon become meaningless. What's important is inner growth.

!”

"Grow me into a person who can understand the pain of others!"

A glimmer of light seemed to flash deep in the brother's eyes.

What? That expression, you clearly hit someone, why are your eyes so sad...

"Ha?! Big brother and I are different!"

"Nothing like that, you will always be my brother, and this will never change in your life!"

Tch...why do you have such gentle eyes...

"Go to hell! Die, die, die! Brother, let me kill you... ugh——, what are you doing!"

I punched him hard, but he just hit me and I fell to the ground again.

"Listen, the important thing is inner growth, keep it in your heart!"

"Tch! You hypocrite! It hurts so much...you beat me so hard!"

"Zhou Yu! Are you okay...did you hit your head?" Just as I was complaining, my sister ran over and stopped in front of my brother. She squatted down, looked at me, and gently touched my head.

Touch.

"Leave me alone!" I struggled to avoid her touch and turned my head to the side.

But she still ignored my wishes and put her hand on my head, touching it, and said: "Even if you can't understand it now... you will definitely understand it when you become an adult."

"It's your fault, sister, that you can't understand me!" I lowered my head stubbornly, stared at the ground, and muttered in a low voice:

"Why... why am I the youngest! I really want a younger sister and a younger brother. I will understand them better and love them...!"

"Brother and I...both like you the most!" My sister was still comforting me, but when I heard her words, I just felt ridiculous.

"We understand... You are actually a gentle child... Come and make a tomb for this child? Okay?" My sister pointed to the body on the ground and pulled me to look at it.

He looked at me and said slowly: "How is it?"

"Huh... that kind of thing... just throw it in the trash can!"

Sister: "Zhou Yu! If you continue like this, you will be alone for the rest of your life, right?"

She grabbed my shoulders and lectured me with a pleading expression. I was already very angry and pushed my sister's body away.

Me: "Like me? Don't pretend like you understand me very well, you liar! I won't believe anyone, and I won't lose to anyone... I will never forgive anyone who lies to me!"

But even though I'm like this... I've also met guys who are just as weird as me.

I finally went to elementary school, and I was still so withdrawn and weird, but... As soon as he walked into the classroom, his eyes were attracted by a quiet boy sitting in the corner.

He just sat in a reserved position, obviously looking very nervous, but there was a light in his eyes that was indifferent to everything.

I liked the look in his eyes, and naturally, I became friends with him.

Soon after, I asked him his name - Zhang Feng.

It's strange that Zhang Feng is very cowardly, at least in his opinion.

When I was in the fourth grade of elementary school, I happened to see someone bullying him.

He did not resist, but allowed the men to pour water on his head and cut open his notebook and school bag with scissors.

I don't understand.

But all I know is that my only friend, the only person I identify with is being teased by those ignorant fools.

So, I took the scissors and stabbed one of them in the eye.

At that moment, blood slowly flowed along the blade and onto my hand. This was also the first time I felt the warmth of human blood...
Chapter completed!