Chapter 266 Live With Your Share
When Chen Xiyan woke up for the second time, it was already the morning of the second day. After Chen Xiyan woke up, she found that Wang Shufen, Gu Yue, and Leng Qiuya were all accompanying him in the room. Everyone had deep worries on their faces.
"Xiyan, are you okay? Don't be too sad. If you continue like this, I believe that if Lin Hao is still there, he would definitely not want to see you like this..." Gu Yue held Chen Xiyan's hand and said with great concern.
"People in Tianhai City say that I am a broom star, a Lone Star of Tiansha. Whoever is with me will be unlucky. Mom, Yueyue, are you really what they say? My existence will always bring you the hardest to the people around you?" Chen Xiyan said blankly.
After she finished speaking, all the three women in the room were silent. Perhaps it was a coincidence that people who were with Chen Xiyan would encounter great difficulties.
Leng Qiuya took a deep breath and hugged Chen Xiyan in her arms and said, "Xiyan is not your fault. This is my fault. It is all because of me. Hey, this is all the debt I owe. Because of me, you have lost your maternal love since childhood, and now it is because of me that you are separated from Lin Hao. Xiyan, mom is sorry for you. Mom really wants to die now. But mom still has to live. You are still young, you must come out. You must survive and don't do stupid things. This world is still very beautiful. Don't do stupid things anymore, okay?" Leng Qiuya said and tears fell, but she was afraid of causing Chen Xiyan's sadness, so she quickly wiped her tears.
Wang Shufen also walked to Chen Xiyan and said to Chen Xiyan: "Xiyan, Qiuya is right. Many things are not your fault. It is not Qiuya's fault. It can only be said that it was the fault of that era. In that era, it was the same as when Qiuya was with your father. That was the sorrow of that era. Now things have happened, and death can be free, but it takes more courage to survive. Xiyan, there are many people around you who are with you, okay? Darkness will always pass, and light will always come. Don't suppress yourself too much, okay?" Wang Shufen took a deep breath. After experiencing so many things, her heart became stronger.
This is how people are. Sometimes, they don’t know how much pressure they can withstand. But after enduring it, they will grow, rebirth, and move higher!
"Yueyue, mom, you all go out. I want to stay alone for a while. I also want to stay with Lin Hao for a while. But don't worry, I won't do stupid things anymore, because I also figured it out. My husband is below, and he is still watching me. Although he has left this world, I will live with his part in the future!" Chen Xiyan took a deep breath and said slowly.
Although Wang Shufen Leng Qiuya and Gu Yue were still worried about Chen Xiyan and were worried that Chen Xiyan would do stupid things, now looking at Chen Xiyan's expression and listening to her words, it seemed that Chen Xiyan was really thinking a little more. So he nodded and stepped out.
Chen Xiyan was silent in the room alone. She thought about many things. Wang Shufen was right. It was easy to die, but it took more courage to continue living in this world! Chen Xiyan didn't want to die now, but she felt that if she died again, then Lin Hao, as an orphan, would probably not even have someone to sweep his grave in the future...
An hour later, Chen Xiyan, dressed in black, took a taxi to Lin Hao's grave with a black scarf on his arm. Chen Xiyan bought a bouquet of flowers and placed it in front of Lin Hao's tombstone. Looking at Lin Hao's tomb, his eyes were red, but this time he forced his tears to stop.
She had fainted twice yesterday, and now she was extremely weak, but somehow, her heart gradually became stronger...
"Husband, I was wrong. I owe you an apology. Do you know? I really want to go there and accompany you. I'm buried with you. In this world without you, I feel really lonely and lonely. Lin Hao, I really regret saying such heavy words in front of you a few days ago. You must be very sad and sad at that time. Lin Hao, I love you..." Chen Xiyan bent down and kissed Lin Hao's tombstone with a affectionate kiss.
Then she was alone in front of Lin Hao's tombstone, standing there blankly...
"Sister-in-law, please feel sorry for me. My brother told me before his death that he would never do stupid things and live a good life. In fact, I had already arrived in Tianhai the day before yesterday, but as my brother was almost unable to hold on at that time, he didn't want you to see what he was like at that time. He wanted to remember in your heart, and he would always remember his handsome side..." Jiang Shaoming appeared quietly behind Chen Xiyan and said in a gentle tone.
"Well..." Chen Xiyan nodded heavily and said, "Don't worry, I will live hard, I will live hard, because I want to live with him, we have not celebrated our wedding anniversary yet..." A trace of water mist rose in Chen Xiyan's red eyes. A gust of wind blew, and tears almost fell, but she was deeply held back. The pain was always painful. Only she knew this pain. Outsiders may never understand it, and they could not understand how much love she loved Lin Hao...
Jiang Shaoming, behind Chen Xiyan, nodded slowly and said, "Sister-in-law, if you think so, I believe that my elder brother will be relieved in the underworld. You must be well and marry a better man in the future. This is what my elder brother said before his death... Don't be a widow for him, he doesn't want to see..."
Chen Xiyan smiled and shook her head: "A man better than him? Haha, is there any other man in this world? I will get married, but he is the only one I want to marry, Shaoming. If I have the chance in the future, I want to hold a wedding with Lin Hao and a grand wedding. I dressed beautifully, wore a white wedding dress, and walked into the church with him in my arms. Can you help me with one in the future?"
Jiang Shaoming looked up at the sky and tried hard not to let his tears fall. After a long time, Jiang Shaoming nodded heavily: "Sorry, sister-in-law, I can't agree to your request. Let's talk about the future. If you really meet a man who is as good as your elder brother in the future and loves you, then you should marry him. After all, this is the elder brother's wish before his death..."
Chen Xiyan stood in front of Lin Hao's tombstone and shook her head, but did not speak anymore. Instead, she looked at the photo on Lin Hao's tombstone in silence. In that photo, Lin Hao smiled so handsomely and so charmingly...
Jiang Shaoming looked at Chen Xiyan's back with a complicated look, as if he suddenly thought of something, and said to Chen Xiyan: "By the way, sister-in-law, I want to tell you one more thing, that is, when he was in Yanjing, he really didn't know that something happened to you in Tianhai, and that guy Ye Yi didn't tell him at all. And those days, he was really dangerous and dangerous in Yanjing, and he was experiencing a life-and-death crisis every day! So please don't blame him in your heart, he really doesn't know..."
Chen Xiyan nodded, and a sad smile rose on her face: "Well, I know, and it was something I didn't let Ye Yi tell him. How could I blame him? He has done a good job. Even though he was injured so seriously, he didn't even go to the hospital. After seeing the text message I sent, he hurried back to Tianhai to find me. How could I blame him?"
Chen Xiyan paused, and the sadness on her face became stronger. She said slowly: "And, if I really want to blame me, I should blame myself... That day, I clearly saw that he was injured, but I still said something like the heavy divorce. He must be very sad and painful. He should blame me, blame me..."
Jiang Shaoming sighed deeply, his eyes were extremely complicated, and he looked at Chen Xiyan slowly and said, "Sister-in-law, don't be too sad. After all, my elder brother has gone. If you continue like this, he will definitely not want to know below. I have been with my elder brother for so many years, and I deeply know how important you are in his heart. My elder brother's greatest wish before he dies is that you can live happily in the future. Can you agree to his last wish?"
Chen Xiyan was stunned. A cold wind blew, blew her long hair and fluttered in the wind. Chen Xiyan in front of the tombstone had a sad beauty on her body at this moment...
Chapter completed!