Lin Lian took the prepared noodles to the hospital. Han Zaixing could not eat heavy-flavored noodles now and could only eat light ones, so the noodles she made were very light. When she got them to Han Zaixing, they looked like an ordinary bowl of noodles.

.

But Han Zaixing looked at the noodles with green onions and green cabbage leaves floating in the air and filled with a faint fragrance, and he smiled.

"I'll feed you."

Lin Lian picked up the chopsticks, rolled up the noodles, then put them to his lips and blew them.

The noodles are still hot, but not as good as freshly made and eaten, they are a lot lumpier.

Han Zaixing no longer lay flat, the bed shook, and his upper body also leaned against the head of the bed.

He looked at Lin Lian, who had a plain face all day long. At this moment, she was serious and meticulous, and the heat suffused her eyes, adding a touch of unreality.

At this moment, his expression softened, just like his heart at this moment.

"Come."

After the blowing was no longer so hot, Lin Lian fed the noodles to his lips.

Han Zaixing opened his lips and ate it.

The surface is soft and warm, and when it enters the throat, stomach and heart, his body seems to be warm.

He didn't say anything, and neither did Lin Lian.

He looked at her and she fed him bite by bite.

They were very quiet, and with the sunshine coming in from outside, the smell of disinfectant that filled the place seemed to disappear.

After Han Zaixing finished the bowl of noodles and the soup, Lin Lian took a tissue and wiped the soup from his lips, then took the things to the bathroom to wash them off.

After doing this, she walked out and sat down: "How do you feel? Is it better?"

Han Zaixing looked at her, at her eyebrows, at her eyes, at her eyelashes. His eyes moved inch by inch on her face, never missing a single point.

After a long, long time, it seemed that he had finally seen enough. His gaze moved to Lin Liang's eyes: "I thought I would definitely die this time."

Lin Lian paused for a moment, then said: "You won't die."

"Why?"

He looked at her without moving his eyes, and she looked at him without moving her eyes: "You are a good person."

Han Zaixing froze, and then his eyes overflowed with laughter, as if he had heard something happy. He smiled so warmly that the sky outside was full of warmth.

After a while, his smile stopped and he stared at her: "But do you know? I have also been despicable."

"unimportant."

Lin Lian looked at his smiling and serious face, and because of this lively look, his face became a little brighter.

He finally came to life.

Like a withered tree, it comes to life again.

"In my heart, you are a person who treats me sincerely and you never want to hurt me. That's enough."

Han Zaixing said nothing.

He looked at these eyes, which were clear and clear, without any impurities or hypocrisy.

She has truly never changed.

Lin Lian looked at him and said in a steady and quiet voice: "I'm good at it. Ever since I was a child, there have been very few people who are sincerely good to me."

"As long as someone treats me better, I will be happy."

"I always believe that there are good people in this world, and facts have proven that it is true."

"There is a good man. I met this good man, and he helped me through the most difficult time."

The words paused, and then continued: "Even if one day, everyone thinks you are not good, but in my eyes, you are the best one."

"In my heart, you are my most important relative."

Han Zaixing's heart trembled.

For her words, for her seriousness at this time, and even more for her sincerity towards him.

The corners of his mouth moved slightly, then raised, and his eyes turned and fell on the round ceiling lamp above his head. The look in his eyes became distant: "That year, I suddenly fell ill. Everything happened very quickly. It turned out that my life

It’s so short-lived.”

"Treatment, hospitalization, surgery, hope again and again, disappointment again and again, no one wants to die, but after countless helplessness, the persistence at the beginning seems to have become insignificant."

"I want to give up."

"Don't let yourself suffer, and don't let your family suffer too."

"But you know, one day, I suddenly thought, is it really good to die like this? Do I have any regrets, is there anything I want to do? I have only lived for more than 20 years, and am I really willing to die like this?

"

"At a time like this, a person suddenly appeared in my mind."

As he spoke, his gaze lowered and fell on Lin Liang's face. The smile in his eyes became warmer: "I thought of you."

"I suddenly thought of you."

Lin Lian didn't speak, and listened to him calmly, with serious and focused eyes.

She said: "Then what?"

"Then……"

The smile at the corner of his mouth deepened, and he turned his eyes and continued to look at the ceiling lamp, as if it was his light: "Then I didn't want to die. I wanted to live and find you."

"I want to be with you, even want to marry you, have a family with you, and have our children in the future."

"Isn't it ridiculous?"

"You don't know me, and I don't know you either, but at that time I just thought of you, and I thought a lot about you."

"I don't want to die, I want to have love, I want to grow old with you, and I want to sit and watch the sunset together when we are old."

"I think that's really a romantic and beautiful thing."

"To die like that is true perfection. To die like this now is such a pity."

"I tried my best to cooperate with the doctors and fight the pain. I didn't believe that I would really die like that. It was unfair."

"Maybe it's really unfair, or maybe I'm too persistent, but I survived and met you."

His eyes fell on her face, with tears in his eyes, but also a smile: "I really met you, I met you when you needed me most."

"I don't care about your past or your family, I only care about you."

"I just want to be with you. As long as I can be with you, I will do anything."

"I have inner demons."

"I know you don't love me, but I still insist on keeping you by my side."

"I think it would be good for us to stay together like that until we grow old."

"As long as you are by my side, it's okay if we are not husband and wife."

"However, this is my own wish after all. It is my wishful thinking. If you don't love me, if I force you to stay, that is not happiness, nor is it my original intention."

"I want to let you go."

"I've thought about it a long time ago."

"But I can't let go."

"It's as if you already exist in my body and blood. It's too difficult to extract you."

"I can't do it, but I..."

His voice paused. At this moment, a smile filled his eyes, and tears fell from his eyes: "I still have to do it."

"You go."

"Go to the people you want to go to and do whatever you want to do."

"Live well, be happy, be happy."

"All I want is for you to be happy."

"This is what I really mean."

Lin Liang didn't cry, didn't feel uncomfortable, and didn't feel any pain.
Chapter completed!