This night was very long, so long that I seemed to have done a lot of things, which made it impossible to pass this night.

She didn't know how it started. Everything in the villa was blurry in Lin Lian's eyes. Only the person in front of her was clear in her sight. Then, she felt pain and unprecedented happiness.

That night, they had sex. When she touched Zhan Lian, she felt something different about him. They were so close that her heart was close to his.

She was trembling, happy, careful, but cherished it more and more.

She thought that she was hopelessly in love with him.

Everything after that became natural. Their life seemed to be the same, but she knew it was different.

He would buy her things, especially jewelry. Sometimes she would wake up with something extra on her body.

Anklets, bracelets, necklaces, things that she wouldn't normally think about, suddenly found them on her body when she woke up one morning.

And he never said it.

At first she was surprised, and when she asked him, he gave a very normal answer, which sounded unremarkable, so she stopped asking questions later.

Because she knew it was from him, so that was good.

Gradually, as the two of them got along for a long time, she became more and more aware of some of his habits. He didn't like to express himself. Even if he did express, his way of expression was different from ordinary people.

Ordinary people say it directly, or say it before they start doing it, and often fail to do it when they say it. But he never says it, and he doesn't say it when he does it. Often you don't necessarily know that he did it when he did it.

It may be strange to say this, but this is indeed Zhan Lianshi.

There will be a part-time worker cleaning the house every day. There are many books in the library. Because she has to do a lot of things part-time and her knowledge is not comprehensive, she has to find books to read.

Obviously in the library at the beginning, she remembered that the book she was looking for was not there, but later she found that it was there, which was very unexpected.

At that time, she didn't think much about it. After all, there were so many books in the library, and she couldn't remember them all.

But later on, she learned a lot and looked for more books. Then she discovered that these books were not available before, but only later.

Moreover, those books are very comprehensive and may not be available outside.

When she became confused, she started to think about what was going on. After thinking about it, she felt that he wanted to see it himself, so he had someone buy it.

She wouldn't think that he bought it for her, after all, he didn't know about her part-time job.

But one time, she went out for something and returned home early, and saw Fu Cheng at home.

She was surprised to see Fu Cheng because he was not on a business trip and it was not off work time that day. Normally he would not be at home at such a time.

So when she saw Fu Cheng at home, she subconsciously thought that he was also at home.

She thought that maybe he came back early because of something.

Fu Cheng didn't expect to see her suddenly appear at home, but he was on the phone. After a while, he hung up the phone and came over and said that Mr. Zhan had forgotten a document in the study and he came to get it.

She nodded, no doubt that he was there.

After Fu Cheng left, she went to the library to get books to read. During that time, she read almost every day.

Unexpectedly, she saw new books inside. Those books were not available in the morning. She had been at home in the morning and had only been out for two hours.

Those two hours happened to be the time when Fu Cheng showed up, and she remembered something.

When Fu Cheng left, a stranger from upstairs also came down and followed him.

She didn't think much about it then, but now she has to think about it more.

There are many things and questions for which I already have answers, but the answers are so direct and come so quickly that I don’t believe them.

But often in the end, that answer is the truest answer.

That day she realized that he knew about her part-time job, so sure.

When the answer appeared in her mind and she was extremely sure, she was very scared because one of the most important requirements of her parents-in-law for agreeing to the marriage was that she could not go out to work.

Although she had a part-time job, it was still a job, and she was extremely scared at that moment.

She was afraid that her parents-in-law would find out about looking for him. He really didn't care about anything in order to marry her, and she didn't want to cause any trouble to him.

He is really busy and hard at ordinary times.

She didn't want him to have a harder time because of her.

When she married him, she never thought about how to become a burden to him, but how to live a good life.

Such thoughts did not fade away until he came back in the evening.

But she never dared to speak, not knowing how to speak, and he didn't seem to notice anything strange about her, and did everything as usual, including going to bed.

Since the two of them had been in the same room, he had been in great demand in this regard. Except for his business trip and her menstrual period, they had never stopped in this regard.

She felt that he liked doing this, and she liked it too.

Because she loves him.

Moreover, every time she did this, she could feel his mood. They were so close, so close that she could touch his heart.

She has always felt that he was lonely, and this loneliness became clearer and more painful as they lived together longer.

She didn't know why a person would be like this, but she wanted to give him warmth, wanted him to feel less lonely, and wanted him to smile.

But she knew that he didn't like people touching him, especially touching places he didn't want you to touch.

Therefore, she had been careful, carefully, and slowly touched him within the range that he was willing to let her touch.

But even so, she was satisfied.

And she believed that if they continued like this, he might change.

Even if you can't, it doesn't matter, life like this is also good.

That night, after the affair, she finally spoke up and told him about her part-time job, feeling very nervous.

But unexpectedly, his voice was steady, slightly hoarse after lust, and he said in a low voice: "No."

At that moment, her heart suddenly calmed down, and she understood a lot in an instant.

Many, many.

Then, she took the initiative to hug him and kiss him. Her heart and body trembled in his arms.

He has always known and tolerated her.

He is very good.

Really good.

The little bits and pieces of life have outlines in the accumulation of time, which are called memories.

In Lin Lian's heart, those memories are all good.

Even though there were bad things in it, such as her parents, because she married him, they kept asking for things, and their greed couldn't stop.

He solved it and it didn't hurt her at all.

At that time, she thought that no one had been as kind to her as him for more than 20 years since she was a child.

She didn't know whether he loved her or not. Sometimes she felt he loved her, and sometimes she felt he didn't.

But whether he loves him or not, she loves him and she will always be good to him because he is good to her.

The only person who was so kind to her.

But... Many scenes passed before her eyes, as if she had stepped into a car that was going somewhere unknown. The scenery outside quickly disappeared and then stopped at that night.

That miserable night.

Why.

Why.

Why is that answer?

Even if it's not love, it's better than that answer.

Ah Shi, tell me, it's not like that.

Not that answer, right?

Ah Shi... In her dream, Lin Lian kept shouting this name, and she looked at him, the man standing in the dark night.

She didn't ask him to love her, but she asked for an answer that wasn't like that.

That's all.

Ah Shi, tell me, even if it is a lie, I am willing to accept it.

Ah Shi... Tears were streaming down his face, but his lips were parted but he couldn't make a sound.

In such huge pain, Lin Liang opened his eyes.
Chapter completed!