Chapter 1676 Have you ever loved me(1/2)
Lin Lian knew that she was dreaming again.
In the dream, everything she hopes for is extremely high, and the person she loves also loves her.
He treats her very well, she is the happiest woman in the world.
In this dream, she had no pain or hatred.
She is so happy.
She felt really beautiful when she was held in her arms and watching the sunrise and setting.
On such days, she wanted to keep going like this and not change.
Don't disappear.
It's really too warm.
Lin Lian moved his fingertips, grabbed the cold clothes and grabbed him tightly.
Zhan Lianshi felt the movements coming from his lower back, the faint power, and the gripping posture, his heart pounding.
Rapid and powerful.
His fingertips couldn't help but tremble, and then tightened, but he was afraid that she would hurt him, so he let go.
His lips moved slightly, trying to speak.
Subconsciously.
But he couldn't make a sound.
Only his heart was beating rapidly uncontrollably, as if it was about to jump out.
Lin Lian's eyes opened. Although they were very weak, she still saw the person in her sight clearly.
He had a face that anyone thought was good-looking, and she didn't know how to compare it, but in her eyes, she was afraid of him at first glance.
But I couldn't help but be curious.
Why do some people have such a strong aura that makes you scared when you look at it?
With such curiosity, she married him.
Then, she found him lonely.
Although he is cold and doesn't like to talk, she feels uncomfortable whenever she sees him sitting alone in the study.
She wanted to get close to him and to warm him up.
She thought that happiness is everyone's right, and so is warmth.
He deserves these things.
But she didn't know what to do, she could only think of everything she could do and do it well.
Maybe, he will be better this way.
At least, it won't be that hard.
yes.
He works constantly every day, and works very late as he works. He has no free time. He is like an iron man and will not fall until the last moment.
She felt sorry for him and wanted him not to be so tired.
But she found that she could not say it.
He is not a person who can listen to others. He is very rational and calm. Every word he says is not redundant.
He wouldn't do anything that wasted time. He was so perfect, she didn't want him to do this.
After a year, she fell in love with him and couldn't extricate herself.
And this love cannot tell whether it is heartache or something, she just cannot do without him.
But at that time, she didn't know.
She never thought about entering his heart, nor did she think that there would be another woman in his heart.
When all the reality came, she realized that she was so painful.
I don't want to give up, but I still let go.
Because, she is not qualified.
She is so small, he is so high-ranking.
That year, she deserved to be grateful.
But she still wanted something that she shouldn't have wanted, and she knew what pain was.
What is hatred?
She always remembered the pain that penetrated her bone marrow.
It was clear that every time I dreamed of midnight, she curled up in pain.
Ah.
I really love you very much.
I never thought you would love me too, but that night, I really hated me.
Hate yourself.
Why did I realize that it was only then that everything was a dream?
Lin Lian raised his hand, wanting to touch this close-to-earth face.
Just like that night, she wanted to touch him.
Zhan Lianshi noticed Lin Lian's movements. The moment she raised her hand, he held her hand and put her palm on his face.
Tightly.
A smile appeared on Lin Lian's face.
Happy.
Satisfied.
Such touch can only be in a dream.
Outside her dream, she had never touched him like this.
She didn't even dare to think about it.
very nice.
The fingertips slid on this face, touching them lightly, feeling his skin and temperature.
Feel his existence.
This dream is very real.
She hopes not to wake up.
Zhan Lianshi looked at the smile on Lin Lian's face, and his hands holding Lin Lian tightly trembled even harder.
At this moment, he lowered his head and his eyes were hanging down.
A drop of coldness fell on Lin Liang's lips.
Lin Liang stopped.
The smile on her face disappeared.
The light in my eyes became confused.
She looked at this face, and in the light of the darkness, she couldn't see the outline of her expression.
She was stunned and didn't move.
Did he cry?
Why did Ashi cry?
No.
How could such an indifferent person cry if she couldn't warm him for a year?
The dream she had was probably not a beautiful dream.
No.
She doesn't want to have nightmares.
She wants to dream.
Some people say that dreams can be controlled by themselves.
As long as you have a strong sense of consciousness, you can control your dreams.
She thought that she wanted to be with him so much, and always dreamed of their happy appearance, so she wanted to dream of beautiful dreams.
To be continued...