Chapter 1745 No need to blame yourself
"Here you come."
It seems that he knows who the person here is, Qin Youbai's voice is extremely stable.
It was like waiting for an old friend, waiting for a long time.
Zhan Lianshi paused and then walked over.
He came to the chair beside Qin Youbai, and Qin Youbai smiled and looked at him.
There was no surprise in his eyes, and there was no anger or displeasure on his face. He had peace.
Just like any time before.
If you look closely, you will find that his eyes were a little different when he looked at Zhan Lian.
It will be more gentle and a little apology.
Deep apologies.
"You've lost weight."
Qin Youbai looked at Zhan Lian for a while and spoke.
Zhan Lianshi's eyes moved slightly, and his eyes fell on Qin Youbai's face.
His clean face, his always gentle expression, even his eyes were still bright and spiritual.
It is said that evil people have evil appearances, and good people have good appearances.
Qin Youbai's face showed no evil at all.
It seems that he did not do those things that were harmful to the world.
Zhan Lianshi did not respond to Qin Youbai's words. He turned his eyes to look at the scenery outside the window.
It is the first floor, and there is a yard outside. Flowers and plants are planted in the yard. Some people take care of it regularly, which looks good.
"If you do this, Zhao Qiwei will hate you."
Zhan Lianshi spoke, his tone was not emotional.
Compared with Qin Youbai, they are like a heaven and a earth.
The difference is very different.
"Haha..." Qin Youbai smiled, very peaceful. He held his hands together and looked at the plants and trees in the yard with great indifference, "I hate me and I can't do anything."
"I have to do that."
Zhan Lian's eyes were slightly restrained, "Why didn't you have to do this at the beginning, but now you have to do this."
Qin Youbai sighed, helpless, "People cannot do everything right. From birth to growth, many choices will be made in those long years."
“These choices may be good or bad, and no one can give a positive answer.”
"Only time can know."
"But when I knew it, it was too late."
"One step is wrong, every step is wrong."
"It's not what I want, but it's what I choose."
Zhan Lianshi's knuckles move slightly, and then his five fingers close.
The breath on his body was quiet.
Qin Youbai said these words casually, just a few short sentences, as if he had expressed his life so simply.
He has no regrets.
Accept everything calmly.
"I'm sorry Yuwen. I hurt the people who sincerely treat me. Everything I do now is what I should do."
"My result is what I deserve."
"only."
Qin Youbai turned his head and looked at Zhan Lian. A deep apology surged in his eyes, "I'm sorry, child."
"I have always been ashamed of Qiwei doing such a thing to you."
"At that time, because you were all children, I didn't educate him better, so that he would become like this today, which hurt Lin Lian."
"I'm sorry to Mingyue, I'm sorry to all of you."
"..." Zhan Lianshi was silent.
sorry.
There are three extremely simple words, but these three words are suppressed with great force.
He couldn't say a word.
Qin Youbai looked at Zhan Lian's expression, and he sighed softly, and then said, "That thing has nothing to do with you, it was done by Qi Wei."
"I know."
"His character, he must do whatever he wants to do."
"There wasn't that day, and he would do something even more crazy later."
"I know him, and you know him."
"Maybe in your opinion today, your original choice was wrong, but in fact, it was right."
"Because of you, I can know the existence of Lin Lian."
"I have the strength to make this choice today."
"It's all my fault and it has nothing to do with you juniors."
"Without me, there would be nothing that is today."
“I will atone for my sins.”
"I will let him take responsibility for what he should bear."
"He has been indulging in so many years, and it's time to end it."
Qin Youbai closed his eyes and a faint smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, so gentle.
Zhan Lianshi looked at a crabapple tree in the yard. As the weather got colder, its leaves withered yellow and fell, leaving bare branches, looking lonely.
Nothing to do.
Related.
From the moment he married her, she was involved with him.
At this moment, Zhan Lianshi's knuckles loosened and his eyes closed.
His breath fell into the abyss and could never be found again.
He Xiaoyi was in the car outside the villa, with a laptop on his knee and his cell phone next to him.
His fingertips were typing on the keyboard at a very fast speed.
Not long after, an email was sent out.
Chapter completed!