In the afternoon, Lu Yinbing only saw the reflected light between her fingers, and it felt like something was hiding, but given that she really had no experience, she was not sure if it was a can pull ring.

To be on the safe side, she wanted to go to the nurse first and notify the other party. The door of the ward is always locked. Go in and go in to prevent the patient from escaping. Moreover, there is no bell here like ordinary wards. She had to wait for the nurse to come, put her face on the glass window in the ward, and call her.

The patient did not get sick more than when he was sick, and it was normal most of the time. The nurse saw her having something to say inside, so she asked her to walk in a little bit. She opened the door, with a gentle attitude, and asked, "Is there anything wrong?"

Lu Yinbing had makeup on her face and dressed up like this. No matter how Daluo Goddess was, she could not recognize her as the glamorous actress. She didn't want to make her experience of life known to everyone, so only Director Huang, the doctor and the director in charge of this ward knew that the nurse only thought she was a new patient, and she was unfamiliar with her face.

Besides, even if she recognizes it, she will feel that she has a star face and will not contact Lu Yinbing.

Lu Yinbing pointed to the three beds inside and lowered her voice: "She seems to have something hidden."

The nurse slowly narrowed her eyes and looked at Lu Yinbing up and down. Lu Yinbing knew that she suspected her, so she looked back and said that the third bed was spinning around again and didn't notice it. She tried to make her words organized: "Her mother came to visit the class today and bought her food and drink. When she left, I saw a light on her fingers, and it felt like something was hidden."

It would be better to believe that he had something than not. The nurse came in to check if there was any lump sum hidden in bed No. 3. The third bed did not cooperate, which took a lot of trouble. What shocked Lu Yinbing was that the nurse did not find it. The third bed looked at her faintly, which made her creepy.

For a moment, she almost suspected that the No. 3 bed Lu Lingjun, who was always there, had returned to normal.

The nurse went out again, to check the garbage her mother took out or not to believe Lu Yinbing's words after the examination, she did not come back. At the time, everyone was skewed together by doctors and nurses for dinner. Everyone had different foods. Wudou was an old lady, and they ate liquid food. They had a few rice and steamed buns, Lu Yinbing was a side dish of steamed buns, two meat, one vegetable and one soup, and the food was pretty good.

Bed No. 3 did not refuse to eat. You should know that Lu Yinbing had dinner with her four times. She had sex twice in the first three times and had a fight with the nurse. She was obedient tonight, but she still said it, but she looked like a gentle feeling. Lu Yinbing was more sensitive to emotional changes due to her professional reasons. She noticed the other party's change, but the nurse did not notice it.

This made her feel more uneasy, but before she finished her meal, the third bed lifted the plate and screamed nervously in her seat. Lu Yinbing subconsciously snatched her chopsticks. She learned before she came in that some patients were aggressive, but you couldn't find it before she attacked people. In the first half of this year, a mental patient in a hospital in Henan attacked patients in the same ward with chopsticks, which eventually led to the death of three female mental patients and the injury of one female mental patient. Lu Yinbing looked at the chopsticks in her hand and saw a flood of beasts.

However, the third bed did not make any special move except screaming, and his hands were placed in place. The nurse was obviously used to this situation and comforted her with experience. A few days later, Lu Yinbing went out for ventilation temporarily. When he was receiving psychological counseling, he asked the doctor in charge of the ward. The doctor sighed and said: She is still a relatively easy-to-manager.

After using up dinner, I returned to the ward one by one.

Every night, the doctor will give me medicine, holding it in a small transparent cup, with only pills, no names, and no effect. The doctor will see them taking it before leaving. For those who have a previous record of Tibetan medicine, they will open their mouths to check if they are hidden in their mouths and swallow them down. It was found that the sixth bed was hidden in the sixth bed, and the sixth bed was paranoid. She used to think that she was a big mushroom, but now she doesn't know what she is. She refused to take it anyway, so a male nurse came and pressed her head to feed it. Not long after, the mushroom became drowsy and unconscious and fainted. It was probably sleeping pills or something.

The doctor smiled when he gave Lu Yinbing medicine and asked silently with his mouth: "Is it okay?"

Lu Yinbing raised her eyebrows and signaled that she was fine. But when the doctor spoke to her, she obviously felt a different feeling in her heart. The sun shone in, and she had struck the only reality in the past two days.

If you stay with mentally ill for a long time, your mind will inevitably be affected. Maybe you don’t think so, but this impact is subtle. Even if you still maintain normal brain thinking, your unconscious actions will not listen to rationality.

Lu Yinbing set a rigid rule to go out a day every weekend and do psychological counseling. If she is really affected in the future, the doctor will force her to take her out, and she must be fully prepared.

Drinking the sugar tablets without any effect in water, watching the doctor return to the corridor and close the door. Lu Yinbing was lying on the bed, with his eyes open, and repeating the monotonous numbers in his mouth, "One, two, three, four, five, six, seven..."

The eyes are in the observation of all beds in the ward.

She didn't know what the academic condition should be called. She was also a young girl with only twenty years old in bed. She should be baptized by knowledge and love in the ivory tower. She was depressed. Lu Yinbing saw it shortly afterwards because she had suffered from it. She often felt that someone was walking around in front of her, with a voice talking in her ears, and her emotions were uncontrollable. She would feel depressed because of a small thing, for example, when she saw a spot on the wall, she would burst into tears.

The fourth bed was crying now, sad, but there was no sound. A brand new box of tissues was used halfway. The doctor came in and accompanied her next to her. Lu Yinbing probably had to spend an hour with him.

The fifth bed is the old lady, who was schizophrenia, and she moved in in 1988, a year older than Lu Yinbing. When she was not sick, she was really a kind and kind old lady with gray hair and thin face. She liked to read books and studied insects. When she was normal, she sat reading books with glasses, without making noise. The day when Lu Yinbing entered the ward, she greeted her and said with a smile: "Hello, young man."

It looks a bit like Lu Yinbing's grandmother, and Lu Yinbing's eyes are a little hot.

But when she started the disease, she was no less than bed No. 3, and even worse than bed No. 3. She resisted any doctor and nurse, and her skinny body fought hard to resist contact with the nurse, screaming and wailing, her eyes were covered with turbid tears, and she refused to take medicine and would not sleep. After all, when she was old, the nurse didn't dare to touch her, for fear that she would get too strong and get a broken bone.

After a few days, I was transferred to the special guardian room, and no news came.

Time flies, and I live in the ward for five days in a blink of an eye. She stays up late every night these days. She is observing Lu Lingjun in bed No. 3. Lu Lingjun also needs to take sleeping pills at night, and she sleeps unconsciously, but the flash of light always lingers in her mind, and always feels that something is going to happen.

The leaves began to fall in the capital. From autumn to winter, it seemed like it was a matter of a moment. One morning, I woke up and seemed to have a shaking leaf spread yesterday, and today I was the commander.

The ground was thickly accumulated into a pile, and when I stepped on it, I felt that the soles of my feet were a little floating.

On the fifth night, Lu Yinbing decided that if Lu Lingjun had nothing to do tonight, she would take sleeping pills and sleep without seeing her. There were people singing the national anthem every day upstairs, which almost weakened her nerves. In two days, she would be able to go out to video with Xia Yitong and not let her spirits be messed up.

That night, Lu Lingjun, a bed No. 3, cut his wrists, using the can pull ring she had hidden secretly.

Why did Lu Yinbing hide so long before cutting his wrist? Lu Yinbing didn't know, but she saw the other party's movements. She didn't expect that there was still someone who didn't sleep so late, so she turned on the small desk lamp, used the edge of the pull ring to cut her blood vessels vertically.

The edge of the pull-up ring is sharp, but small, and the degree is not as good as a knife. After being put forth for a long time, it has thin rust. She faced Lu Yinbing. Lu Yinbing saw her hands trembling, closed her eyes and gritted her teeth, her face was pale.

The wrist cutting of the bed No. 3 failed.

Lu Yinbing jumped out of bed and smashed the door and called the doctor. He turned around to subdue her. The mentally ill patients in the TV series were very strong. Lu Yinbing had never verified it. I don’t know if it was true. Only after fighting did she know that it was true. She moved much faster than Lu Lingjun, who was in the hospital for many years. She pressed her arm tightly, but she still felt the other person’s twisting and struggle. It was a kind of life-deserving and terrifying struggle. Her joints made a terrifying sound. If they pressed down, they would definitely be broken due to resistance.

The doctor and nurse who arrived later tied her whole body firmly to the bed with a restraint belt, and the pull-up was taken away, with mottled blood on it.

Lu Yinbing was shocked and sat back on his bed and found that Lu Lingjun turned his head and looked at her. It was not the kind of neurotic gaze, but just quietly crying, and tears seeped into the pillow. It was the look of a normal person.

Lu Yinbing's heart trembled. In order to verify her guess, she whispered: "Lu Lingjun?"

Lu Lingjun cried and said, "Why should I save me... I don't want to drag my mother down, can you let me die... I don't want to live like this with a walking corpse..."

From her intermittent conversation, Lu Yinbing conjectures the whole story. Lu Lingjun was completely unreasonable when she was crazy and hated such herself when she woke up, but she was too few when she woke up, and the time was particularly short. For example, the short few minutes she had only been sneaking the ring last time, she hid the ring in a hidden place. It was almost a week before she remembered that she had hidden such a thing.

This also explains why Lu Yinbingbai has been staring at him for several nights and has found nothing.

Maybe she was also awake during the meal that day, but Lu Lingjun didn't say it, and she had no idea.

Lu Lingjun fell asleep while crying. Lu Yinbing took the courage to move forward and pushed away her hair. He found that she looked very handsome, with a slight nose and a red lips, and fell asleep like a baby in a quiet and quiet manner.

The next day, her mother came to see her again, her face full of fear. She probably learned that her daughter had committed suicide and rolled in and crawled in. Lu Yinbing stood up and helped her.

Lu Lingjun had a restraint tie on his upper body, and was fixed to the end of the bed, and he muttered something in his mouth, "The Jade Emperor, Queen Mother, Buddha, Fighting and Victorious Buddha". Her mother rushed over and hugged her, crying bitterly. She kicked her mother, bit her neck with her teeth, and shouted hysterically: "Don't make a noise! ​​You will die! Everyone will die!"

Her mother covered her bleeding neck and she burst into tears. She was taken out by the doctor for bandage.
Chapter completed!