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Mama Xia cried with her, her hands always lifted in the air.

"Leave me...Leave me..." Xia Yitong hid herself in the corner between the bedside table and the bed, wrapped her hands around her knees, her eyes lost their focal length, and kept murmuring, her face full of tears.

Lu Yinbing fed Xia Yitong antipyretics and put a wrung cold towel on her forehead. When she thought of the way Xia Yitong was sitting on the ground with tears on her face, her heart hurt. She couldn't help but gently cover her heart, gasped in small mouths, stood up, and turned her body to one side.

It was already two o'clock in the morning when she woke up. I don't know how long Xia Yitong has been here, nor why she cried like this. Her moodiness these days must have scared her, otherwise why Xia Yitong cried only when she was asleep.

You're a bastard.

She raised her head and breathed a sigh of relief, forcing her tears back.

Xia Yitong was lying in the bed, frowning, and was mumbling something in her mouth. Lu Yinbing's ears were pressed against her lips, and she vaguely heard it: "Leave me...Leave me..."

Leaving? What is the name of leaving? Was she going to leave?

Yes, she brought uneasiness and pain to Xia Yitong. She was the root cause of Xia Yitong becoming like this. Without her, Xia Yitong would not have acted in that movie, she would not have even embarked on this road, she would have a completely different smooth life, she was so good.

If your career is not good, you can't even keep your love. You are a complete loser. She heard the voice in her heart say this.

Lu Yinbing was shocked.

No, it's not like that. Xia Yitong loves her, and she loves each other. All the efforts are willing to do, and no one owes anyone. Why did Xia Yitong take it on herself with a word without beginning or end? Maybe she is not talking about her at all. Xia Yitong only has herself, and she didn't shake her why she was shaken.

I am not a loser. I can make a comeback, take good care of Xia Yitong, and be well with her.

I can!

Can I...?

Lu Yinbing retreated, his back against the wall, and slowly slid down.

In the room, there was a distance between the two people, one was lying on the bed and the other was sitting on the ground. The light and darkness were intertwined, and different shadows were divided by the light. The glass wishing bottle on the bedside table was tied with a dark blue ribbon, and the bottle body reflected a small silhouette.

The sun was rising, and the sunlight came in through the heavy curtains, dyeing the room light orange. Lu Yinbing lifted his eyelids and fell down again, staring at the ground in front of him with a dull expression.

Finally, Xia Yitong's awakening alarmed Lu Yinbing. She spent ten minutes to get herself away from the ground, stood up, and walked to the edge of the bed.

"You're awake." She realized that her voice was hoarse.

Xia Yitong looked at her and tears came out uncontrollably.

"What's wrong?" Lu Yinbing's slow reaction was so scared that she immediately beat several shots, which was faster than normal people's reaction speed. "Don't cry, my heart can't stand it when you cry."

She pressed her heart and a familiar pain came from the place: "My heart hurts, does it really hurt, don't cry, okay? You cried like that last night, I-"

Lu Yinbing's throat was choked and she couldn't speak anymore, and her eyes were shining.

Xia Yitong touched the towel on her head and wiped her eyes, sucked her nose hard: "Don't cry."

The two got up and helped each other to wash.

When taking medicine in the morning, Xia Yitong looked at Lu Yinbing, who was haggard in front of her, hesitated for a moment, and put it back. Lu Yinbing cast a puzzled look at her: "What's wrong?"

Xia Yitong said: "I don't want to eat it anymore."

"In no mood?"

"Yes." Xia Yitong's voice became more and more firm, "I don't want to be so confused every day. I don't want to yawn every day to resist the side effects of taking medicine. I can recover without taking medicine."

Xia Yitong said in her heart: The most important thing is that you don’t want you to take care of me so hard every day. I’m afraid that you will fall down after I get better.

Lu Yinbing's spirit was getting worse day by day, and she couldn't think of herself for a moment. She shook her head and refused Xia Yitong decisively: "No, I want to eat it."

Xia Yitong did not stubbornly, but discussed with her: "The next time I went to see the doctor, I told the doctor that if he said I didn't need to eat, I wouldn't eat it."

Lu Yinbing: "Okay, listen to the doctor."

Xia Yitong's sleepiness in the afternoon improved a lot. Sometimes a person's will can transcend his physiological instinct, but he is still drowsy and his eyes are always unclear. She thought of a way and put a piano in the living room. Sometimes she played it for an afternoon, and her face was pressed on the piano keys and was held up by Lu Yinbing. At this time, she would stare at Lu Yinbing blankly. Lu Yinbing took the opportunity to take a lot of cute photos.

Xia Yitong hasn't posted on Weibo more than a month ago. Lu Yinbing picked the second cute one from the photos she took and posted it online, leaving the first cute one for herself.

Fans lost their wits and said they had never seen such a soft and cute Xia Yitong.

[Xia Yitong's white shirt: Wait, wait a minute, this angle does not look like a selfie, who took it?!]

[Summer sycamore tree: Damn, blindly born, you found the gorgeous spot [Shocked]]

[Xia Xia Xia Xia Xia Xia Xia Xia Xia Xia Xia Xia Xia Tian: I took it, thank you everyone, Xia Yitong and I have already obtained the certificate [Haha]]

[Maybe one day you will love me: the decoration of this house, emmmmm... I don't seem to have seen it before. Has Xiao Xia bought a new house? Or, I have a bold idea [supporting my cheek]]

[Never seen such a cute person: the speculation upstairs is extremely terrifying...]

A group of fans are searching for clues and intentions to find the people who took the photos. It is not their fault that they have thoughts. It turns out that Xia Yitong's photos are either selfies or group photos of many people. They are not without them. If there is one, they are either street photos or they appear in the Nine Palace Grid with the photos. Who can take them at a glance.

Suddenly, a photo from home was taken by someone else. How could it not cause a thousand waves? In a single photo, Xia Yitong became a hot search again, with the title saying "Xia Yitong posted warm photos, suspected of dating people". Xue Yao's heart skipped a beat when she saw the hot search. After seeing the content clearly, she put it down again.

Since the two at home became ill, she has been unable to finish her mind. In her dream, Lu Yinbing came out, Lu Yinbing beat the paparazzi, Lu Yinbing... It's all bad things. She can even pull her hair white when she wakes up in the morning and looks in front of the mirror.

She was not very worried about Xia Yitong. With Lu Yinbing here, she wouldn't have any trouble. The title party on Weibo was so annoying.

But she hasn't called the two of them these days. One is that she doesn't want to bother them, and the other is that she doesn't want to make any more rules and regulations, and then she can make any trouble. At worst, she will take it aside.

I wonder how they are now? Last night I called Lu Yinbing and asked her to have a good rest and just ask her if there is anything. Lu Yinbing was still saying that she would correct her. As soon as she heard it, she knew she didn't listen at all, but it proved from the side that she was in good spirits.

Xue Yao thought it was time to choose a time to see them.

Psychological clinic.

Xia Yitong entered the doctor's office again and closed the door. She formally submitted an application to the doctor for stopping the medicine. The doctor raised his eyebrows in surprise. The chat time this time was shorter than last time. Xia Yitong's logic was clear and his answers were organized. Except for the occasional uncertainty, it was almost the same as a normal person.

At the end, the doctor smiled at her and said, "I have been in this industry for so many years, and you are definitely one of the fastest recovery people. I will ask you a risk of how you adjusted. I can use it as a reference for future reference."

Xia Yitong smiled and said, "Maybe it is an obsession that I must get better and get better soon. I can't worry my family."

Doctor: "That's the willpower, and your family must be pleased to see you like this."

Xia Yitong: "Well, I hope she is happier. By the way, can I stop the medicine? Because my family is not in good health, taking medicine has too much side effects on me, and she is a little overwhelmed to take care of me."

Doctor: "I originally didn't recommend stopping. You should know that drugs are the most effective way to treat mental illnesses, but you can try to stop for a few days in your current situation. If you feel something is wrong, please tell me in time."

Lu Yinbing turned off the kindle interface. This time he watched Roberto Bolanho's "The Distant Stars". When he saw 30% of the time, Xia Yitong came out, much earlier than she expected.

The doctor praised Xia Yitong in front of her, which made Xia Yitong feel embarrassed. After getting on the bus, Xia Yitong said, "The doctor said that I was in a good condition and I don't need to take medicine."

Lu Yinbing: "Is it really okay?"

There was worry in her expression, and there was a hint of undetectable relaxation.

For her relaxed look, Xia Yitong strengthened her determination. No matter how difficult it was, she would get better as quickly as possible.

On the first day after stopping the medicine, Xia Yitong was restless and anxious as soon as she got up. Xia Yitong sat next to her and kept talking to her. Just by controlling her thoughts, Xia Yitong was so tired that she sweated and exhausted.

The shower washed away the fatigue and sweat. Xia Yitong's wore a sleep in Lu Yinbing's arms. He suddenly woke up at midnight, his mind was occupied by complicated and complicated sounds. He clearly felt that she was being split into many pieces. Everyone was talking to her. The sudden blue veins and the traces of evil ghosts were repeatedly released in front of him until dawn.

Insomnia in the second half of the night.

The day after stopping the medicine, Xia's mother pounced on her lap and cried, crying over and over again about the miserable situation of her and Xia's father back then. Xia Yitong pressed her forehead against the edge of the bed, and her palm was pinched to death with deep blood marks.

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