The orchid at the door of the office was in decline, and the leaves were sticky and listless. Lu Yinbing raised his head from the kindle. Today's book is Hermann Hesse's "Siddhartha", a story about finding oneself. The protagonist of the story, Siddhartha, has always been away from her world and cannot be involved.

She set her eyes on the orchid, walked to the flower pot and squatted down, staring at its leaves intently.

Inside the office separated by a wall.

Doctor: "Are there any hallucinations?"

Xia Yitong said: "It's gone, I haven't seen it again since I left here last time."

Doctor: "Where is the auditory hallucination?"

Xia Yitong: "There is one thing, but it does not affect normal life. It started out during the day and night, but now it only appears at night, which lasts about an hour."

The doctor closed the pen cover and smiled faintly, "The frequency of your coming can be changed to once every two weeks in the future. Make some consolidation. In fact, the initial choice of stopping the medicine was a... Well, how to say it, a relatively wise choice. Psychia drugs are highly dependent and can be used to regulate the nerves. They cannot be cut off. If they break, they will easily recur. Many psychiatric patients suppress the disease by taking medicine for life, and treating the symptoms but not the root cause. And in the final analysis, they need to treat it..."

The doctor pointed to the temple, "I said before that individuals have differences, whether mild or severe, some people have serious sequelae, slow movement, memory loss, etc. If you eat the actors' business, if you have to take medicine to control the condition for the rest of your life, the consequences..."

The doctor shook his head, and the words behind him were self-evident.

Xia Yitong's mind flashed in lightning and grabbed something: "Lu Yinbing said that she had cured depression here, did she not take the medicine?"

The doctor lifted his eyelids calmly and said, "I can't tell you if you involve the patient's privacy."

The doctor did not say it, and his expression could not capture the truth, but Xia Yitong had already determined the answer. After Lu Yinbing had heard of those side effects, he must have never taken medicine and relied on himself to resist the past. She couldn't help but bent her eyes. As her life intersects with Lu Yinbing more and more, a very strange phenomenon also arises. She filmed "Mei Qi" and worshiped Lu Yinbing's master, jumped on the steps that Lu Yinbing jumped, and ran the path she ran; she had to play the role that Lu Yinbing was going to play; she had even suffered from mental illnesses, and was treated by the same doctor, but she refused to take medicine to survive.

When she smiled, her eyes were bright and there was joy from the bottom of her heart.

The doctor looked at her, pulled open the cover of the pen and closed it again. His eyes seemed to see Lu Yinbing a few years ago. Lu Yinbing also cut off the medicine after taking it for a few days. She was the kind of person who had a strong reaction. She felt that her body and brain became very bad as soon as she took the medicine. Then she decided to cut off the medicine. The doctor refused to do so. Lu Yinbing had committed suicide, which shows that her condition was very serious and it was almost impossible to survive without drug treatment.

"I won't eat!" Lu Yinbing stood straight at the table, his face as haggard as a living ghost, but there was a fire that was unwilling to admit defeat in the depths of his eyes. "I can't eat it anymore! I'd rather not live like a useless person!"

"I can get through it, I can tie myself up, I will never commit suicide again. Doctor, doctor, believe me."

She was so stubborn that the doctor had no choice but to provide psychological counseling for her as much as possible, study all the information from ancient and modern times, and do her best to help her recover. As time goes by, Lu Yinbing has become a case he has to track every day, watching her improve day by day, as if she is witnessing a miracle happening with her own eyes.

A year later, she really survived, from pale expressions, dodging, to radiant, bold and ostentatious, and once again active in the shining spotlight, with great attention.

The doctor remembered the premiere of her first movie after she recovered. Lu Yinbing gave him two tickets for the premiere and asked him and his wife to see it. The doctor had treated so many patients, and when he saw Lu Yinbing who looked as smiling again, he almost couldn't help but shed tears on the spot.

I took a group photo, right in front of the huge poster of the movie, and the group photo is now in the doctor's drawer.

The doctor raised his hand and rubbed the lock of the drawer, looked farther away, looking at something else through the office door...

"Thank you, doctor." Xia Yitong bowed deeply at the door, turned around and opened the door, and asked the doctor to leave first. The black shadow squatting at the door scared the two of them, and Xia Yitong blurted out: "Teacher Lu?"

Lu Yinbing patted his clothes and stood up, smiled and nodded at the doctor, and then said to Xia Yitong: "I'm looking at the orchids, it's a little wilted. Isn't it watering?"

The next sentence asked the doctor again.

The doctor also bent down and took a closer look: "Maybe it is, I'll ask someone to come and see it later."

Lu Yinbing: "The Chinese New Year is coming soon, I'll invite you and your sister-in-law to have a meal?"

The doctor said with resentment: "My wife is on night shift today."

Outside the workplace, the doctor is also an ordinary husband, and he also complains about his wife being busy with work tonight and not coming back for dinner. Lu Yinbing said, "Then I'll treat you to the next time?"

The doctor shook his head: "No, in another half an hour, I have a patient to come over and just asked my assistant to order takeaway."

Lu Yinbing smiled and said, "Then you are busy, we won't disturb you."

"Wait a minute," the doctor said, taking out his cell phone from his pocket, "The three of us take a photo together?"

Lu Yinbing: "???"

The doctor said: "Leave a memory, a great miracle and a small miracle."

Both the Great Miracle and the Little Miracle laughed. They held hands and stood next to them, leaving a precious photo.

Xia Yitong was in a good mood all the way back, so good that Lu Yinbing felt abnormal. There was a song in the carriage that didn't know what time FM was, and the sound was not loud. Xia Yitong hummed, and the tune was several keys higher than others.

"The sky is as gray as if I have cried. I am not free after leaving you. The sour air smells our distance. A heart-wrenching ending, like breathing, cannot stop..."

Lu Yinbing couldn't help asking, "The doctor said you are cured?"

"I know we are not wrong, but I just forgot how to back down. I promised my promises, but I was not there." Xia Yitong's voice was very cheerful, "The doctor said that the frequency of coming here will be changed to once every two weeks, and schizophrenia is not so easy to heal... The most beautiful love memories to continue..."

Lu Yinbing: "...You just said it wasn't that easy to heal, right?"

She wondered if something was wrong with her ears or something was wrong with Xia Yitong's mind.

Xia Yitong shook her head during the music accompaniment: "Yes, yes, the doctor also said that it can only achieve basic recovery and complete cure. It seems that it does not exist... The sky is as gray as if I had cried. After leaving you, I am not more free..."

Lu Yinbing: "Do you want to take medicine?"

Xia Yitong: "Smell out our distance... No, I have been pausing for so long, what medicine to take... The yellowed diary of the drawer has squeezed out the memories, that smile is summer, your and my past is forgotten clockwise..."

Lu Yinbing: "Will it relapse in the future?"

Xia Yitong: "Crying careless tears are unnecessary... I don't know, there is a possibility, but I don't think you have to worry too much. The soldiers come to block the water and the soil. You are by my side. I have nothing to be afraid of. If you recur, I will hit it once... Huhuhaha, use the nunchao, Huhuha, use the nunchao. If I have light skills to fly over the eaves and walk on the wall, I am upright and unyielding! Use the nunchao, Huhuha, I defend with my hand knife, Huhu, beautiful round-rotation kick! I was so scared that I almost kicked the accelerator."

Lu Yinbing: “………………………………”

Xia Yitong's song that went off the wrong way was brought back by the radio station. She shrugged her shoulders excitedly to nodding her head slowly, and turned a corner skillfully on the steering wheel: "I know that you and I are not wrong, but it will be easier to let go. The most beautiful love memories will continue. I know that you and I are not wrong, but I just forgot how to retreat. I swear to make a promise, but I was-"

Lu Yinbing raised his hand and pressed off the radio station, and the music came to an abrupt end.

Xia Yitong was stunned for a moment and silently added: "...time is gone. What's wrong?"

Lu Yinbing said without expression on his face, "Pull over."

This feeling of being alone is so high that she still knows nothing is really bad.

Xia Yitong drove forward for a distance and stopped on the side of the road. Although he was confused, he still had a smile on his face. Lu Yinbing pressed his hand on the edge of the seat, unbuttoned his seat belt with a "click", and put his hand directly on the steering wheel, which was equivalent to circling Xia Yitong in his seat: "Before you go home, can you not want to explain to me why you suddenly became so abnormal?"

Xia Yitong: "What does abnormal mean?"

Lu Yinbing: "It's what you are now."

Xia Yitong: "I'm pretty normal now." She took off the mirror in the car and looked at it. Her complexion was particularly good, with white and red inside, and her eyes were glowing.

Lu Yinbing poked her shoulder: "Say, why are you so happy? It makes me happy too if you say it."

Xia Yitong: "Ah, you said this."

She laughed for a long time herself, and Lu Yinbing raised her hand to hit someone.

Xia Yitong begs for mercy quickly and asked, "Do you really want to know?"

Lu Yinbing: "Nonsense."

"Okay, I'll tell you." Xia Yitong pressed her hand on the seat belt lock and stared at her steadily. Her eyes were so deep that it seemed as if the affection of a world was hidden. Lu Yinbing couldn't help but be attracted by her gaze. She couldn't remember anything she wanted to ask for for a moment.

"I love you." The second "click" sounded, Xia Yitong leaned over, held Lu Yinbing's wrist, pressed it against her legs, and accurately held her lips in Lu Yinbing's wide eyes.

After a long time, Xia Yitong gasped and let go of her, both of them were shining. Lu Yinbing wrapped her bra on Xia Yitong's neck, her eyes were blurred, as if she had not come back to her senses: "You haven't..."

She remembered that they were talking about the reason why Xia Yitong was so happy?

"Because I love you." Xia Yitong interrupted her and looked into her eyes and said, "Nothing makes me happier than the fact that I love you."
Chapter completed!