As the psychologist thought, after the serious illness a few years ago, she was extremely sensitive to her mental state. Last December, after she found something wrong with her memory on the set, she stayed in the room for a week, her heart was full of confusion.

She was in a bad mood at that time, as if there was a beast hidden in her heart, she wanted to run wildly, scream, and wanted to do whatever she wanted, but she couldn't vent that mood, so she could only scream silently, smash the pillow on the bed, smash the ground, and then lay on the ground, lying with her eyes open all night.

Finally, Xia Yitong was back, but she was even worse than her. She had hallucinations and often talked to herself in the air. Lu Yinbing strongly got up and took care of her. Xia Yitong was sleepy and she happened to have insomnia, which was very convenient to take care of her. Originally, she had to hide it if she didn't sleep at night, but later, Xia Yitong took medicine for a few days and became drowsy at night and couldn't notice anything.

As for the others, she is one of the best actors in China. It is easy to hide from Xia Yitong, not to mention that Xia Yitong is still in a state of illness. Although it sometimes arouses the other party's suspicion, Xia Yitong often writes to her and relies on her. She trusts whatever she says unconditionally. Over the past two months, Xia Yitong only feels that she is getting thinner and thinner, but she doesn't know why.

After making movies and acting more, she will get into the role and become a role. Lu Yinbing tried to use this method to get rid of her depression. She thought she could come out six years ago and would be the same in six years. But things didn't go as expected. Every day, every day, every day, her spirit was fighting against her body. She had something to do, she had Xia Yitong to take care of, and she had to walk with the other person for the rest of her life. She had to cheer up.

But psychological suggestion is always defeated in front of physiological instinct. If you have fought against hunger, you will know that it is not something that psychological suggestion can solve. She has to spend a lot of effort to make herself laugh. Xia Yitong is happy as long as she sees her laugh. It is not that she cannot feel happiness. Happiness is short-lived for her. Just like a joke on the Internet, she will be endless confusion and emptiness. She cannot feel the sense of happiness that lasts in the sun.

She got angry several times, and she was moody and cried uncontrollably. Xia Yitong would coax her, just like before, but she changed her face in one second, so she was still glad that she had such a personality before, so she didn't have to worry too much.

Before Xia Yitongti went to see a doctor, she had thought about it, but she rejected it herself. First, she had no time. Xia Yitong was still in the mud, she was on the shore, but her shoes were wet, and she should pull the other party up first; second, she did not have that desire. Every day, she opened her eyes, the world around her was gray, she walked barefoot in the gray desert, unable to find the meaning of life.

Since Xia Yitong asked her to see the doctor, she would go. It was right to reasonably persuade her that this was right. She should use other things to divert her attention. And this was indeed something that should be done. After doing it, the first doctor shook his head and pressed a straw on her back.

There will be more straws coming in the future, and she is ready to bear it. A sudden dream exposed everything to the sun, and suddenly she doesn't want to disguise it. She just doesn't want to do anything, she wants to rot there quietly, and becomes a fossil for the world to study in tens of thousands of years. What's the point of living? Anyway, they are going to die. Why do people have to live?

She was lying on the bed, thinking about more problems one night than a year. Xia Yitong's mobile phone alarm clock rang. She was afraid that she would make her sleep, so she turned it off without thinking. She was discovered like this. She was surprised and was not surprised. A result she had expected long ago was that she felt relieved.

The feeling of no longer having secrets and making it clear to the world made her feel comfortable that she had not had for a long time.

-Go to see a psychiatrist with me tomorrow morning.

She nodded, OK.

...

After listening to Lu Yinbing's calm narrative, the doctor did not speak for a long time. She was too calm, not as calm as a patient. If she didn't say it, Xia Yitong would not say that she was abnormal at home, and the doctor would not believe that she was a patient with depression.

Seven years ago, Lu Yinbing sat opposite her. Back then, she had the courage to fight the sky and was unwilling to give up. Even though she was haggard and thin, her eyes were bright like torches. But now she looked quiet, but she felt a deep breath of death inside, as if she suddenly had no motivation to move down.

Lu Yinbing said: "I want to take a break for a while. Is it okay for ten minutes? I will chat with you in ten minutes."

The doctor said nothing and looked at the case on the table for ten minutes.

Lu Yinbing stared at the ground. Ten minutes passed, but she still stared at the ground, her back completely trapped in the chair, and she was completely demeanor.

"Time is up."

"Okay." Lu Yinbing sat down a little.

After chatting for a long time, the doctor also understood the root of her disease, which was caused by many aspects. A person was frustrated in his most talented field, and then lived under high pressure one after another, and his emotions were not relieved. It has continued until now. Her inside was tangled like a twist, and only a seemingly peaceful skin barely supported her to survive in the world.

Xia Yitong saw the truth under her skin, and the hard-working skeleton was pulled out of the most critical one, and her entire energy and spirit also became weak as the disguise disappeared.

After the conversation, Lu Yinbing made a request to the doctor: "I have been sick for a long time. Don't tell Xia Yitong. If she asks you, you will say it's the last half month."

The doctor hesitated: "This..."

Lu Yinbing did not give him a chance to bargain and said indifferently: "This is the professional quality of a psychologist. It cannot reveal the privacy of patients, even for the family members."

doctor:"……"

But he couldn't lie against his conscience. The professional quality of a psychologist did not tell her to help the patient deceive her family.

Lu Yinbing stood up, put the coat on the back of the chair and put it on his arms, and said, "I will come here regularly for treatment, thank you doctor."

The doctor saw Lu Yinbing go out, but he didn't even move his feet. After a while, Xia Yitong came in and looked at her anxiously: "Doctor!"

The doctor said before she spoke: "You ask her yourself, I have said everything I should say, and she doesn't let me bald a word."

Xia Yitong: “…”

Doctor: "But I'll send you an email later, what should you do and what shouldn't be done, as a family member..." Xia Yitong paused and looked at the doctor's expression. It was estimated that Lu Yinbing had said everything, including their relationship. The doctor had no strange colors at all. He continued, "You are very important for the recovery of patients with depression. She has a tendency to give up on herself. Don't keep persuading her, let alone ignore her psychology. Of course I know you won't. You have to learn to understand her first. Depression is a mental illness, and in severe cases there is a bold "death" in front of you at all times, followed by an exclamation mark. Their psychology is difficult for normal people to empathize with..."

Xia Yitong listened to the general briefly. The doctor said without stopping. He hurriedly took the memorandum on his phone to record the keywords. The doctor raised his hand and stopped him, "Don't panic, don't fall down just now. I'll explain it to you roughly. I'll write you the specific ones."

Xia Yitong nodded: "I know, I know."

But she felt very flustered if she didn't do anything, even if it was a futile thing, she could have a place to let her go.

Xia Yitong thanked the doctor and ran outside. Lu Yinbing sent her a WeChat message with a voice: "I'm waiting for you in the car, I'll take the keys."

The car door closed with a bang, and Xia Yitong sat in the driver's seat. According to what the doctor said, don't urge her not to ask, but just leaned over and kissed her hair gently, pulled over the seat belt next to her right and tied it.

"Lu Xiaodingdang is going home." Xia Yitong shouted forward with great enthusiasm.

Lu Yinbing raised the corner of his mouth and drooped.

Xia Yitong drove the car out of the parking space, and while driving, he said in a broadcasting voice: "Now the real-time broadcast is "Lu Lulu Morning News". I am the host Xiao Xia. As we all know, our Lu Lulu is one of the most popular electronic media nowadays. There were several investors who wanted to join, such as Ma Yunyun, Hua Tengteng, and Liu Qiangqiang, but they were all strongly rejected by our president. Why is this? Because we cannot accept capital erosion. Now let's play the first news: The famous actress came to the movie and was suspected of having a child secretly abroad. It is said to be twins. Let us congratulate this newlywed mother, Gu Ji Gu Ji..."

Lu Yinbing's eyes twitched.

The man's home was thousands of miles away and had a loud sneeze. Who did he think of her so much during the New Year?

Xia Yitong continued: "Sorry, I just reported the wrong report, so I valued the two newspapers. A well-known actress came to show off intimate photos with Dubai rich people, and the goose eggs on her fingers were eye-catching."

Laiying: "Ah Ye, Ah Ye..."

Her husband ran over with a nervous look, "Are you pregnant?"

Laiying: "Your pregnancy is sneezing..." She turned around and pressed her hand under her throat, and retching.

"No, right? Are you really pregnant?"

"I'm the one who acted, I'll be the first to tell you when I get pregnant." Laiying rolled his eyes back, the silly man.

"I'm your husband, are you the first to tell me who else I want to tell?" Zhao Jun circled Laiying's waist from behind, lifted her hands hard, and Laiying's feet hung in the air.

Laiying shouted, "I won't tell you, I'll tell Lao Lu to go."

Zhao Jun put her down: "That's fine, then the second one will tell me?"

Laiying: "Tell Xia Tong."

Zhao Jun said sourly: "Do I have a third chance?"

Laiying calculated with her fingers: "You are almost the third one, why don't you kneel down and thank you."

Zhao Jun squatted down: "Thank you, Lord, Longyou~"

Laiying rode on his back and muttered, "I haven't been back to see them for a long time, and they don't send me a message, it's like the world has evaporated."

After finding time, she has to go back to the capital.
Chapter completed!