68, not bad(1/2)
After leaving the pharmacy, the two found a chair and sat down.
There was no one in the park in the early morning.
The street lights were still on, the light was dim, and the bushes behind him were dark.
Yi Yan turned over the plastic and made a sound, and took the disinfectant first: "The way you reject this little girl is so heartless."
She laughed: "But I like it."
Su An took off his jacket and wore a thin short t-shirt underneath, exposing the wound to the air.
He didn't say anything, and he didn't feel that his words or actions were inappropriate when he rejected people.
Su An has never been a merciful person. He always treats others with a distance and is cold and decisive.
Yi Yan is the exception.
There was only a short T-shirt under the leather jacket. While Yi Yan was disinfecting him, he asked, "Isn't it cold?"
"Um."
Yi Yan put her hand on the man's hand and could feel the man's body temperature: "Warm, why is your personality so cold and your body temperature so warm?"
"Men's body temperature is generally higher than that of women."
Yi Yan: "I said no."
Yi Yan is a doctor, so he naturally understands what Su An said, but he just wants to talk nonsense.
She raised her head and looked directly at Su An, curling her lips and saying, "The reason for the high body temperature is to warm my bed."
Obviously talking nonsense, Su An didn't say anything, just glanced indifferently.
Yi Yan handled the wound skillfully, disinfected, applied medicine, and bandaged it.
Quickly helping Su An take care of the wound, Yi Yan took out anti-inflammatory medicine from her bag and told her: "Remember to take anti-inflammatory medicine after three meals, and don't touch the water with the wound."
When turning over the medicine, I found two boxes of condoms inside.
Yi Yan didn't shy away from it. He took it out and waved it twice at Su An: "As for this, the doctor's advice can only be used on me."
Su An didn't talk much, and Yi Yan did all the talking. He looked at her lightly, but he was still unfazed as usual.
Yi Yanyang moved forward, put his lips close to Su An's ear, and whispered, saying that it could only be used inside her body.
Yi Yan quickly backed away.
Even though she was flirting with love and sex, Su An's mood remained unchanged.
He took the condom from her hand and threw it back into the bag: "I haven't used it on anyone else."
When I was young, I was greedy for pleasure and tasted the ultimate ecstasy, but I didn't touch her again for eight years. I quit for nearly ten years. If it weren't for her, he wouldn't touch her.
At this point, Yi Yan can rest for an hour or two before going back to work.
Su An stood up: "Go back."
Yi Yan grabbed the hand he handed over and stood up: "Go back to the water bay."
Su An: "Yeah."
Yi Yan's car was stored, and she got on the back seat of Su An's motorcycle.
Holding his waist, the wind whizzed past his ears, and the sound of the engine cut through the quiet night.
Yi Yan remembered the first time he saw Su An driving a motorcycle. At that time, they had not reconciled. Yi Yan went in and said that the man in the driveway drove well.
Qian Yu took her there that time. Yi Yan leaned on Su An's back. Thinking of Qian Yu, she got up from Su An's back and shouted.
"That time I met you on the bike lane, do you remember?"
At that time, Yi Yan and Su An were awkward and indifferent to each other, and they ignored each other.
Su An hummed, and even though it was quickly drowned in the wind, Yi Yan could still hear it.
"It was Qian Yu who took me there that time."
Of course Su An remembered who was beside her at that time, but he didn't respond to Yi Yan's words.
Yi Yan suddenly felt funny, and Su An was probably angry.
But she didn't have time to take into account his emotions right now, she had important things to talk about.
"At that time, he said that it belonged to a friend of his. Since he is a friend, he can always dig out something from his friend. Although this person should have few clues, finding out a little is a good thing."
"Do you remember what the cycling base is called?" At that time, Yi Yan only went there with the intention of having fun. It was dark and he didn't even pay attention to the name of the venue.
Su An then said: "Remember."
Yi Yan crouched behind Su An, and all the wind was blocked by him. Yi Yan hid behind him, and the only sound left in the world was the whistling of the wind in his ears.
The car bumped slightly and there was a monotonous sound of wind. Yi Yan fell asleep after a while.
But sleeping in the back seat of a motorcycle is very dangerous. Yi Yanqiang stayed up and rested his chin on Su An's shoulder to blow the air to wake him up.
The city was sleeping late at night, with only a few vehicles passing by from time to time, and the street lights quickly receding.
The wind made Yi Yan sober, and he was distracted by the alcohol. Only now did Yi Yan think of Yi Meng.
The first thought that squeezed into his mind was not that Yi Meng had relapsed into taking drugs, but the image of Yi Meng being imprisoned and forced to take drugs by Yingsha's men many years ago.
In fact, people are not weak initially, but after developing weaknesses, they become completely cowardly.
Yi Yan never admitted that he was this kind of person, but in the end he inevitably became the person he hated most.
Uncertainty in decision-making is a taboo in life, and two contradictions clamor in the body.
After being stunned for a moment, Su An's car quickly arrived outside the community.
When the car stopped, Yi Yan was still unwilling to get off him and glanced sideways at the floor. The floor-to-ceiling glass windows of her house were completely dark.
If she didn't come down, Su An didn't remind her.
It was quiet all around, except for the sound of frogs croaking in the grass.
Yi Yan leaned his face against Su An's shoulder and neck, and suddenly made a sound.
"Su An."
Not loudly, as if she was afraid of breaking the illusion of peace she had created tonight.
"I'm... really unhappy tonight."
Ever since she fell in love with Su An, Yi Yan was not someone who liked letting her boyfriend share her emotions.
This happens every time she drinks, and her psychological defense is lowered.
But this time it was not driven by alcohol, I just wanted to talk to Su An and be more honest between the two parties.
It was impossible for her to leave Su An again.
Su An didn't interrupt her, and Yi Yan didn't need his response. She asked him: "Did you go to see me on purpose when we met at the drug rehabilitation center? You would have known that my mother was taking drugs."
Su An did not answer and went straight to the topic: "What happened?"
Yi Yan buried herself behind him, her nose touching the slightly warm nape of the man's neck. She didn't hide it anymore: "My mother has relapsed."
In the darkness, Yi Yan didn't see Su An's eyes condense.
She continued: "She didn't want to suck it, Yingsha forced her to do it."
"Don't you all think I'm cowardly? Why don't you stand with your police and attack Yingsha together?"
"But actually the person in the world who wants to kill Yingsha the most is me."
Her tone was extremely calm, as if she was describing the most ordinary thing.
Yi Yan chuckled and laughed at himself: "But the person who is most afraid of her is me."
Su An was silent the whole time, and Yi Yan said, "Do you also think I'm bad?"
Yi Yan rarely had such topics with Su An. The last time they talked, Su An broke through her psychological defense in bed.
As soon as Yi Yan finished speaking, Su An said: "No."
Su An didn't deliberately comfort her, but just stated the facts: "It's not bad."
He repeated: "Not bad at all."
Su An always spoke seriously, and this sentence was even more affirmative. Yi Yan was stunned.
She has had a sense of resistance from the moment she was sensible, and she is the bravest.
Human nature has both good and evil, but she chose a different path from Yingsha.
Su An was not very good at comforting others. Yi Yan's hand tightened around his waist and said, "Su An."
"I'm really selfish."
Even though I knew it was dangerous, I still dragged you in, knowing full well that you wouldn't ignore it.
Su An obviously knew what she meant: "No, I chose it myself."
Only then did Yi Yan realize that Su An was actually very scheming.
To be continued...