"Let's break up!" I was drinking in the bar when Lin Wei said this to me.

It was already very late now, and there were only a few customers in the bar.

On the stage, a folk singer with a vicissitudes of life played and sang a folk song to himself. The tone was so melancholy that it almost made one think of committing suicide.

The alcohol made my consciousness a little blurry, so I didn't notice Lin Wei's arrival. I didn't react until she threw a ball of something in my face.

It seems that she still understands me, which can be proved by the fact that she can find me accurately at this moment. It is really worthwhile that she has followed me for several months, I think.

I turned my head to look at her. She was standing only one meter away from me, her expression like a calm lake. At least in this ambiguous light, I couldn't see a trace of the anger or disappointment she should have at the moment.

The light was gentle and the singing was melodious. She looked at me like this and then said these words, which also announced the official end of our eight-month cohabitation life.

Everything happened so suddenly, but it also seemed natural, like an illusion, as if it was a long-planned conspiracy, but the people in the game couldn't see their own flaws.

When I saw clearly the black object that fell on the table, I couldn't help but curse in my heart.

Unexpectedly, the plan I had drafted countless times in my mind had already been aborted before it was implemented. It was really a goddamn failure.

After she said this, she turned around and walked out of the bar, leaving me with only a colorful back that was rendered by the flash, which looked like an unquestionable determination.

I sat still and didn't even say a word, because I knew very well that it was just a game between us. After playing the game for a long time, we would get tired of it, so the end was inevitable. All that was missing was an opportunity.

Now it seems that everything is ready.

Xiangdong looked at Lin Wei's leaving back strangely and then looked at me and said, "What's going on?"

I ignored him.

"What? Why don't you go out and explain?" he asked again.

I smiled bitterly and put the things Lin Wei threw at me on the table without saying a word. He was my good friend, so he knew what I was. He didn't pay much attention to Lin Wei's performance just now, and just pointed a finger curiously.

He picked up the dark thing and put his face up to look at it.

When he finally saw what it was through the flickering light, he almost spit out the beer he just drank.

That's right, it's a woman's dress, a woman's close-fitting dress, black and full of mystery.

I thought about what happened with the mysterious girl the night before from beginning to end, but in the end I still didn't remember how this mysterious underwear got into Lin Wei's hands.

But since Lin Wei discovered it, it meant that he was still at home. Thinking of this, I couldn't help but secretly cursed myself for not being cautious enough, and scolded the woman in black stockings in my heart. She really has no professional ethics. She left and stayed with me.

If you give me some evidence, you really have no professional training.

It was already past two o'clock in the morning when I came out of the bar. My head felt dizzy and my steps felt as if I were walking on clouds. I knew that I was only one glass of wine away from unconsciousness.

But I can always accurately grasp my own limits, so as not to irresponsibly put myself in an uncontrollable situation. Perhaps this is my only ability.

At this moment, the first rain of spring this year is falling outside, and the occasional wind is still wrapped in the chill of March 9. Although winter has gone, spring has not yet arrived. I stand in the cracks of this seasonal cycle and feel a little faint.

cold.

Maybe it was because of the rain, or maybe it was too late. I stood by the eaves and smoked several cigarettes but didn't wait for a taxi.

When I stamped out my fifth cigarette butt, I finally became irritated, as if the whole world was against me that night.

It's just that a big-assed woman who just arrived at the company plagiarized my plan just by making coffee for the vice president. Now even a bitch like Lin Wei has no chance to deal with it. Just thinking about it makes me angry.

I was so cruel that I simply plunged into the rain, thinking: Damn it, whatever unlucky things happen to me, I want to see how unlucky I can get.

Walking on the soaked road, the cold rain hit my groggy head, which made me feel refreshed. The street lamp was dying like a will-o'-the-wisp, illuminating the wet road with a yellowish glow.

Occasionally, there is a pool of water that has not had time to sink into the ground. As the raindrops fall, the dream-like neon lights in the distance are shattered.

I stood on a deserted street, looking up at the bottomless night, ahead of me

The road was misty and hazy. The rain felt cold on my face, which reminded me of my mother's tears.

Lin Wei and I met last summer. Our acquaintance seemed to be a bit casual. I only remember that it was at a friend's party. Which friend no longer remembers, or maybe a friend of a friend, God knows.

I just remember that we had a very lively chat that day and seemed to have drunk a lot of wine. My subsequent memory was a little blurry, probably because of the alcohol.

After this vague memory, we were found naked lying on the hotel bed after dawn. As for what happened, it was all in that vague memory period.

But of course, as a man, if something like this happens, he can't hold up his pants and deny it. Even if he can't remember what happened and makes people angry, he still has to admit it. Although he feels aggrieved, he can't lose his grace.

After that incident, we got together. This seems very absurd, but you must know that this is a fast-paced society, with restless bodies and souls that cannot be settled. It has nothing to do with love, just loneliness.

To be honest, Lin Wei is a beautiful woman, both in terms of face and figure. I am very fascinated by her round ass and breasts. She always makes me feel comfortable physically and mentally.

A few days after that night, she moved into the house I rented and started living together with me. Our relationship is like all lovers. To outsiders, we look sweet and loving, but in fact, there is no foundation for our relationship. Needless to say, we are fragile.

.

But I never hesitate to spend money on her, and I will create some small surprises for her from time to time. She will also occasionally say that she loves me and wants to marry me when she is in a happy mood. Sometimes I even say it when I am happy.

Then I thought empty-handedly that if she really wanted to marry me, maybe marrying her would be a good choice.

It's just that we both know that there is always something missing between us, but we all have a tacit understanding not to pierce this layer of window paper. I am also happy with this kind of confused and specious life. I know that if I don't want to live a life that is too screwy, some things will

Don't be too serious.

However, what I didn't expect was that I could pretend to be confused about this matter, but the facts didn't give me a chance to cover my ears.

Just two months ago, I discovered many abnormalities in her. For example, she often came home very late, and the reason she gave me was that she worked overtime.

I know very well that her job is just after-sales service at an electrical appliance company, and her job content is nothing more than answering the phone. I really can't think of a reason why this position requires her to work overtime very late.

Another example is that she sometimes deliberately avoids me when she answers the phone. Once I played games on her mobile phone for a while, and she got angry at me after coming out of the bathroom. At that time, I thought she was making a fuss out of a molehill, but now that I think about it, I

There were already clues.

Another time in the middle of the night I woke up from peeing and found her talking softly on the phone in the bathroom. I was careful and quietly retreated to the bedroom, but afterwards I looked through her phone and couldn't find any call records from that time.

Obviously, these signs can only mean one thing, she has another man.

In order to confirm my suspicion, I went to the service office to check her phone bill, and found out that she had been making frequent calls to a mobile phone number I had never known since two months ago.

The phone number she secretly talked to in the bathroom in the middle of the night was exactly this number. Judging from the records, their phone calls were very long in the beginning, and many of them even lasted more than an hour, but later they became shorter, basically

They all lasted from tens of seconds to one or two minutes. I also specifically checked the owner of that number, and it was a person named Meng Hao.

According to my inference, they were just chatting on the phone at first, and they probably hadn't hooked up yet, so they chatted for a long time. Later, when the call length became shorter, they probably got together, and the call was just to arrange a time and place to meet.

, and this time point coincides with the time when she often started to work overtime, which further confirmed my guess.

To be honest, after learning about this incident, I felt a little angry. Although I knew that I didn't love her, it had nothing to do with love. She had hurt my dignity as a man. In any case, on the surface, she was indeed my girlfriend.

I think even a man can't stand cuckolding.

So I decided to find out about this man, catch Lin Wei having an affair with this man named Meng Hao, and then break up with her.

I don't know why I decided to do this. Maybe it was to humiliate Lin Wei, maybe I wanted to regain some face, maybe it was for nothing but to hurt her, who knows.

After some investigation, I learned from her circle of friends that this person named Meng Hao was her college classmate.

, they had a history in college, but they separated later, but just recently they met magically again.

Needless to say what happened later, this kind of bloody plot has been badly acted in romantic dramas, but they actually brought this kind of plot into reality. Maybe they were smug and thought it was fate.

I have imagined more than once that the moment I caught them raping each other on the bed, I would lean on the door frame calmly, smiling and admiring the panic of this couple.

When this man passes by me, I will give him a hard punch to break the bridge of his nose and watch him run away in panic. Then I will smile and say to Lin Wei: "If you love him, just go with him. There is no need."

Dirty my eyes!"

I even imagined that one day she would be abandoned by Meng Hao, and finally knock on my door and confess to me in tears, begging for my forgiveness.

At that time, I would gently wipe away her tears, gently drag her into the bedroom, pretend to be loving and forgive her for her ruthlessness, then kick her out of bed while she was distracted, and then smile at her.

Said: "Get out of here, you bitch!"

However, many things always backfire. She countered the plan I had just made before I had time to implement it.

It was as if I had punched an empty punch. I tried my best but was easily dodged by the opponent. My waist was sore when I dodged. I guess God is not as good as God, and God probably doesn’t want to let a villain like me succeed.

I thought again of the woman in black stockings I brought back to the bar one night a few days ago.

To be honest, one-night stands like this often happen in my life, but after I met Lin Wei, this kind of behavior became rare, because Lin Wei is in line with my aesthetics of women, and she always makes me very satisfied in bed, and

No matter when I want her, she will never refuse. This is also a fundamental factor in my satisfaction with her. It makes me shamelessly feel that the money spent on her is worth the money. Sometimes I even feel that Lin Wei is cheating.

Is it because I can't satisfy her sexual needs?

As for this woman with black stockings, I am not to blame for this. Everything that happens in the world has inevitable conditions for its occurrence.

For example, in this incident, there were three factors: First, Lin Wei cheated on her first. Although I don’t have conclusive evidence yet, it is already a certainty in my mind, so it is inevitable to have a desire for revenge.

Secondly, this woman with black stockings seduced me first, and secondly, her enchanting charm and charm can really make a normal man lose control. Moreover, the man she seduced did not want to control at all.

This world is like this. The relationship between people is always so magical and subtle. I always think that others can give everything to me without reservation, but I always refuse to give others a little tolerance. Maybe this is the selfishness of human beings.

nature.

Perhaps it is my overly extreme mentality that makes me think that I have seen through the harshness of this world and know that life is really hard. And God will only favor a few people. Most people are just struggling on the road between life and death. Life may

It doesn't make much sense.

Living itself is a tiring thing for them. Because they do not have the ability to relax and do not have the courage to die, they have to continue their hard life.

I have always felt that if you don’t want to live too tiredly, you can’t be too persistent. What you can’t get will not be obtained, and forcing you to keep it will only increase your worries. Exile may be a cover-up in a sense, but you must know that muddling through is also

A kind of life.

Walking erratically on the road at the edge of the city, the neon lights were gradually left behind me, and I knew that the old housing area where I lived was not far ahead.

But at this moment, the originally sparse rain suddenly became heavier. Maybe it was because of the rain or alcohol. My head became heavier and heavier, and I felt a faint sense of pity as I staggered forward.

of pain.

I looked up and looked around, looking for a place to take shelter from the rain. Fortunately, there was a bus stop not far ahead. Sitting on the cold platform bench?, I took out a cigarette and lit one, hoping to numb myself with nicotine.

It affected my brain nerves. Unfortunately, even after smoking two cigarettes in a row, there was no effect, and my head became even heavier.

The rain was getting heavier and heavier, and the road beside the curb was already somewhat sunken due to frequent bus stops, and soon there was deep water. I looked up and looked at the building where I lived not far away.

I looked at the dark sky again and couldn't help but smile bitterly. Sure enough, the essence of life is a series of unpredictable and helpless situations. Fortunately, I have already learned to accept the situation as it comes.

I tightened my clothes and simply lay down on the bench. Looking at the rain pouring down from the sky, my eyelids gradually became heavy, and my consciousness finally disappeared without warning.
Chapter completed!