Chapter one hundred and seventy-four: the neighing of the soul
An hour later, the door of the emergency room finally opened. The medical staff pushed Mu Xichun and walked out. An infusion bottle was hung on the shelf at the head of the bed. I jumped up from the chair and rushed to the front of the moving bed.
I saw Mu Xichun's eyes closed and still didn't wake up. I couldn't help but be shocked and quickly looked up and asked the doctor: "Why is my friend not awake yet? How is she?"
The doctor made a little restless move and said to me: "Young man, don't worry, we have already conducted a detailed examination of your friend. She took drugs similar to the effect of sleeping pills, but this drug is much more powerful than sleeping pills, and it will make people fall asleep quickly and unstoppably. And you will not wake up until the effect of the drug is over. This drug is a banned drug, a drug that the Drug Administration expressly prohibits, which is commonly known as a drug..."
"Will she be in danger? Or sequelae?" I interrupted the doctor.
"We have done multiple tests. Your friend's body has not had any abnormalities. You can rest assured. Moreover, we have injected your friend with targeted antibody serum. I believe she will wake up soon!"
I was relieved a little, and my hanging heart finally returned to my chest.
The doctor pushed Mu Xichun to the ward and placed it in place before he noticed my red arms. He said to me: "Come with me and let me see your injuries!"
I wanted to say no, but I thought that if Mu Xichun woke up and found that I had not treated the wound, I would have to worry more, so I had to follow the doctor to the doctor's office.
When the doctor unbuttoned the strip of cloth on my arm, he couldn't help frowning when he saw the wound.
"Are you a knife wound? Are you fighting with someone?" the doctor looked at me and asked.
I nodded!
"Young man is really reckless, his wound is so deep. If this knife is stabbed in a place where he shouldn't be stabbed, you may die!"
I couldn't help but feel silenced, not sure what the doctor meant.
"I am a surgeon. I have seen many young people like you. There are countless deaths in front of me. They are all fresh and young lives. They are all for the sake of courage and ruthlessness and end up dying young. Why bother!"
The doctor showed up to me while cleaning and disinfecting my wounds.
I endured the pain from my arms and had no energy to explain to him the reason for my injury.
After cleaning the wound, the doctor began to suture the wound. Fortunately, he did not feel the pain after local anesthesia. He watched the needle penetrate my skin and still made my hair stand up.
Mu Xichun finally struggled for a while after an hour and slowly opened her eyes.
She probably hadn't figured out her condition yet, and her tired expression was a little confused. It was no wonder that the last place she sobered was in the car on the way to the hospital. The current scene was obviously a lot of things she didn't know about.
After seeing me sitting aside, she couldn't help but be stunned, but she quickly remembered the origin of the matter.
"I...what's wrong with me?" she said softly.
"You were drugged! You were already out of reach on the way to the hospital, but now that you are awake, it means you are fine?" I said lightly.
Although seeing her wake up made me feel relieved, and seeing her weak look, I even had the urge to cry, but I still restrained it.
If my emotions are too intense, it will undoubtedly reveal my true feelings, which may disrupt my original ideas and may even be wasted.
So I have to be cold, so that we can get back to the relationship between us at this moment. After all, after breaking up, we have become strangers in theory.
"What? I was drugged?" She seemed quite surprised and said weakly.
She frowned slightly, but soon she realized when she had been silently drugged, and she immediately opened her eyes wide and looked terrified.
"I'm sorry..." She looked at my arms that were bandaged like rice dumplings and said sadly.
"In the future, you should not go to places like bars again. That is not the place you should go!" I retracted my gaze and said lightly.
"You know what I went to the bar for, I..."
"No matter what it is for, you shouldn't go to that kind of place. If I hadn't been there today, you would know what the consequences would be!" I interrupted her sternly, fearing that I would not be able to bear what she would say next.
"How do you know I was drugged? Why did you go to the underground garage? You still love me, but you still want to lie to yourself until when and why..."
"You're thinking too much!" I interrupted her again, and I felt my heart tremble, as if I couldn't bear the weight of her words. "The reason I knew you were drugged is because this is a common trick for men, but you are too stupid to see!"
"I'm stupid! Yes, it's me that I'm too stupid! I deserve to be plotted against you. What about you? Why do you want to save me? Didn't we break up? Why do you take the risk to save me?" Mu Xichun looked at me and smiled sadly, and his tone became fierce.
"I just want to let you understand. I save you just like I saved that girl a few days ago. I just want to ask you in person if I do this, is it childish and immature impulsive. Do you have to call the police as soon as possible to deal with this matter? Do you still think I am childish and immature?"
My words also became excited. The reason why I could say these words that were against my heart according to her words was no longer necessary. I just wanted to further show my indifference to her and let her understand that I saved her just to refute her evaluation of me with practical actions.
Mu Xichun looked at me silently, and for a long time, her eyes gradually became painful. Perhaps my words deeply hurt her.
In an instant, we were all silent. In the ward, we could almost hear the sound of bubbles bursting in the infusion bottle. I didn’t know what Mu Xichun was thinking at the moment, but my heart seemed to be being wiped over and over by the steel wool ball, and it felt like it was a slight pain.
"How is your injury?" After a long time, she seemed extremely tired, lowered her eyes slightly and stopped looking at me, and her tone became dim.
"The doctor has already dealt with it, it's all right!"
The ward fell silent again. After a long time, Mu Xichun slowly turned her eyes to my face. Her dark pupils gradually condensed into mist. Finally, she could no longer be supported by her eyes and slid silently on the white pillow.
She looked at me like this, motionless and silent, her eyes filled with sadness and helplessness. Her endless sad eyes seemed to see the depths of my soul, as if she wanted to find the answer she wanted there.
But she couldn't find that answer, because I had already closed my heart, and the answer she wanted to find had been buried in the endless abyss by me.
I could no longer bear the soul gaze like her. I was afraid that if I looked at her more, I would bravely fall into hell and never be restored from now on. So I slowly lowered my head in her tears.
"Since you are fine, please inform Awei to pick you up. I will leave first!" I said in a deep voice, and stood up.
I know that I must be cold enough and heartless enough to let her get out of the haze earlier. So I can't show that even a little soft-hearted, even a reluctant look, or even a hesitant action.
So I stood up resolutely, without even looking at her, and walked out the door.
But what I never expected was that as soon as I reached the end of the bed, Mu Xichun struggled to get up, and rushed towards me to catch me.
Maybe she used too much force, or maybe she had just recovered a little and could not control her body freely. She fell off the bed and fell heavily to the ground. The infusion tube on the back of her hand was also torn off instantly, and a smear of blood rushed out from the back of her hand, like a blooming rose.
"Don't leave, don't leave! Don't leave me!" Mu Xichun fell on the floor, but his hands held my legs tightly, and his tone almost begged.
Seeing this scene, my whole body trembled and I felt a biting pain.
I hurriedly leaned down, held her arm and wanted to pick her up from the ground. Perhaps my actions made her mistakenly think that I was going to take her hands away. Not only did she not let go, she hugged my legs tighter.
Looking at her crying and saying something that wouldn't let me go, while holding my legs tightly. My emotions were almost at the verge of collapse. I could hardly help but want to hug her tightly and tell her that I would never leave you again if I didn't leave...
However, can I? Can I really do this? If I do this, it will probably cause greater harm to you! I can't, I can't be so selfish! I can't, I can't give you a little hope, I can't...
"You have seen it tonight, I have found my girlfriend again, we... are over!" I tried hard to restrain my emotions, my voice was as cold as the cold wind of the twelfth lunar month, and it instantly became cold.
While speaking, I resolutely pulled back my legs, leaving her body that fell on the floor, and walked out of the ward without looking back.
Mu Xichun's crying alarmed the doctor and nurse on duty, and trotted towards this side. When passing by me, I was about to ask me what happened, but after only half of the time I asked, I had gone from walking to running outside the hospital.
I ran out of the hospital, ran to the road at midnight, ran through long streets, and ran to the endless abyss of darkness...
Tears were falling freely on my face, and I was thrown behind me by my escape steps. I bit my lips tightly, feeling a familiar smell circling in my mouth. I actually bit my lips and swallowed the fishy and salty blood in my mouth into my stomach. It seemed that there was already blood flowing like a river...
I finally exhausted my last bit of strength and knelt on the ground with a thump. I felt my soul being torn apart again, forcibly detained by the soul-detaining envoy from hell. I even heard my incomplete soul hissing in despair...
I buried my head deeply on the ground, unable to control my body, which was left with only an empty shell, and made instinctive twitches...
Chapter completed!