"But I can't kill him because I owe him too much. I can't kill him before I pay it off. Then I will never be able to pay it back..."

I listened to her words in silence, and the night gradually deepened. The waves still lapped the beach tirelessly, and there were a few flickering stars hanging on the sky in the distance, as if they would fall at any time.

It was as if the entire universe was silent this night, and all the demons, ghosts and monsters bowed their heads to share this tragic story with me.

The professor liked her very much and even spent a lot of money to treat her father for her. The professor knew that her only relative in this world was her father.

She could refuse all his help but she couldn't refuse this. She knew that if the professor hadn't paid for her father's medical expenses, she would have been an orphan long ago, and the professor got her because of this.

And she didn't like this old professor who was older than her father, and even hated him, because she knew that everything the professor did was just to get her.

Although the professor's money for treating her father was an astronomical figure to her, it was nothing to the professor. With this, the professor could firmly control her.

She wants to get rid of the professor's control, but in order to get rid of it, she has to pay back the professor's money.

However, how could she be able to pay off this huge sum of money when she was still a student, so she began to hang out in sensual places while in college.

She wanted to treat her father with her own ability, but she found that the little money she earned was just a drop in the bucket. Her father's condition worsened time and time again. The little money she earned could not afford the medical expenses, and she had to accept the professor's advice again.

Instead of helping, I owe the professor more and more money.

There was a period of time when she was desperate, not only because of her father's illness, but because the professor was becoming more and more controlling over her, and even secretly filmed him having sex with her as a blackmail.

But she didn't care, so she thought of a way. She deliberately exposed her flaws to let the professor know about her work outside, hoping that the professor would give up on her automatically.

But she was wrong. Apart from scolding her, the professor had no intention of letting her go.

Once again, after the professor discovered that she was picking up customers, he finally lost his patience and beat her almost brutally. During the whole process, she remained silent, staring at the professor with her eyes fixed on her face, and even had a smile on her lips.

The professor became even more angry when he saw her expression, like a demented lion, and he beat her more and more fiercely.

She was extremely happy watching the professor jumping violently, and seemed to get a pleasure that was both redemption and revenge. Although her body was scarred, she didn't feel any pain at all...

Finally, the professor was tired of beating and sat down on the stool limply.

At this time, she suddenly knelt in front of the professor, pulled his trousers and begged him to let her go free.

But the professor just left the words "Don't think about it" and left angrily.

At that moment, she suddenly felt that there was darkness all over her body, and the ground beneath her feet seemed to be sinking. She waved her hands to grab something, but there was nothing. She opened her eyes wide and looked around blankly but could not see a trace of light.

She thought there was something wrong with her vision, so she wanted to shout, but she found that she could not make a sound even though she opened her mouth wide. Then she felt suffocated, her limbs began to go numb, and her consciousness gradually left her body...

Despair arose in her heart. She thought she was going to die, but when she realized this, she suddenly relaxed. It would be better to die. If you die, you won't be so tired. If you die, everything will be relieved...

However, she failed to do so. She did not die, she just fainted. No one found her passed out in this room specially given by the professor.

The small house she rented.

It was already dawn when she woke up. Her whole body was sore and she climbed up from the floor with difficulty. She went to the bathroom and washed her face with cold water. When she looked up, she accidentally saw herself in the mirror, which seemed strange to her.

So she lived a life that seemed wild but was actually like a zombie. The difference was that she no longer felt that her soul was imprisoned, because after that time she felt like she was a soulless person.

The so-called hope, the so-called life, the so-called tomorrow, since you can't see anything, there is no need to care.

So she indulged in sensual places even more unscrupulously, she wanted more men to get her, no matter they were old, ugly, poor or humble, she would not refuse them.

Men in the world are no different to her. Sometimes the prostitutes refuse to give her the price they agreed on in advance, or even give her no penny, but she doesn't care.

She felt that only by dividing herself into more parts, the professor's share would become smaller and smaller. Only by punishing others in this way would she get a sense of pleasure.

"You know, just a few days ago, I finally became an orphan!" She turned around and looked at me with a cruel smile.

"My father is finally dead! He is finally dead!" Her expression gradually became crazy.

"My life was ruined by these two men working together, and now he is finally dead..."

She laughed like crazy, laughing so much that she could hardly stand and bent down, but when she straightened up again, tears were streaming down her face.

I reached out and took her into my arms, my heart already feeling a twinge of pain as she spoke.

Sure enough, the beauty in the world is roughly the same, but the tragedies are all kinds. I thought I had been numb, but I didn't expect that I had only cultivated a seemingly hard shell, and it would still hurt if I was stung by sharp things.

Her smile turned into crying, her body trembled violently, and she slid down my body. She collapsed on the beach and hugged my legs, crying so heartbreakingly that she almost lost her breath.

I knelt down and wiped away her tears with my hands, but new tears immediately flowed out violently. My wiping became useless, so I stopped wiping her and just hugged her head tightly with my hands.

Poor girl, cry! Cry as much as you want. Even if the world collapses tonight and gods and demons attack, I will stop it for you...

The wind stopped unconsciously, and the river flowed calmly to the east.

The crumbling stars in the distance finally disappeared under the weight.

I don't know when a crescent moon hung in the sky. Its outline was obscured by the haze and only a blurry halo was visible.

The world has become quieter, with only the occasional dull chirping of summer insects dormant in the grass.

The girl named Li Ruyi in my arms finally got tired of crying. She buried her head in my chest and fell asleep deeply. Due to the intense emotion just now, her body was still twitching uncontrollably even when she fell asleep.

Sad for no reason.

The riverside was quite humid at night, and there was a faint mist rising from the river. Occasionally, the river breeze blew by, and she could not help but shrink down.

This place is surrounded by wilderness, and I couldn't find anything to keep her warm, so I could only hold her tighter.

I don't know why, because I didn't like her because of some things in the past, and she is a promiscuous woman, so I despise her personality.

But after listening to her experience, I felt that I was in the same boat. Although her experience and mine were different, I still felt the loneliness of isolation between her eyebrows and the helplessness of being born.

Deeply experienced.

But obviously her life is more miserable than mine, even though we are both alone

I have no relatives or friends, but at least I still have a few close friends, and no one even knows her name.

As the night got deeper, I lowered my head and looked at the woman in my arms. She must have been in a state of mental tension for a long time. Once she relaxed, she lost even the most basic awareness of precautions. Even though she was in the wilderness, even though there was no one around her.

Even if you don't know her well, she can just fall asleep on her own.

My body was already a little numb from leaning against her for so long, but seeing her peaceful face after she fell into a deep sleep, I really couldn't bear to wake her up. God knows how many nights she hadn't been able to have such a solid rest.

I then gently laid her down on the beach, took off my only shirt and covered her body. Fortunately, it was summer, and although the river breeze occasionally brought a chill, I didn't feel cold.

I sat naked next to her for a while and felt sleepy coming over me, but now I was in a dilemma. Although I was trapped, I really couldn’t leave this woman whose spirit was on the verge of collapse and leave alone.

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No one can guarantee whether she will wake up one day and look around with no one around her. She will be so sad that she will kill herself with this river of spring water!

I yawned several times and finally couldn't stop the sleepiness that was getting stronger and stronger. I glanced at the sleeping woman next to me and simply lay down next to her.

The fine, soft sand has a strange feeling when it touches the skin. Although it is not as comfortable as a bed, it is still a different kind of comfort.

I turned around and looked at this woman named Li Ruyi. She seemed to be having a sad dream, her brows were slightly furrowed and her eyes were closed, and she was talking vaguely. Unfortunately, I didn't understand a word of it.

The evening breeze blew a few strands of her hair onto her face. I reached out to help her brush it away, but as soon as I finished arranging her hair, she suddenly grabbed my hand and held it tightly.

I thought I woke her up, but when I saw her eyes closed, I realized she was still dreaming, and grabbing my hand was just a subconscious action.

Maybe she was having a sad dream, or maybe she was in a helpless and desperate situation in the dream, so she subconsciously grabbed my hand that accidentally touched her.

I sighed, feeling heartache again, and simply let her hold my arm.

Since the world is so cold, let us two lonely people keep each other warm, even if it is only for one night, even if we are strangers after dawn...

I don’t know how long it took, but in my sleep I felt something strange and itchy on my face, like ants crawling across my face. I reached out and brushed my face, but the itchy feeling was still there.

I tried hard to open my sore eyes, but when the things in my eyes gradually became clearer, I couldn't help but be startled.

I saw a woman's face directly above my face, less than two inches away from my face. The tingling I felt earlier was caused by this woman's hanging hair spreading on my face.

The woman is of course Li Ruyi, who slept on the river beach together last night. At this moment, she is on all fours, floating above me, looking at me with a pair of big eyes.

"What...are you doing?" I had just woken up and saw her in such a strange posture. I couldn't help but be a little frightened by her.

"Look at how cowardly you look. Why didn't I see you so shy when you had sex with me?" After she finished speaking, she glanced down at my chest and burst into laughter.

I followed her gaze and glanced down, and I was shocked. It turned out that I had just opened my eyes and saw a face very close to me. My hands were subconsciously crossed in front of my chest to protect her.

And since I took off my shirt to cover her body last night, she was still topless at this time. This scene was completely the standard action of a girl before being humiliated on TV. Seeing all this, I quickly put down the hands that were protecting my chest.
Chapter completed!