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Chapter 188: The Sadness of Middle-Aged People

"Brother, have you encountered any emotional problems?"

The taxi driver suddenly asked me.

I suddenly looked away from the window, smiled bitterly, and said, "You can see this?"

"Well, in our line of work, we can meet everyone every day, and we often meet people like you."

"Yeah?"

"Actually, it's okay. You don't look too old. I remember something you said is right."

"What are you talking about? Let me listen to it."

"The so-called broken love, in the final analysis, means that there is no heir... Think about it, if you were kicked by Maggie Cheung and accepted by Wang Zuxian, how sad would you be?"

I suddenly laughed. Although it was a joke, it made sense.

As I laughed bitterly, the butler added: "Really, brother, there is nothing to think about. You can go find a bathhouse tonight, take a bath and sleep comfortably. Nothing will happen to you when you wake up in the morning."

Already."

I laughed again, although it was a forced smile, but it was still difficult to make me laugh at this time.

I closed the car window, and the sound of rain outside the window gradually became weaker, but a layer of mist soon rose on the car window.

I stretched out my hand, and the water mist across my fingertips gathered into water droplets and slid down the car window.

It's like the tears I hold back fall gently on my heart that is in pain due to sadness.

Just one drop made me hurt.

You said that no matter what happens, we must face it together.

But why can't you believe me? Why can't you give me a chance to explain? Why are you so heartless?

Really, that's when I discovered that pain can be so real.

It was actually more painful than Xiao Wei's betrayal of me, because An Lan blamed me for betraying her.

Liang Jing, this dead woman...

I hate her so much!



I suddenly remembered that Liang Jing called me a few days ago. She told me that she was very popular and had signed a new contract with an internet celebrity company.

How can there be such a coincidence in this world?

She is just a little girl who is just starting out, and she has no talent, she is just a little prettier.

Why did it become so popular inexplicably?

There must be a transaction involved. Although I don't know what the transaction was, there is no way that the photo could have reached An Lan's hands for no reason.

She must have taken advantage of that photo. I suddenly thought of Min Nolan again. She had figured out everything about me, and naturally she might have found the people around me.

It was probably because Min Nolan gave Liang Jing benefits, and then she took the benefits and framed me.

I don't know if my assumption is right, but my mind is clearer than ever at this time.

If so, then she is a terrible woman!

I can't help but tremble...

He even wanted to kill her to calm himself down.

The traffic is getting denser and denser, and the lights are getting more and more psychedelic.

But my consciousness seemed to be crushed under those wheels that kept moving forward. Sometimes I felt pain, sometimes it was blurry...

I took my phone out of my pocket and found Liang Jing's number.

Right now, I really wanted to call her to ask her the truth, but the moment I was about to dial, I put down the phone again.

Because if it was really her who did it, she wouldn’t admit it even if I made this call. Even if she did, what could I do?

Could it be possible that she was really killed?

Then I felt ridiculous and sad...

At this time, the taxi driver asked me again: "Brother, are you in a better mood? You have already paid almost 100 yuan for the ride."

"I know, it doesn't matter, just keep driving."

I had no idea where I was going. To be precise, I was homeless.

I have already given up the residence in Xiahaoli, and now I don’t even have a place to live with them. Isn’t this sad?

And An Lan knew that I had nowhere to go, but she was still so cruel.

An hour has passed without a single call or text message from her.

My heart almost dropped, and I immediately said to the driver: "Just find a hotel and drop me off!"

The driver responded, stopped at an intersection ahead, and then said to me: "Brother, the total is one hundred and thirty, I'll take you one hundred."

I still took out my phone and scanned 130 to him, and said, "It's not easy. It's what it should be. Thank you."

After getting off the bus, I dragged my suitcase and walked to the hotel.

The rain has stopped, and the moist air blows towards my face, caressing my stiff-faced face.

The underground water glowed with a flowing halo, reflecting my lonely figure.

Went to the hotel and got a room.

He came to the room like a zombie and threw himself on the hotel bed.

I was so sleepy and tired, lying on this cold bed and fell asleep...



I had a dream. I dreamed that I was standing on a cliff, and I didn't know who pushed me from behind.

I fell into an abyss, but I couldn't reach the bottom.

And I have been feeling desperate in that falling feeling, which is worse than falling to death.

Finally, I was frightened and woke up.

Only then did I realize that half of my body was hanging by the bed. No wonder I had such an extremely realistic dream.

The sunlight outside the window had already shone through the gap in the curtains. I looked at the time and saw that it was only seven o'clock in the morning.

After lying on the bed for a while, I opened the curtains to let in all the sunlight.

At this time, I hope to see the sun, which can make me feel better.

But when I think of what happened last night, the muddy tears still fall from my eyes uncontrollably...

I was devastated, completely devastated.

But what’s so frustrating is that I’m like this and still have to go to work.

I have to go! In order to survive, I can only pack up my emotions and face the right and wrong in the mall.

I am really tired, my relationship is not going well, my family is not going well, and my career is not going well either.

Is this the sadness of middle-aged men?

so far so good……

Although my mother has been sick all year round, she is not seriously ill. Perhaps this is the best comfort to me.

After waiting for an hour, I went to wash up, and then went to the company in a daze.

Originally, I no longer wanted to investigate those dirty things. I just wanted to be a monk and hit the clock for a day.

But now, I am suddenly eager to make progress and seek a breakthrough.

Otherwise, what is the point of me continuing to stay in this company?

Although I don't have the extra mood to deal with these messy things now, I still have to bite the bullet and cheer myself up.

When I rushed downstairs to the company, I happened to encounter Huang Xiaoquan and Zhang Li waiting for the elevator. The two of them were whispering, as if they were planning something.

Zhang Li wore heavy makeup today, looking completely different from her usual self.

I don’t know why, but she always looks at me with such complicated eyes, and there is also an inexplicable hostility in her eyes.

However, Huang Xiaoquan's attitude towards me is better now, and he even took the initiative to ask me if I didn't sleep well last night and why were the dark circles under my eyes so thick?
Chapter completed!
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