Chapter 436: Moderate Depression
In the next few days, I was still living in a haze, I didn't even leave the stall, and I had no enthusiasm for anything.
I feel like I'm getting more and more depressed, and I even have the slightest idea of dying.
I knew this was scary, so I went to the mental hospital early that morning.
There are two reasons. One is to check on Zhao Liang and Xiao Qing, who have not been here for some days; the other is to check on his mental condition.
I first went to see Dr. Jia. As soon as he saw me, Dr. Jia said to me: "Mr. Chen, you haven't been here for a few days. What have you been busy with recently?"
"I'm a bit busy, so I was delayed. How are Dr. Jia, Zhao Liang and Xiaoqing doing lately?"
Dr. Jia nodded and replied: "Everything is fine. They have been quite stable. Our director said they can be discharged, but no one has come to pick them up."
"Can I?"
Dr. Jia said solemnly: "Logically speaking, you can't, because this must be signed by their immediate family members, but our hospital has also contacted Zhao Liang and Xiaoqing's family members, but has been unable to contact them."
"What should we do?"
Dr. Jia added: "I will ask our director for instructions later to see if we can make an exception for this situation."
"Okay, thank you for your hard work, Dr. Jia."
"It's okay. I'll take you to see them. They've been asking me why you didn't come."
I remained silent for a moment, and then I called out to Dr. Jia: "Doctor Jia, don't worry, I have one more thing."
"What's the matter?" Dr. Jia stopped again.
"I want you to help me take a look."
"You? What's wrong with you?" Dr. Jia looked at me with confusion.
I sighed softly and said: "A lot of things have happened to me recently. I feel that my current mental state is very poor and I am not interested in anything. I suspect that I have become depressed."
"No, isn't it? How could this happen?" Dr. Jia frowned.
I sighed again: "To be honest, my girlfriend passed away unexpectedly some time ago, and then a lot of things happened one after another. Now I have nightmares every night."
"Here," Dr. Jia frowned and paused, then said to me, "Let me do a test for you first."
I nodded and cooperated with Dr. Jia to test me.
After spending more than half an hour and doing some tests, Dr. Jia said to me with a very serious face: "Xiao Chen, judging from the symptoms you are showing now, you are already moderately depressed."
I had thought about it before coming here, but when I heard these words coming from the mouth of a professional doctor, I still felt extremely uncomfortable.
In my silence, Dr. Jia added: "I still hope that you can adjust and control it by yourself. I do not recommend drug intervention, because this will make you dependent on the drug. If you stop taking the drug, the risk of recurrence is very high."
High"
After saying that, she paused and asked me again: "By the way, have you ever had the thought of committing suicide recently?"
"That's not true, but sometimes I just don't like what I see and want to destroy everything."
Dr. Jia frowned and said to me: "Don't put too much pressure on yourself, and you must learn to channel your emotions by yourself. Your current situation is already moderately depressed, but fortunately it has not turned into severe depression. If there is any slight or nausea,
If you have any thoughts of being sick, you must seek medical treatment in time."
"Okay, I understand, so how should I handle it now?"
Dr. Jia was so professional that he said to me without thinking much: "You should try to get yourself out of the previous circle, go to a new place, get in touch with a new circle, and make new friends. It is best to have people around you."
Having a more optimistic friend can help you get out of this shadow as soon as possible."
I thought about it, wasn’t it Dr. Jia who was talking about Sun Xiaojie?
Sun Xiaoxiao's circle is something I have never stepped into, and she is also an optimistic person. Anyway, I have never seen her sad because of something bad.
I nodded again and replied: "Okay, I understand, thank you Dr. Jia."
"It's okay. I'll take you to see Zhao Liang and Xiao Qing now."
"Um."
Because it was getting cold, Zhao Liang and Xiao Qing stopped playing outside. They were playing table tennis in an activity room.
As soon as I walked out of the capital, I heard bursts of laughter. That laughter healed me.
Walking into the activity room, Dr. Jia called Zhao Liang and Xiaoqing and said to them, "Who do you see coming?"
Zhao Liang and Xiao Qing both turned their heads to look at the door. They both recognized me at a glance, and they both put down their rackets and walked over to me.
I also tried hard to adjust my state and walked towards them with a smile.
"Why did you come here?" Zhao Liang asked me as soon as he saw me.
I smiled and replied, "I've been too busy lately. How are you doing?"
Zhao Liang and Xiao Qing looked at each other, and both smiled and replied: "No problem, we are all fine."
Listening to them say this so clearly, I felt an indescribable feeling in my heart, as if several years had passed since I didn't come.
Dr. Jia said to me at this time: "You guys chat first, I'll go ask our director for instructions."
After Dr. Jia left, I chatted casually with Zhao Liang and Xiaoqing.
Through chatting with them, I can feel that they have indeed returned to normal.
Zhao Liang even said to me: "I know the reason for the company's affairs. I have some evidence here that our company is being persecuted."
I smiled and said to Zhao Liang: "Zhao Liang, I have known about this matter for a long time, and the dust has basically settled now. The person who harmed us behind the scenes is Wang Hao."
"It's really him, so how is he now? Has he been punished?"
I nodded and replied: "He is already in jail. Now we have cleared the stain on him, so don't worry."
Zhao Liang let out a long breath, and then looked at a certain place in front of him with some confusion.
After a moment of silence, he spoke again: "Then what are you doing now?"
"I have experienced too many changes in the past few years. I will tell you later slowly! As for you, what are your plans after leaving?"
Zhao Liang turned to look at Xiaoqing and said to me: "I don't want to enter the workplace anymore. Xiaoqing and I have discussed it. I plan to go back to the countryside with her. We will have nothing to do with the world."
Xiaoqing also looked at Zhao Liang, and I saw a kind of happiness in their eyes.
I nodded and said, "It's good. It's good to stay away from the filth in the city."
Xiaoqing said to me again at this time: "Brother Chen Feng, I know you have always been helping me, including my mother, who rescued her from that bastard. I thank you! I am especially grateful to you."
Xiaoqing said, stood up, faced me and prepared to bow.
I quickly stretched out my hand to pull her up and said to her, "Xiaoqing, don't be like this. I can see you all fine now. I'm really more relieved than anyone else."
"Well, I will never forget your great kindness."
Zhao Liang also echoed: "Yes! Brother Chen, we are college classmates. After graduation, we started a company together and stumbled along the way. I am really grateful to know you. I will recognize you as my brother in this life."
, no matter what happens in the future, as long as I can help you, just give me a word."
I am really touched. I need this kind of encouragement now. I want to find a sense of existence, and I also need this kind of recognition.
At this time, Dr. Jia returned to the activity room.
Chapter completed!