"Guo Ziyi, thank you for staying with me all night last night. Thank you for fulfilling my lifelong dream last night. You finally took possession of me. Even when my body was so dirty, you didn't dislike me. You

You are a good man. I, Fang Xiaoyu, did not love you wrongly.

I know that you have never let go of the pearl in your heart, and you will never forget it in this life. In fact, the union between you and me was originally a mistake. I should not have forced you to marry me and wasted your life.

Do you know?

Pearl said that you are my true love, and we will have a child named Guo Ai in the future. She constantly encouraged me to have confidence in myself. As long as I can be by your side, I will be able to grind an iron pestle into a needle.

I once naively believed that as long as I worked hard, I would be rewarded. But feelings have nothing to do with hard work. If you like someone in your heart, no matter how hard others try, they can't get in.

I've been trying hard for almost a year, but you still haven't fallen in love with me. You still yell at me, you're so mean to me, you never look at me, and you always make sarcastic remarks about me. You really have a heart of stone.

However, because you are so devoted to Pearl, I forgive you. There are not many men in this world who are in love.[

I told myself, give yourself another month. If you still treat me like this within one month, I will give up and won’t bother you anymore. Maybe God can’t stand it, so he punished me like that last night.

I let that wretched pig-headed man rape me.

Although he did not completely succeed, my innocent body was indeed stained by him. I will never forget this scene. This is a stain that can never be washed away in my life.

So, now there is no need to wait for a month. If I stay with you, this broken, dirty me, wouldn’t I bring shame to you? God has already given an answer to our relationship, and it’s time to leave.

Although I am very reluctant to leave you, sooner or later we will have to face such a day.

I'm very grateful to you for what you did to me last night. I know you didn't want me to do something stupid and wanted to comfort me, so you took me without disdain. This is sympathy and charity. I'm very grateful to you.

Do this to me, at least for a moment, I can be your real woman, even if it has nothing to do with love.

Don't worry, I won't do stupid things in the future, I won't seek death and survive anymore, I will live a strong life. You don't need to feel guilty or feel sorry for me. From the beginning to the end, I am forcing you.

You didn't promise me anything. In fact, I owed you. Also, don't think about Pearl all the time, otherwise she will be jealous when you meet another person you like in the future.

You, in the future, you should be gentler, more charming, and less chauvinistic towards girls. Maybe it’s because of these that Pearl didn’t choose you. Haha, everyone has their own hobbies, but I admire you very much.
Chapter completed!