"I can't hold it up, I can't hold it up anymore. As early as a month ago, I didn't have any strength to hold it up anymore! Xingfeng, do you know? Do you know how uncomfortable and painful it is in my heart?

For the sake of the so-called righteousness of the family, I have to have sex with a woman I have no feelings for at all, and I have to endure the scolding and censure of others. Do you know how uncomfortable this unspeakable feeling is?

I also want to have a stable home. I also want to be like ordinary people. As soon as I get home, Xiaoshang will be waiting for me, cooking for me and changing my clothes. I also want to live a happy married life.

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I obviously love her, but I have to be distant and neglected, and hurt her intentionally or unintentionally! The feeling of being in love but unable to express it is like a stone, weighing in my heart and making me breathless! I feel so uncomfortable,

I feel really uncomfortable!

Do you know? I confessed everything to Xiaoshang today, but she didn't even give me a chance to compensate. She wants to leave me! What should I do? What should I do?" Chongxuan seemed to be awake after vomiting.

The young man looked at the amiable night with a blank look on his face, his dark pupils shimmering with tears. He thought that a hero was sad to be a beauty, but his beautiful smile had such great power.[

He thought that he was different from others and could endure all the pressure until the end, but Xiao Shang's indifferent look and a cold statement that he had never thought about their future could disintegrate all his strength in an instant.

"Don't worry, Xiaoshang will not leave you! I will not let her leave you!" Wei Xingfeng looked at Chongxuan who looked sad and painful, with mixed feelings in his heart. At this time, if Chongxuan fell

Once the pirates invade, it is far from predictable what kind of situation Guangzhou will find itself in.

After saying these words, Chongxuan's eyelids sank. He collapsed on the ground and fell into a deep sleep. Xiaoshang's name was still murmured in his mouth. Wei Xingfeng lifted him up.

, carried him back to the General's Mansion, and he didn't have the courage to walk in through the gate of the Gao family.

At the end of Maple Moon Bridge, a plain-colored figure stood leisurely in the silent night. Looking at the reflection of the moonlight in the water and the green trees on both sides, the sadness between his eyebrows became more intense. It has been three hours.

He still didn't come. Didn't he understand the meaning of the embroidery? Didn't he read the letter? Why, why was it so difficult for him to be himself?

When she made up her mind, he broke the promise? She finally had the courage to pursue her own happiness, but what about him? What is he doing now? After waiting for him for so long, he still hasn't come over. He wants to escape, does he want to make a mistake? Xiao Xiao

Shang was lying on the bridge railing, a trace of sadness slowly rising on her beautiful face. She looked at the bright moon in the sky and sighed deeply.
Chapter completed!