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Chapter 5 Suning's first heartbeat

There are many supporting roles nowadays, but it is just for the complete display of the overall situation. The next chapter returns to the main line of the j-rift struggle outside the city, and the city comes to an end.

The old doctor stood up with bitter face, wiped the sweat beads on his head, bowed his head in shame to Suning, sighing: "This girl's illness has been delayed for too long, and the cold poison has already penetrated her heart. Even if a god is alive, it will not be possible... I can do my best..."

"Doctor... think of another way... Just say the doctor's salary--" Suning hurriedly begged the old doctor, but the old doctor had already smiled bitterly and waved his hand to him, without stopping, leaving only Xiaodie's heart-wrenching cough in the muffled state, and Suning who was stunned.

"You are lying to someone." Suning stood there for a long time before roaring at the empty men's door, then turned around and walked quickly to the couch. Xiaodie, whose little face was burning red and could no longer open his eyes, whispered and firmly: "Xiaodie, that quack doctor is gone, I will go to find another doctor. I don't believe that such a big Luocheng will not be able to cure your illness... At worst, I will go to the big neighbourhood and tie the imperial doctor back."

As she said that, Suning was about to cover Xiaodie with a quilt and get up and leave, but Xiaodie grabbed her sleeve. She heard her cry with her eyes closed and muttering, "Don't leave...Don't leave me alone, don't leave me..."

Suning trembled all over and felt an indescribable joy in his heart.

He quickly turned around, sat in front of the couch and gently held her hand, Xiaodie said affectionately: "I won't leave, I won't leave, I will protect you for the rest of my life, and I won't leave if you drive me."

Xiaodie had a high fever, swollen and phlegm in her throat, and the airflow rubbed against the throat during breathing, which made people feel very distressed.

She was held by someone in a mess, as if she had found support, and begged with some movement: "Go and save your sister quickly. He was captured by the bad guy. Now he must have suffered all the torture. If he goes too late, she will die."

When Suning heard that she was so unconscious, she was still worried about Xiao'e's comfort and comforted her softly: "Xiao'e will be fine. Tong Yuan captured Xiaoe just to threaten her lord. He, a big man, would never make things difficult for a little girl. You can rest assured to recuperate. When you recover from your illness, Xiao'e will come back."

After hearing his words, Xiaodie's mood immediately calmed down, and a relieved smile appeared on the corner of her mouth. The smile was quiet and sweet, and Suning was intoxicated by seeing it.

As I grew up, I have always followed my elder brother to hide and hide in hiding from home since I can remember, traveling everywhere with hunger and fullness. Although my elder brother loves him very much, he has always been hungry and tired, and he will not let him suffer, but his childhood was monotonous and boring.

He knew that he had been destroyed and people were chasing him everywhere. The elder brother did this and was completely beaten by bing.

So they are like duckweed, so they have no partners, no friends, no relatives except brother, only wandering around.

After more than ten years, he no longer remembers where he stayed for more than a month. He often avoided the soldiers and bandits, discovered the way forward, and immediately set off and never stopped. The eldest brother was pursuing someone, and he was also looking for a stable home.

However, over the years, my brother has not found that person, and he has not changed this lonely and suffocating lifestyle.

After living in his teenage years, he could count all the things he said to strangers except to his elder brother. He longed for friendship and jo to be so hungry that he could one day have a child of the same age talking and laughing with him. Playing together, sharing all kinds of strange thoughts that emerged from his heart as he grew older, and the faint melancholy of a young man who had never known his past.

Although they followed their elder brother into the Yellow Turban, there were a lot more people around them. However, they were almost all a lot older than themselves, and they were all numb people who lost their joys, angers, sorrows, and happiness and numbness by the cruel world. Who would like to talk to a half-old child friend?

It is hard to say whether you can see the next day's sun alive. Where can I have time to care about those useless things? Finding wild vegetables that can fill your stomach, and being able to escape the search of the government army and sleep beautifully in the wild forest is the happiest thing. The boy, let me keep it and tell your brother that we are not free.

Until he was protected by his elder brother, Zhang Yang moved into his yard and met the two ***s who were only one year younger than him. From then on, Suning's boring young people world had a lot more colorful 4∴8065

The dishes made by Xiaodie are very delicious, much better than the elder brother's skills. Although due to his identity, he could only squat under the stove and swallow them, and could not enjoy the delicious meal with them, the careful Xiaodie finally left him a lot of delicious food.

Xiao'e's sister is very naughty and chats freely, and always catches herself, but Xiaodie always defends him so as not to be beaten by Xiao'e.

At the time of the incident, I was very happy to chat with Xiao'e, but she liked to make fun of her. Once she was no longer interested, she left him and went to play alone.

Xiaodie is very gentle and quiet, speaking slowly and softly. When he speaks, she will listen carefully, with a very beautiful smile on her face. When he finishes, she will start to say that she will not snatch words and make fun of herself.

He is willing to tell Xiaodie about his troubles, his happiness, his miserable past, his wandering experience over the years, his loneliness, and his depression. Xiaodie is never impatient, listens with a smile, and then comforts him very much, expressing his views on life, and how to deal with his inner emotions is the right thing to do.

At that time, Suning talked to himself with all his heart, without having to worry about being laughed at or being despised. After saying that, there was someone to comfort and gentleness for himself. Without any worries, he felt that his heart was so happy and life was so relaxed and comfortable.

Only then did he realize that this quiet *** was so smart and so capable. When she told her about his thoughts for a long time, she would give him a satisfactory answer. Just like a teacher, she knew so much, and was so gentle and kind. She was not as old as herself. What kind of life experience and smart and beautiful mind should she have such insights. She is very mysterious.

The days in Wujiabao were the best time in Suning's life.

Every day, he would beg Uncle Xu to help him work for half a day, and as long as he freed up time, he would help the young sister clean up the yard and do this kind of work.

Xiao'e is very rude. He does the job of chopping materials, carrying water, and brushing the toilet.

But Xiaodie quietly washed her clothes, then quietly helped the master organize the documents and draft the program.

Suning hid under the hood and stared at her quietly. Her quiet smile was really beautiful. This moving boy had the idea of ​​being willing to keep peeping like this. Just watch it from afar without saying a word, but he didn't understand what heartbeat was.

Until he was broken away from Wujiabao and went west, the small courtyard that retained the most beautiful memories of his life, the temporary home, was so empty that he was reluctant to leave. At the same time, with military affairs, most of them were running outside to watch. Even if he came back, he would look at each other quickly and never sit down to express his thoughts to her.

But thinking that he was now learning skills from his master, lying in a place and enduring the loneliness and depression that sometimes doesn't move for a day or two, and can protect her from being hurt by the enemy, he felt that his body was full of strength and no longer felt bitter.

When Xiaodie jumped to help Zhang Yang block the arrow. When she watched her being penetrated by feather arrows and blood flowed, Suning realized that she was so panicked and felt so heartbreaking. At that moment, Suning suddenly realized that he cared about Xiaodie so much, and even wanted to die by himself in order to protect her from harm. At that time, the young man who was ignorant of love seemed to understand that this should be called *love.

But it was too late to understand. Xiaodie is already the lord's nv person, and his mistress is no longer a chance.

In addition, the lord's power will become stronger and his status will become more respectful. The rank between Xiaodie and her subordinate will become more and more distinct, and the gap between them will become deeper. Even if they sit down together, talk, talk about their thoughts, and talk about their worries, it is a luxury.

But he would never forget the feeling of ethereality and comfort when he happily expressed his inner depression, the feeling of ethereality and comfort like a new rain in the empty mountains. He could not forget her pursed her lips and looked at her with her eyes flashing, sometimes surprised, sometimes sad and sometimes enlightened, her beautiful voice, her sudden insight, her... the figure that first appeared in his mind, making him feel no longer lonely.

The boy does not know the taste of sorrow, but he is most easily moved, and then he pays the price of ordinary people's understanding for the touching and paranoid way to protect it.

That innocence and that leisurely love are the most precious things for everyone in their life. Although many of them are cruel and dirty reality, before the result is the result, its fresh burrs have been destroyed by the storm, but the unforgettable heart can be worn by the years.

Even when I am old and watching the sunset, when I wake up from my dream, the memory deeply sealed by the dust of time is revealed again and flashed through my mind, the picture is still as clear as before, and the mood is the same. Many people have this kind of touch for their entire lives. Although it is not surprising, it is also a pity.

The feeling of being moved for the first time will make people feel deeply engraved for a lifetime. The same is true for Suning.

Suning gently held her rough, hot and scary little hand that became due to illness. Looking at the person tortured by the disease on the couch, Suning recovered from the memories of the side and said to her firmly: "Xiaodie, I want to protect you for the rest of my life, and no one will hurt you again. Whoever dares to hurt you, I will fight him to the death."

Xiaodie didn't know whether he heard him or not, but said in a hot and rapid breath, "I really want to be by your side forever... comb your hair, wash your feet, watch you eat the food I cook, stare at you in a daze, watch you ponder... You are really a good person, different from other men... You let us taste the warmth of home... I really want to serve you forever, and always be the little maid by your side..."

Suning listened to her sleep-like statement, and became more and more happy as she listened. Finally, she almost jumped up. She looked at where she was happily: "So, Xiaodie has always liked me."

But before he could finish his happiness, Xiaodie continued to say, "Mr., the days that are with you are my happiest time... But... Actually, I have been hiding something from you... Actually, I don't call you Xiaodie, I have a name... and my mother, but we can't find her, otherwise we will kill her... My father is not a Han person... He has found us... He is very scary, sooner or later he will be against you... I have begged him and he will not listen... But I can't stop him, he is a father... My husband, he wants to harm you, and he will take me and my sister away... I'm so afraid of losing you... My husband..."

When Suning heard the "husband" at the beginning, he immediately knew that Xiaodie was not saying anything to him just now. He was so passionate that he was happy. He felt very disappointed, but he was also calm.

From the beginning, he knew the deep affection between her and her lord. Not only did he come late, but he was also a mo-boy who knew nothing. He even had to tell her about his own thoughts and asked for help. He was not worthy of her at all.

Since I was destined to be deeply admired and unrequited first love from the beginning, I should cherish this. I should be very happy to be able to watch her happiness from afar.

Suning thought bitterly in his heart, feeling that he has really grown up now and didn't understand things before, now he understands everything, although the price is loss and sadness.

However, when he shook his head and sighed with the desolation in his heart, he didn't hear a single word of the shocking secrets behind Xiaodie, otherwise he would be even more suspicious. It turned out that Xiaodie's sister had so many secrets that she couldn't see through, and it was so mysterious.

Suning gently put Xiaodie's hand into the quilt, covered the horns of the quilt for her, and said softly to her: "I'm going to find a doctor and wait for me to come back."

As he said that, he took a deep breath, walked out and closed the door gently.

Suning changed into the best clothes sent by Zhang Yan, put on a few taels of silver borrowed from Zhang Yan, and searched for medical treatment in Luoyang. However, he found many doctors with good reputations, but when everyone saw Xiaodie burned her to this look, he carefully diagnosed her pulse, shook his head bitterly and left.

Suning didn't believe one or two, but almost ten doctors said this in a row, and Suning finally became desperate.

He looked at the dying Xiaodie with a dull look, and murmured like a dream: "Typhoid fever, typhoid fever... Is it hard for him to have a typhoid fever... Isn't it good to seek medical treatment..."

He looked at Xiaodie who was sleeping in pain, shook his head in pain and walked out gently, and rushed to the courtyard like crazy. He raised his fist and punched the wall made of stones. After a muffled sound, the wall was covered with blood. He still felt the pain, but he burst into tears in pain and shouted: "God, there are so many bad people, you don't let you die, but why do you just take Xiaodie's life away? Are you blind?"

As he said that, he swung his fist and smashed it at the wall that was already covered with blood like a storm. Then he heard a faint laugh from behind: "What are you so unthinking about and venting the wall that doesn't hurt or bite you? If you feel wronged, tell me, maybe I can help you?"

Suning stopped attacking, did not look at the terrible fist, nor did he wipe the tears of tears, but turned his head and cried to Zhang Yan, "Typhoid fever, can you treat typhoid fever? So many doctors can't do it, what can you do?"

As he said that, Suning wanted to harm himself against the wall again, but Zhang Yan laughed and said, "Typhoid fever is easy to treat. When I was practicing medicine in Xia Pi in Xuzhou, it was snowing. A young man who was about to die of poisoning arrows. Isn't he rescued me so much? I dare not say anything else, I am sure of treating stubborn diseases such as colds."

Seeing that he was not like lying, Suning was still so sure, and immediately a raging fire of hope ignited in his eyes. He jumped to Zhang Yan's side, grabbed Zhang Yan's arm with his bloody hands, and begged with tears in his tears: "Sir, be sure to save Xiaodie Sister."

Zhang Yan said in surprise: "Isn't you a younger brother? When did you become a younger sister?"

Suning blushed and smiled awkwardly: "At that time... I was wrong..."

Zhang Yan was not surprised, but stared at them and asked, "If I could save people, what could I repay me?"

Suning's face was stern, and he bowed to Zhang Yan solemnly and said in a deep voice: "As long as the adults can save people, Suning's life is his adults."

Zhang Yan stared at him for half a quarter of an hour, and Suning looked at him calmly. Zhang Yan sighed and patted him on the shoulder and said, "I don't want your life, I just appreciate the virtue and potential of you, a young man. I feel that talent is rare and I want you to serve me."

Suning said loudly without hesitation: "As long as we can save people, Suning will go through fire and water, and will never refuse."

Zhang Yan nodded, turned around and walked in front, waved to Suning, "Go and take a look."

Suning agreed quickly and hurriedly followed behind and ran over. Zeng Yi, who was waiting beside him, stopped him, looked at his fists, and laughed: "I really can't tell that you are young, but you are a love species. You should really not be underestimated. The future prospects... Well, I'd better wrap your paws first, otherwise the people inside will not be cured of typhoid fever, and you will be frozen."

Suning collapsed and thanked her, but shook her head and said, "Thank you, Brother Niu for your concern, I'll wait until I come out. Anyway, the weather is cold and I won't attract flies."

After saying that, Suning ran in, leaving only Zeng Aniu who was amused and crying.

Zhang Yan leaned down on his body and momo Xiaodie's hot forehead, then frowned and said, "It's a bit tricky, but it's still time. It's better than the time in Xuzhou. But if I hadn't been to meet me, I would have to wait for death for so long."

Suning repeatedly said he thanked him, but couldn't help but ask curiously: "How did you treat that case when you were in Xia Pi?"

Zhang Yan was surprised, then looked at Suning with a smile, pointed to Xiaodie on the couch, and pointed at him again, "Take off all your clothes and save others warmly. Do you want to try it?"

Suning immediately flushed with a flushing face, waved his hands and stepped back and said, "That won't work, that won't work..."

At this moment, Tong Yuan sat in front of Zhang Xiu in tight black clothes, took a sip of water and put down the cup. Zhang Xiu asked, "Master... where did you go without saying goodbye last time?"

Tong Yuan glared at him and said, "Is it you supposed to ask?"

Zhang Xiu shrank his head and didn't dare to say anything. Tong Yuan shook his head funny, then sighed: "Now Liu Yang has crossed the river, Ying Er has also gotten involved... It's not bad..."

Zhang Xiu also lowered his head to drink water silently. Tong Yuan thought for a while before shook his head and laughed mockingly: "There must be a road before the car arrives at the mountain. Today's happiness is used today, regardless of whether tomorrow will be the end of the world..."

Then he smiled mysteriously at Zhang Xiu and said, "Advisor, I haven't been close for a long time. Very good."

After saying that, Tong Yuan untied the cloth bag in the dark corner under Zhang Xiu's astonished gaze, but inside it was a young man with his hands and feet tied up and his mouth blocked.

The young man looked at Zhang Xiu and Tong Yuan in fear, and rushed to the ground, widened his eyes and kept whining, "Is it Xiao'e or who?"
Chapter completed!