Chapter 50 Back to Xuzhou!
Gao Shun was also in Yingchuan, but he didn't want people to know that he was here because he felt that he had no face to let Chen Zhiqing's relatives and friends see him. It was his hesitation and cowardice that brought Chen Zhiqing into a desperate situation. She could have been with him forever.
Every time he dreams, he can dream of her, and in the dream he feels life is so quiet and happy.
When Zhang Yang enjoyed the beautiful care of the beauty and was satisfied, he was sleeping deeply with his soft and fragrant body in his arms, on this cold night when the wind and snow roared, Gao Shun was also sleeping alone in the thatched cottage in the barren mountain. His pillow filled with grass was his beauty.
In the dream, the wind and snow outside disappeared. He rode his horse on the vast grassland. The sky was blue like a sky, and in the distance was a happy flock of sheep. To the west was a beautiful sunset, and in front of him was a tent with smoke rising from the cooking stove. The person who was deeply missing... was wearing simple and thick-hearted clothes, smiling at himself against the railings of the sheep pen.
Beside her were two cute children playing with the toys he made for them himself. When they heard their melodious sound of horse hooves, they both dropped the puppets and ran over happily and shouted in a slight voice: "Dad--!"
He held them in his arms and let them touch their beards to play, and he kissed their faces dotingly, and the thick flesh and blood filled his whole body.
And she had already walked into the house, took off her cloak, handed her a hot towel, the fragrant meal was already set, and a pot of fragrant wine.
She gently poured wine for him, put it in front of him, Gao Shun drank beautifully while eating it. When he noticed his beloved wife's beautiful smile, he smiled and said, "Why don't you move your chopsticks just by looking at me to eat?"
She smiled and said, "I can't compare with my husband, and I don't have that much appetite. My husband works hard outside, but I just stay at home to do housework. Compared to my husband's hard work, I do too little."
Gao Shun shook his head and smiled, "What's the matter with Zhiqing? Without you, the family is a doghouse. Where can I eat such delicious food? Wear such a well-fitting clothes and sleep with such a comfortable bed."
Looking at the lovely pair of children who were having a smile while fighting, Gao Shun said contently: "Without you, there would be no children, there would be no happy and warm home... Without Zhiqing, Gao Shun is just a stupid person who doesn't know why to fight for, a poor homeless man... Life is so good now, there are no war and death, no hateful villains and generals and politicians, some are only simple villagers and herdsmen, some are just beautiful and virtuous wives, and cute and sensible children who grow up day by day... In this chaotic world, if you can have such a happy and peaceful life now, Gao Shun feels that heaven really favors me too much."
In the blink of an eye, it was dark. In the dark tent, oil lamps were burning, and the dim lights covered everything with a layer of softness and tranquility.
In the spacious bed, the two children had already fallen asleep sweetly. Chen Zhiqing leaned in Gao Shun's arms, hugging his waist with his eyes closed and enjoying the warmth.
Everything is so real... She has a plump and soft body after giving birth to two children. Her body is as fragrant as a young woman who is as quiet as an orchid when she was a girl. She is white and brighter than before, which makes the grassland herders from far and near shocked the face of the heavenly beings. Her slender and beautiful eyelids gently swell, her soft breath, and her soft whispers all make people think that this is life.
"The children are all asleep..." Gao Shun said suddenly stammeringly.
"Well..." Chen Zhiqing murmured, then opened her eyes gently, looked at him shyly and said, "Lighter movements and lower voices, don't wake them up... Children will chase and ask everywhere if they don't understand..."
Gao Shun chuckled and said, "I understand." Then he glanced at the two sleeping children and said, "Lang Ping's wife gave birth to a bastard for the first time and clamored to be a relative of our family. However, our family now has only one daughter, and she has already promised the eldest son of Du Yan brothers. Lang Ping and I are brothers and sisters. If they hurt their relationship, it would be bad. So... Zhiqing, thank you for your hard work... to give birth to a daughter for me..."
Chen Zhiqing said angrily: "You have so many brothers in the past. If everyone falls in love with our daughter and wants to get married, I will not be a sow..."
Gao Shun smiled and said, "If Zhiqing could really give birth to seven or eight daughters in a nest like the sows in the circle, it would be easy for brothers to talk about."
"You dare to laugh at me, I want to hit you..." Chen Zhiqing said angrily, raising her delicate fist to hit Gao Shun.
"Okay, see if you, the assassin, are strong or me, the general!" Gao Shun joked with a rare cheerfulness.
After the couple had a sweet "fight", Gao Shun's clothes went where they went, and Chen Zhiqing, who was lying under her, also had a beautiful body.
Gao Shun looked at his beautiful wife's perfect and plump body, and never got tired of watching her, and praised her: "Zhiqing, you are so beautiful."
Chen Zhiqing's eyes were as charming as silk, and her delicate breasts were undulating violently. She glanced at him shyly, then closed her eyes and waited for her husband to taste her mature and delicious body.
Gao Shun kissed her soft and fragrant lips, and climbed her beloved wife's plump and straight breasts with her big hands. After a moving and lingering sweep, Gao Shun listened to her moving moans, and spread her legs firmly and thrust into the charming private parts. The sensational moan came out of the throat of the dignified and beautiful beloved wife in a weak and silence.
After Yun Yu was in love, Gao Shun hugged her glorious body contentedly, gently warmed her, and looked at her charming appearance after the climax.
But at this time, Chen Zhiqing opened her eyes and looked at Gao Shun in a daze. Suddenly, her bright eyes gradually became wet, and two lines of clear tears flowed down.
Gao Shun was shocked and asked gently, "What's wrong? I feel uncomfortable? Still don't want to have a baby anymore... I also know that ten months of pregnancy is very hard, and the childbirth process is even more difficult, just like walking a gate of hell. I just said and played with those words, those bastards just started making fun of them, and I turned around and scolded them all - as long as you are happy, healthy, everything is good -"
Chen Zhiqing shook her head sadly, and said choking: "My husband, Zhiqing really wants to accompany you and serve you like this. She washes you and cooks you, and has children for you. But... but..."
Gao Shun said with a funny look: "Didn't you do it now? Every day I graze you and manage your family, have wealth and children. Aren't you happy?"
Chen Zhiqing said sadly: "Mr., this is just a dream. Have you forgotten..."
"Meng? Zhiqing, you are really good at joking... Well, what did I forget?" Gao Shun said with a funny look.
Chen Zhiqing stopped crying at this time, looked straight at him, and said desolately: "Chen Zhiqing died in Luoyang seven years ago. Now there is no Chen Zhiqing in this world--"
Gao Shun was shocked. At this time, a tide of chaotic thoughts that were resistant to the law came to him, filling his mind.
Scenes came clearly into his mind.
A large army gathered outside the city, and the Allied forces attacked the city like a tide. Millions of corpses were buried, and blood was drifting. In the city, Hu Zhen committed suicide in Yong'an Palace, and his generals rebelled, and outside Yong'an Palace became a tragic battlefield...
Lu Bu's gloomy smile is still in front of him, Wei Xu's sarcastic smile is still in front of him, blue mushroom cloud is still in front of him, Dong Zhuo roaring in Yong'an Palace is still in front of him, Lu Bu's army next to the city is still in front of him, Lu Bu's threat roaring in his ears, and her... her cold body is also lying in his arms...
When Gao Shun remembered all this, his head almost exploded, and at the same time, a despair that devoured everything and heart-wrenching pain breathed towards him.
When he opened his eyes again, his lovely children who were still sleeping had turned into green smoke and drifted away. When he looked at Chen Zhiqing, Chen Zhiqing looked at him with tears in his eyes and said quietly: "Mr. I owe you my husband this life, and I will repay you for being a cow or a horse in the next life. My husband, live well... I avenge me and have a deep hatred for my Chen family's blood... I'm leaving..."
After saying that, she smiled sadly, and the skin on her beautiful face fell one by one, and the dazzling concave and convexness of her body began to melt, and finally turned into a white skeleton. When he ran into it in disbelief, the skeleton suddenly collapsed and turned into ashes.
Then the warm tent and soft bed disappeared, and turned into a solemn mourning hall, with a big red coffin in front of him. The dim oil lamp was still floating, and the paper in the brazier was still burning.
Then the coffin suddenly sank, the mourning hall disappeared, and turned into a desolate tomb. The tombstone was engraved with "Tomb of my beloved wife Chen Zhiqing". These big words were all soaked in blood, and were bleeding.
At this time, Gao Shun woke up from his sleep, or came back from a world that was more real than reality, and everything disappeared, and only the grass pillow in his arms was still firmly grasped by him.
His eyes were straight at the pitch-blazing tent roof, listening to the howling snowstorm outside, Gao Shun recalled the warm sunlight on the grassland and the quiet fragrance of grass in his dream. Chen Zhiqing's gentle smile, and the child's crystal pure and beautiful eyes.
She whispered softly, her radiant and soft body, her rich body fragrance, her shy glance... Everything is so real, so beautiful, so intoxicating, but... it is just a beautiful dream, the real one is just heart-wrenching tears, the crystal grave in the blizzard outside the tent, his deep regret and deep longing for her day after day.
Not long ago, an old monk found him and told him that he had fallen into a magical disease because of his strong longing for his deceased wife. In his dreams, there will be a realistic and amazing dream. This dream makes people forget the cruelty and sorrow of reality, and make people feel happy.
However, this kind of dream is strengthened day after day without external guidance, and in the end, the whole person will fall into a crazy and chaotic state of inseparable dreams, and will always live in an aesthetic dream without sorrow or pain.
Gao Shun ignored the monk, nor did he become a monk. Because he wanted to protect her and forever.
"If I had promised her to turn against Lu Bu, she would not have despaired and would not have done stupid things... Now, I should have grazed and ridden on the quiet grassland... She washed me and cooked for me and gave birth to many cute children... Every night after the child fell asleep, she would lie in my arms..." Gao Shun murmured straight with his eyes: "But I didn't do this, so Zhiqing died... The happy life I dreamed of is gone... nothing..."
Gao Shunxiang got up as if he had lost his soul, walked out of the thatched cottage, and walked towards the cemetery where he had to sit for a long time every day.
He sat there quietly, touching the stone tablet in a daze, and called affectionately: "Zhiqing, you came last night, I am very happy. With you, I don't want to go anywhere. But, I promise you that I want to avenge you..."
The next morning, Lang Ping had just gotten up and came out, and was about to go to the city to check it out, and bought some food to come back to eat, when he saw Chen Zhiqing sitting there quietly in front of the tomb, covered in snow, like a snowman.
"General!" Lang Ping recognized Gao Shun at a glance.
Gao Shun said to the stone tablet gently: "Zhiqing, I will come back to accompany you when I finish my work. From then on, I will not go anywhere and will always protect you."
After saying that, Gao Shun slowly stood up and shouted to Lang Ping in a deep voice: "I inform brothers to pack up and prepare to set off!"
Lang Ping saw Gao Shun in such a passionate state and was willing to leave this sad place, and was overjoyed, thinking that Gao Shun had finally overcome the sadness and walked out of the trough.
"General, where are we going?" Lang Ping remembered to ask.
Gao Shun stared at the vast world and said in a deep voice: "Where we go wherever Lu Bu is!"
Zhang Yang is waiting for something in the tent at this moment.
When Suning came in with a tired look on his face, Zhang Yang hurriedly walked up and asked, "Have you found Gao Shun and the others?"
Suning nodded.
Zhang Yangxi said: "Now I will go and see him in person!"
Suning shook his head bitterly: "I asked the people in the nearby villages. They said that Gao Shun and his group came to Yingchuan nearly a month ago and suddenly left in the early morning. They didn't know where they were going."
Zhang Yang's face suddenly sank after hearing this. Zheng Bing looked at him worriedly and called out: "Honey husband--"
Zhang Yang waved her hand and told her not to worry about herself, then took a breath and said, "Let's go. Let's meet again in the future."
Then he asked, "How have the gentlemen in Yingchuan been dealt with?"
Zhou Cang said: "It's finished, just wait for departure."
Zhang Yang nodded: "After an hour, the whole army set out."
Under the influence of a convenient tool like a sled, they rushed to Xiaopei, the northeastern gate of Xuzhou, and arrived at Wujiabao, where they had been away for a long time. At the same time, they sent someone to Xiapi, Xuzhou to deliver letters at the same time, saying that he was back.
Looking at the Wu Family Fort, which was ripped out of several war disasters, the Wu Family Yuan Family who had been turned into ashes and put in the jar on the car, Zhang Yang Xiao'e and Liao Hua and others' smiles were bitter.
When the people left behind Wujiabao saw so many people coming, they thought it was an enemy, so they quickly beat drums and shouted: "The Yellow Turbans are here! Everyone, come to the city to kill the thieves!"
Then after a whistling, there were dense crowds of people holding swords and guns on the city tower, with men, women, young and old.
Zhang Yang and others smiled bitterly, Xiao'e Liao Hua and Zhang Yang went there alone.
When Chen Deng received the news, he jumped up from the bed and dropped the quilt to the ground, regardless of the screams of the naked and beautiful concubine on the bed.
"I finally hope you back! This is really a sight to see. Similarity makes people thin!" Chen Deng's exaggerated expression and words immediately made the beautiful concubine understand that the young master's love was coming. Her charming little mouth suddenly pouted unhappily.
Chapter completed!