Lu Yaxuan's roar restored me to a little bit of rationality.

She was right. Isn’t this a fault of myself after all?

I clenched my fists and looked at Lu Yaxuan and said, "Xuanxuan, I take these things by myself. I admit that I deserve them! But can you tell me where your sister is now? You are her sister, you won't know!"

I grabbed Lu Yaxuan's slender wrist and shouted excitedly, but Lu Yaxuan shook my hand away.

"Qin Shaoyou, first of all, I really don't know where my sister is going. Before she left, she told me that she might go around the country, or even around the world, just to prevent me from telling you her whereabouts. Secondly, even if I know where she is going, I can't tell you now. Even if I tell you, if you chase her back, will the matter be solved? Do you know what the root of the matter is now?"

Actually, I know that Lu Yaxuan is persuading me, and I know that what she is doing is solving the problem, but I am now out of a stubborn and angry state, and I cannot accept other people's objective evaluations.

I angrily opened my eyes: "Of course I know that this is wrong with me! But I can't let your sister and a woman wander around the world by themselves!?"

"What's wrong with the world wandering around? My sister is already thirty years old, she's no longer a child!"

"But her mental state is so poor now. What if, I mean, what if! Can you be responsible for something happening to her? Can I be responsible? Lu Yaxuan, do you really have the heart to let your sister run away alone?"

Lu Yaxuan is a soft-hearted girl. Normally, my words can definitely shake her.

But this time she failed. She clenched her fists and said to me firmly: "Qin Shaoyou, you must know that my sister will be like this now, and it was also caused by you! Don't look like a victim tone, my sister is the only victim! My sister may not be able to come back until you can solve the problem. But I can guarantee you that something will happen to my sister."

Finally, I still couldn't know where Lu Junyi was.

Although I was full of anger, I couldn't do anything to Lu Yaxuan, especially when I saw that her fair neck was pinched by me, I immediately lowered my head with some guilt.

My annoyance, anger, pain, and all kinds of complex emotions almost crushed me at this moment.

I could even feel the smell of Lu Junyi in the air. I could still see Lu Junyi's beautiful figure in every corner of the house.

In the letter, Lu Junyi told me that she would leave her house to me to take care of. I could probably understand what this said. She hoped that after she left, she would let me live in her villa.

But does she know? How should I live in a house where her shadow is everywhere?

If I do live here, I might be driven crazy.

"Qin Shaoyou, Qin Shaoyou! Where are you going?"

I walked downstairs and had already arrived at the living room. At this time, Lu Yaxuan's call came from behind me.

I said to her without looking back: "You don't have to worry about it."

"you!"

Lu Yaxuan ran to me, grabbed my arm and asked, "Qin Shaoyou, what do you want to do?"

"I want to die!"

I shouted in anger, and then shook Lu Yaxuan's little hand away.

In my impression, it seems that every time I have such physical contact with Lu Yaxuan, I cannot ask for it. It is the first time I have broken free from Lu Yaxuan's little hand, right?

But there was no way. Lu Junyi's departure was a big blow to me. I felt that everything I did to Lu Yaxuan was not controlled by the brain.

"Qin Shaoyou, when my sister was about to leave at first, I advised her to consider it again. Although you are a fickle man, I can also feel that you really love my sister! But now it seems that my sister is really not wrong at all! You don't think about how to solve the problem, you just want to give up on yourself! You are a coward, a coward!" Lu Yaxuan kept yelling at me.

Instead, he gave in and said to her, "You are right, I am a coward. What's wrong? If you can't stand it, you don't need to watch it. Since your sister has left, it doesn't matter to us anymore, so you don't have to worry about me anymore."

I said to her like a split personality, and I think it's too much for me to say this, but I just can't control my mouth.

I don't know why, but I always feel as if no matter what I say, Lu Yaxuan will not leave me...

Ha, this is definitely an illusion. Lu Yaxuan is not Lu Junyi, why should they spoil me?

Perhaps through this quarrel, Lu Yaxuan and I will really have a complete fallout...

No matter what Lu Yaxuan said behind me, I had no intention of turning back.

I walked down the street, staggering and having difficulty breathing.

Lu Junyi said that my betrayal made her heart more painful than Zhang Zhi's calculations because she loved me more.

Am I the same?

Her departure also made me feel more heartbroken than Liu Xiaoling's betrayal.

I only hate Liu Xiaoling, but I love and repent for Lu Junyi. These emotions are intertwined. Only at this moment did I truly understand what it means to be in pain.

I suddenly felt that what I said to Lu Yaxuan just now was not an angry word, I really don’t want to live anymore.

What's the point of living a man who can't control his lower body and can't even take care of his own women? Ha... I'll die!

Perhaps death is the way I confessed to Lu Junyi, just like I thought that killing Liu Xiaoling was the only way to relieve me.

Then I'll die? Maybe Lu Junyi, who was in a foreign country, heard the news that I was dead, and she came back?

My emotions were almost broken. After walking out of the villa area, I planned to walk towards the middle of the road.

I just want a car accident now, either to lose my memory or to die.

Before I wanted to kill Liu Xiaoling, what I was thinking about was my life and my parents.

But when it comes to Lu Junyi, all of this was left behind by me. I have endless repentance in my heart wanted me to finish it in this way.

My eyes were dull, my face was smiling, my ears were filled with whistling trumpets and the screams of Lu Yaxuan.

But I turned a deaf ear and continued to walk forward.

A brown Toyota was racing towards me, and even though he kept honking the horn, I didn't mean to stop.

He was driving towards me at a speed of 80 kilometers per hour. If I hit me, even if I could save my life, I would probably have to live in a wheelchair for the rest of my life?

But I was not afraid at all, but felt that my life would be relaxed in the next second...
Chapter completed!