Chapter two hundred and forty-six once the embarrassment
Because of such a plan and obsession, Wu Hao's grandfather would feel a deep sense of shame when the idea of finding another wife to spend the rest of his lonely life first came up.
I always immediately think of my dear wife who is still frozen at this moment, and feel extremely guilty towards him.
I feel like I am too unsympathetic, why can’t I bear loneliness so much?
It would be really embarrassing to do this.
No matter from which aspect, I feel sorry for my wife's hard work, regardless of gains and losses, and for the sincere relationship between myself and my boss that has withstood any storm and test.
Even with such heavy apologies and debts, no matter how lonely he was, he was very clean and self-sufficient, and would never allow himself to have the thought of being lonely and wanting to find another wife.
No matter what, you must protect this extremely pure feeling and wait silently, waiting for the rapid development of technology as always, until the day when you can create a miracle and completely resurrect your beloved wife.
Therefore, it is precisely because of this idea that he attaches so much importance to the relationship between himself, his son, daughter-in-law, and his precious grandson who has been taught strictly by him for so many years. This family of three.
After all, the three of them are his closest family members in the world. If he can't get along well with such close family members, then his future life seems to be doomed, and he is destined to die alone and helpless.
This has almost become an irreversible outcome in the once awkward relationship.
Today, with tears in my eyes, I endured the pain and reluctantly handed over my precious grandson Wu Hao, whom I had taught strictly for many years, to his parents who had been waiting for him for so long.
When he walked out of his son's and daughter-in-law's home with great loneliness and reluctance, he finally felt the alienated and resentful eyes of his son and daughter-in-law, and made a decision feeling doubly disappointed.
Perhaps from the moment he left his son and daughter-in-law's home, it was equivalent to him completely losing his last three family members.
From now on, there is a high probability that I will completely distance myself from these three family members who are full of complaints and blame for me. If I want to reunite as before, it will be extremely difficult because of their resistance and rejection.
of difficulty.
In this case, it is almost equivalent to the conclusion that he will have no choice but to live alone and helpless for most of the rest of his life.
Even if one day in the future, due to the rapid decline of his body, he suddenly breaks out and collapses at home due to an illness, no one will pay close attention and find out in time.
If that were the case, perhaps it would be time for me to die alone and be with my long-dead wife.
Haha, I really don’t know if I really died alone at home like that, how long it would take for someone to feel something was wrong and realize in time that I would be buried this morning.
Maybe no one will pay attention to this at all, and maybe it stinks so bad at home.
If that's the case, this life is really not worth it. How did I get along? How did I end up in such a miserable state...
Thinking of that terrible possibility, Wu Hao's grandfather couldn't help but feel inexplicable fear, and shuddered.
Afraid.
When I think about it, if I really end up like that, not only will I be helpless and lonely for the rest of my life, but the final outcome will be so miserable.
If you die in such a miserable way at home, no one will notice it in time, so you can bury yourself early.
Grandpa Wu Hao would always have waves of fear and fear in his heart.
Afraid.
Every time he thought about that, he would really feel chills running down his back, and he would feel a helpless and desolate fear.
Under this fear, he once stood alone on the street in a daze for a long time, always full of hesitation and struggle at that moment.
I struggled to return to my son and daughter-in-law's home at all costs, put aside my last bit of reserve and stubbornness, and explain to them properly.
I no longer hide it and try to be stubborn, trying to support everything and bear all the responsibilities by myself.
But at this time, he, who has always been stubborn and desperate for face, could not let go of that little bit of face and dignity no matter what. No matter how much he struggled and hesitated in his heart, he would grit his teeth and hold on, unwilling to give up even if he died, and would put himself at risk again and again.
Once again, I fell into a dilemma.
This is what happened to Grandpa Wu Hao not long ago.
This was also the reason why he suddenly stood in a deserted street, facing the street window in a daze, and stayed in a daze for so long, until it got dark.
The reason for this is because he is really confused.
At that moment, he was full of contradictions and entangled in his heart. He didn't know where to go and was extremely embarrassed.
Even this tangle and embarrassment lasted until he was suddenly awakened by the sudden light in the window. He was still very depressed, with a look of helplessness and hesitation on his face, not knowing how to decide and where to go.
It was in this extremely tangled dilemma that he inadvertently raised his head, glanced around casually, and was stunned.
What he saw in his eyes was so surprising that he was stunned.
Coming.
He would never have thought that in his opinion, he should be very busy at this moment.
They should firmly seize this very rare opportunity for a family of three to get together. In order to be able to get along day and night without any restraint in the future, a family of three who should celebrate grandly regardless will give up this very rare opportunity for a family of three to be alone.
, will appear here inexplicably.
And judging from their clothes and the thick layer of dust on their shoes, they have obviously been out for a long time. Ever since they came out, they have been running around in a hurry, as if they were looking for something.
, I have been looking for it for a long, long time.
Otherwise, it would never be like this. On such a clean street, if it were not for walking for a long time, there would never be so much dust on the shoes.
Based on his many years of life experience, Wu Hao's grandfather understood a lot just by looking at the family of three and made an accurate judgment in an instant.
Chapter completed!