Chapter 81 Nature
The singing still continued, and at this moment, the audience was wiping away their tears and completely lost.
I fell deeply into this emotional song.
At this moment, it was not just the audience who fell.
Even Zina, who was singing, and Zhang Jie, who was holding hands with her and looking obsessed, were deeply integrated into the song.
Because this song was specially prepared by Big Fatty Wu Hao for their reunion.
So for both of them, they also have a more powerful rendering.
At this moment, Zina, who was singing the song, had long forgotten that she was at the concert, and even more forgotten that she was holding a microphone to perform for the audience at this moment.
At this moment, she just felt that there were too many longings and concerns accumulated in her heart, too much suffering and torture was suppressed in her heart, and she urgently needed to vent.
I need to express my feelings freely and vent my feelings.
So at this time, she had no choice but to express herself in the way she was best at, which was singing.
Can't move
I want to look at you too
Until I feel like there are traces of white snow on your hairline
Until my vision becomes blurred until I can't breathe
Let's be inseparable
If it's the whole world, I can give up
At least I still have you worth cherishing
And you being here is the miracle of life
Maybe I can forget the whole world
I just don’t want to lose your news
I always remember where the mole on your palm is
Once feelings begin to vent, it is like a flood that has burst its embankment and can no longer be suppressed.
This is what Zina is like at this moment.
As she sang, she quickly became completely immersed in the artistic conception described in the song, letting go of all her reserve and guarding.
At this moment, her emotions had reached their peak and she could no longer control them. She could only release them through singing.
It's not easy for us
We can't help ourselves
I'm afraid that time is too fast and I won't be able to see you carefully
I'm afraid that time is too slow and I worry about losing you day and night
I wish I could grow old overnight and never be separated
If it's the whole world, I can give up
At least I still have you worth cherishing
And you here are just the miracle of life
Maybe I can forget the whole world
I just don’t want to lose your news
I always remember where the mole on your palm is."
At this moment, Zina is not so much singing a song as she is using her singing voice to vent and express her attachment and reluctance.
It's not easy.
Thinking back carefully, I have had a very difficult time in recent years.
Obviously I have always loved Zhang Jie deeply, but because of the difficulties and setbacks in life, and because of the unwillingness in my heart, I suddenly became violent.
I cruelly gave up on this relationship.
She originally thought that this relationship was too painful and tiring, so letting it go was the right choice.
From then on, I can get rid of the heavy burden and live a relaxed and comfortable life.
That way, you will no longer have to worry about three meals a day, and you will no longer have to worry about calculating monthly rent and expenses every day.
She had already had enough of that kind of tight life, and she no longer wanted to have anything to do with that kind of poverty.
But she soon realized something was wrong. The reality was not what she expected.
Yes, since leaving Zhang Jie, she has completely let herself go and feels that her little life is really fun.
There is no need to scrimp and calculate the day's expenses, and there is no need to live in a simple and dark basement and worry about rent.
Dress yourself up beautifully every day, and attend high-end cocktail parties and parties from time to time.
Logically speaking, this should be great. This is the life that I have been looking forward to but have never been able to get.
No matter what you say, Zina should be very satisfied and happy to be able to live her little life like this.
But the blame lies here.
Although Zina was living the petty bourgeoisie life she had dreamed of at that time, she did not feel happy because of it.
No, to be precise, she was happy because of it.
That was the time when I just started to enjoy this kind of life without worries about food and clothing.
But this happiness doesn't seem to last long.
As she gradually adapted to this new life, it soon became numb and boring.
This kind of life can no longer bring her any happiness and excitement.
For some reason, from then on she was afraid that she would have random thoughts when she was free, so she always looked for things to do every day and tried her best to keep herself busy. It was the kind of person who was so busy that she hit the back of her head with her busy feet. It was best not to have a moment of free time.
She is afraid.
I'm really afraid that once I have some free time, I won't be able to help but think wildly.
I can't help but think of the days when I and Zhang Jie were together.
Although life was very difficult at that time, my heart was filled with endless love.
But now, life is not hard at all, with no worries about food and clothing, and seems to be having a good time.
But for some reason, once she was free, she always felt empty in her heart. Her whole heart was filled with endless emptiness, making her feel so empty, helpless, lonely and unbearable.
She missed him.
I can't help but always think of the man who was always tolerant and tried his best to please himself, Zhang Jie.
This used to be what she disliked seeing the most.
I always feel that such a man looks too cowardly, cowardly and useless, and there is no way he can be relied upon in this life.
But after this breakup, as the two people separated, her views fundamentally changed.
Zhang Jie, the man she once despised and despised, would always inadvertently break into her heart again and again, flashing before his eyes again and again.
She couldn't help but recall the scenes she had spent with Zhang Jie.
My view in my heart has changed tremendously.
She suddenly discovered a fundamental problem that she had ignored in the past.
Why is Zhang Jie so cowardly and humble in front of him?
Is he born like this, his nature revealed in his bones?
No, that's obviously not the case.
Yes, she couldn't deny that Zhang Jie did appear cowardly and humble in front of her, but this did not mean that being cowardly and humble was Zhang Jie's nature.
Because Zhang Jie's cowardice and humbleness also depend on others, and will only be revealed in front of himself.
As for being in front of other people, hehe, he will become completely different.
The pride in his bones is difficult to conceal, and he is also very aloof. He is exactly the type of a literary and artistic young man who upholds his talents and prides himself on things.
For Zhang Jie in that state, let alone swallowing his anger and being tolerant, it is not easy to say a few words to you with a smile on his face. You must get his approval.
If you don't get his approval, haha, let alone chatting with you with a smile.
He probably doesn't even bother to take a look, he will definitely leave you aside and not bother to talk to you.
It can be seen from this that cowardice and humbleness are by no means Zhang Jie’s true character.
Chapter completed!